Go Back To Being Fully Straight?

[firsttimeagain]

Exactly where I landed too. First porn and slowly by talking and building contacts with gay men realizing that the sex is only part of it all. The feeling of enjoying kissing a man, say sweet little words and just be. It’s amazing.

Mine didn’t start with gay porn. Mine was always there. I didn’t know what porn was but I wanted to play with cocks. I was gay before I knew what gay was. It’s all I thought about. The first porn I saw was heterosexual and I was not interested in the women, but boy that cock and his body got my juices flowing. When I found gay porn it was everything that I always fantasized about. I couldn’t believe it really. It just confirmed what was my true desires.

I’m looking forward to building contacts with other gay men. I too know sex is only part of it. The kissing, that I wasn’t sure about early on, is a must for me. The talking and sharing is a must. Spending quality time together is a must. But, for noe, I need to work up to all of that. That will take time. I’m ready for some good sex and i’m patient for the rest.

 

[Danash]

I think you may be regarding " being gay " as something wrong
From what you wrote you love having sex with other men , embrace your sexuality whether youre exclusively gay or bisexual
Do not let other people's opinions or beliefs restrain you from being yourself
Being gay is not wrong , prudish people or religious fanatics will say it is sinful and wrong to be homosexual or bisexual
Life is too short to repress oneself because of narrow minded beliefs

All in all , there's not " going back to being straight " , even when you avoid having sex with men , you will be living in denial , probably still watching gay porn or thinking about men while having sex with a woman or having wet dreams with a man
Enjoy your life

Yes. Labels aren’t important, its you who are. Things can change, you can open up for new things and discover things that weren’t hot before, suddenly are. I know, because it happened to me too. But who cares if you are gay, bi or straight as long as you are happy? I once started to call myself gay because the very word made me happy. What you call yourself is up to you, as long as you dont start living in denial or close the doors to who you really are. If you feel more attracted to men and less to women, fine. But don’t stop admitting that to yourself. I noticed myself that something started to happen to me, and I embraced it. I ended up as a gay man and Im happier than ever. If I start fancy girls again some time? Who knows? And if that happens its all fine too

 

[sexyloverboy]

Exactly where I landed too. First porn and slowly by talking and building contacts with gay men realizing that the sex is only part of it all. The feeling of enjoying kissing a man, say sweet little words and just be. It’s amazing.

@"The feeling of enjoying kissing a man, say sweet little words and just be. It’s amazing."

That's very sensual itself.

 

[Danash]

@"The feeling of enjoying kissing a man, say sweet little words and just be. It’s amazing."

That's very sensual itself.

I love that pic!