Taz
JUB Addict
As the title suggests, I finally f@$king did it. I came out to my roommates.
We went for a walk out along the beach, and I kept struggling to tell them. Looking for the right time, but like the rest of the times I've thought of telling them I thought I would pussy out.
Then we passed a guy with a really feminine voice and my mate said, "he sounded happy" and I replied, "what makes you say that?", and he said "I've got a great gaydar"
This was my moment, I could deal with a scary proclamation as a terrible joke. So I said "oh really? Well you wanna hear something funny? I'm gay!" It didn't work of course. My heart had raced up my throat, to make sure I realised it was beating so hard.
They thought I was joking at first (again) but then I said "really" and we all sat down. They told me they were absolutely fine with it asked me a few stereotypical questions like "how do you know you're gay?" then they promised not to tell anyone and life went straight back on.
It felt good. I feel a little bit lighter or something. Next on my list is my last bestfriend, and I'm pretty sure she'll be ecstatic for me.
We went for a walk out along the beach, and I kept struggling to tell them. Looking for the right time, but like the rest of the times I've thought of telling them I thought I would pussy out.
Then we passed a guy with a really feminine voice and my mate said, "he sounded happy" and I replied, "what makes you say that?", and he said "I've got a great gaydar"
This was my moment, I could deal with a scary proclamation as a terrible joke. So I said "oh really? Well you wanna hear something funny? I'm gay!" It didn't work of course. My heart had raced up my throat, to make sure I realised it was beating so hard.
They thought I was joking at first (again) but then I said "really" and we all sat down. They told me they were absolutely fine with it asked me a few stereotypical questions like "how do you know you're gay?" then they promised not to tell anyone and life went straight back on.
It felt good. I feel a little bit lighter or something. Next on my list is my last bestfriend, and I'm pretty sure she'll be ecstatic for me.