Rockafellar_Skank
Virgin
SO here it goes....
It's 2 am and I'm up listening to music and pondering life just like usual and now I'm seriously beginning to wonder what do people really think of me. I mean of course you have the friends that say oh you're great or what ever but seriously if I were to walk up to some stranger what would he think about me? Am i too fat ? Am i too short? Should my hair be blond? Should my eyes be green? Is my fashion sense up to standards? Am i wearing the right shoes? I mean am i good enough for general society. How does one ever know, Theres an old saying about lonely people...its something like stop thinking about a boyfriend and thats when he is going to show up but how does one stop thinking about a boyfriend i mean how do you train yourself to stop obsessing over companionship ...i know another lonely rant from a gay guy but its on my mind and i needed to let some of it out...
It's 2 am and I'm up listening to music and pondering life just like usual and now I'm seriously beginning to wonder what do people really think of me. I mean of course you have the friends that say oh you're great or what ever but seriously if I were to walk up to some stranger what would he think about me? Am i too fat ? Am i too short? Should my hair be blond? Should my eyes be green? Is my fashion sense up to standards? Am i wearing the right shoes? I mean am i good enough for general society. How does one ever know, Theres an old saying about lonely people...its something like stop thinking about a boyfriend and thats when he is going to show up but how does one stop thinking about a boyfriend i mean how do you train yourself to stop obsessing over companionship ...i know another lonely rant from a gay guy but its on my mind and i needed to let some of it out...