a lot of times when i see a hot guy either on the street or in the classroom, i can't help but flirt a little. i don't try and kiss them or anything but i'll do little things that i think will attract them and then feel dumb afterwards thinking "you know these guys are straight, they don't want you" but i can't help it. some of these guys are even friends of mine and then i feel bad for kinda not respecting the fact that they are straight. its very subtle, nothing that would cause them to stop talking to me or anything. i don't know why i do it. i'm just drawn naturally to certain types of guys, a certain masculinity i find attractive that a lot of times is only found in straight guys.


















