runtothemaxxx
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Last night, I went on a fantastic date with an older man I met on Grindr. He was cultured, gorgeous and nice. After dinner, we sat at the table talking and he held my hand. He asked if I wanted to see his apartment, to which I said "yes."
When we got back to his place, he showed me around because over dinner we discovered that our design tastes were similar. He showed me his bedroom last and we started kissing and undressing. It was intense and passionate.
We went to the bed and I started sucking his cock. It was huge and thick and I told him that I hadn't bottomed in almost a year so I wasn't sure how much of it I could take. He flipped me over and rimmed my hole for awhile.
He put a condom on and I asked for lots of lube before he slid his dick in, which he did a little too quickly. Since it had been so long, it was obviously a lot to take. I was on my back and while it felt good, he was fucking me too deep and too hard for my first time back on the bottom in 10 months.
I had to stop a few times for a breather, which seemed to really piss him off. I asked him not to fuck me so hard but he keep going. We switched positions a few times. About 20 minutes into fucking, I stopped to make sure I was still "clean" down there and I was.
In order to give my hole a rest, I decided to take the condom off and suck his cock. I deep throated it, which he seemed to love. I opened my throat and swallowed it all. Even though I hadn't been jerking off, I felt like I was going to cum anyway. I asked if he was close and he said "no."
He wanted to fuck me more. I told him that I was pretty sore but could try it for a little bit longer. He wanted to fuck me without a condom but I made him put one on. I got on top, back to him, and rode his dick. He then put my legs up and thrusted so deep that it started to feel like things were getting "disrupted" so I made us stop after about 10 minutes.
I wanted to suck him off until he came, but he climbed out of bed, took the condom off and grabbed the first condom off the floor. He then walked into the kitchen and threw them away and washed his hands. I washed the lube off my hands and waited for him to come back. When he did, he was soft and I tried to suck his cock but he refused. He said it was getting late and he went into the bathroom to pee. It seemed like he was upset so I got dressed and left.
When I got home, I saw that he was on Grindr. I figured he was on to find someone to finish fucking. I undressed and checked out my hole in the bathroom and noticed that, in fact, there was a little bit of "mess" down there. It was very minimal, but I worried that it was the reason he jumped out of bed so quickly. Because I can't imagine someone getting upset because they only got to fuck for 30 minutes, especially since he knew I hadn't done it for awhile. I was proud of myself for taking such a big cock for that long my first time back.
I texted him and apologized (since I wasn't sure of exactly what he upset about, I didn't say for what I sorry for) and thanked him for dinner. His response was "No problem." I then noticed that he blocked me from Grindr because he was no longer in my "favorites."
If you haven't bottomed in awhile, isn't the first time back always a little rough? And should I be this embarrassed about the small "mess" I saw when I got home? (Because, when I checked the condom at his place there was nothing on it and I didn't smell anything bad.) I would like to have sex with him again. Given how great the date was before the sex, I could see us this going somewhere but I'm afraid I blew it with the sex. But I think the next time I bottom will be great because I'm over the initial shock of it.
What do you think: reach out to him or just let it go?
P.S. Apologies for the long post.
When we got back to his place, he showed me around because over dinner we discovered that our design tastes were similar. He showed me his bedroom last and we started kissing and undressing. It was intense and passionate.
We went to the bed and I started sucking his cock. It was huge and thick and I told him that I hadn't bottomed in almost a year so I wasn't sure how much of it I could take. He flipped me over and rimmed my hole for awhile.
He put a condom on and I asked for lots of lube before he slid his dick in, which he did a little too quickly. Since it had been so long, it was obviously a lot to take. I was on my back and while it felt good, he was fucking me too deep and too hard for my first time back on the bottom in 10 months.
I had to stop a few times for a breather, which seemed to really piss him off. I asked him not to fuck me so hard but he keep going. We switched positions a few times. About 20 minutes into fucking, I stopped to make sure I was still "clean" down there and I was.
In order to give my hole a rest, I decided to take the condom off and suck his cock. I deep throated it, which he seemed to love. I opened my throat and swallowed it all. Even though I hadn't been jerking off, I felt like I was going to cum anyway. I asked if he was close and he said "no."
He wanted to fuck me more. I told him that I was pretty sore but could try it for a little bit longer. He wanted to fuck me without a condom but I made him put one on. I got on top, back to him, and rode his dick. He then put my legs up and thrusted so deep that it started to feel like things were getting "disrupted" so I made us stop after about 10 minutes.
I wanted to suck him off until he came, but he climbed out of bed, took the condom off and grabbed the first condom off the floor. He then walked into the kitchen and threw them away and washed his hands. I washed the lube off my hands and waited for him to come back. When he did, he was soft and I tried to suck his cock but he refused. He said it was getting late and he went into the bathroom to pee. It seemed like he was upset so I got dressed and left.
When I got home, I saw that he was on Grindr. I figured he was on to find someone to finish fucking. I undressed and checked out my hole in the bathroom and noticed that, in fact, there was a little bit of "mess" down there. It was very minimal, but I worried that it was the reason he jumped out of bed so quickly. Because I can't imagine someone getting upset because they only got to fuck for 30 minutes, especially since he knew I hadn't done it for awhile. I was proud of myself for taking such a big cock for that long my first time back.
I texted him and apologized (since I wasn't sure of exactly what he upset about, I didn't say for what I sorry for) and thanked him for dinner. His response was "No problem." I then noticed that he blocked me from Grindr because he was no longer in my "favorites."
If you haven't bottomed in awhile, isn't the first time back always a little rough? And should I be this embarrassed about the small "mess" I saw when I got home? (Because, when I checked the condom at his place there was nothing on it and I didn't smell anything bad.) I would like to have sex with him again. Given how great the date was before the sex, I could see us this going somewhere but I'm afraid I blew it with the sex. But I think the next time I bottom will be great because I'm over the initial shock of it.
What do you think: reach out to him or just let it go?
P.S. Apologies for the long post.
