Hi guys,
First of all, I want to thank you guys for the advice and support you have rendered on my behalf while I fight this “battle” of mine. Words enough can not express how grateful I am for the constructive criticism, pep talk, and “straight” talk that I have received from a number of individuals here.
I’ve been making substantial efforts to forget about this certain someone and get on with my life in the form of aggressively continuing my undergraduate studies, meeting up with close friends of mine on a weekly basis, and refocusing on my entrepreneurial venture. It’s been great!
Needless to say, with all my efforts to mentally disengage myself from memories of Rob, the emotional torture is becoming progressively worse. I’m now having dreams (really nightmares) of the guy, and last night’s dream was so telling.
I had a dream about Rob’s great life living on the east coast, having a great job, plenty of friends, and so on. I also saw his outstanding educational accomplishments, which catapulted his career. The dream (again, a nightmare) was a comparison of my life against his, and it was a proverbial slap in the face about how great Rob’s life is and how terrible mine is. I’m not a near Ivy-league school graduate. I was never an outstanding student in school, until recently improved. I don’t travel all over the country working for a high-caliber consulting firm. I don’t live in a busting metropolis, like Boston. I don’t even have a boyfriend of my own.
While I know fully well that I’m going to get through this, these dreams of mine (which torture my self-confidence and just remind me of my failure) are getting longer, worse, and a bigger annoyance.
Who the hell would have ever thought that I would have to endure this much crap from a late night hookup?
But I will get through this, one way or another.
First of all, I want to thank you guys for the advice and support you have rendered on my behalf while I fight this “battle” of mine. Words enough can not express how grateful I am for the constructive criticism, pep talk, and “straight” talk that I have received from a number of individuals here.
I’ve been making substantial efforts to forget about this certain someone and get on with my life in the form of aggressively continuing my undergraduate studies, meeting up with close friends of mine on a weekly basis, and refocusing on my entrepreneurial venture. It’s been great!
Needless to say, with all my efforts to mentally disengage myself from memories of Rob, the emotional torture is becoming progressively worse. I’m now having dreams (really nightmares) of the guy, and last night’s dream was so telling.
I had a dream about Rob’s great life living on the east coast, having a great job, plenty of friends, and so on. I also saw his outstanding educational accomplishments, which catapulted his career. The dream (again, a nightmare) was a comparison of my life against his, and it was a proverbial slap in the face about how great Rob’s life is and how terrible mine is. I’m not a near Ivy-league school graduate. I was never an outstanding student in school, until recently improved. I don’t travel all over the country working for a high-caliber consulting firm. I don’t live in a busting metropolis, like Boston. I don’t even have a boyfriend of my own.
While I know fully well that I’m going to get through this, these dreams of mine (which torture my self-confidence and just remind me of my failure) are getting longer, worse, and a bigger annoyance.
Who the hell would have ever thought that I would have to endure this much crap from a late night hookup?
But I will get through this, one way or another.