I find it odd how many people are so capabale of determining what god wants, and then miraculously coming to different conclusions.
If I drop a ball, it is not faith that convinces me it will drop. If I drop a ball from a certain height, with the proper calculations, I can determine when it will strike the ground... and even with the amount of force it will hit the pavement.
And yet, if a million meditate, some will find the god of silence, others the god of love, others god of war, and others still the god of hate.
Perhaps one would say "Well, god encompasses all these things..." If this is the case, then one is useless is determining his will. In this case, he is a storm, and no covenenant or orders are neccesary.
Or... "Well, there are deamons, and only a few really found god." In this case, the Demons are apparently more capabale of reaching the true seekers then God is, and one would be wise to consider his authority in that case.
Still the most likely awnser is... "You have found parts of your own psyche." This god you have developed, or have found, are merely reflections of your own wants, needs, and fears.
Is this neccesarily a terrible thing? No.
But it does mean you don't speak for god, as noone does, because he has obviously made himself at this juncture incomprehensible to us. To judge and decide your life and its purpose by what is incomprehensible is to choose a road of confusion that is without end, and is purposeless.
Much better to live rationally, pushing the human agenda on this planet, until the day comes when he decides to reveal himself. To us all, and all of us at once.
In this way, should that day never come, we will not have wasted the effort of dividing ourselves into camps, the faithful and unfaithful, martyr and heretic.