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Sex sells, even in stories, and stories about gay men are no different. They have to include heart-pounding, meat-whacking sex or they limit themselves to the few sentimental types who like to see what actually goes on within a relationship.

The sex is nice, I suppose, especially if you're alone and horny and need something to stimulate the brain as you do some one-handed reading. And there's lots of that available. Just drop by Nifty and you'll see for yourself. But, in a story where you get to know and get to love the characters, the sex is assumed to happen, and no-one can imagine it better than the people who are reading about the lives of the characters.

I have nothing against sex. It's fun. Or, at least for me, it used to be. But, a blowjob is still a blowjob, no matter who is giving it and who is receiving it. The only things that change are the situations and the circumstances. It's the characters that are important. It's the love behind the blowjob that matters. That's what makes the story.

I don't have to read about the sex. I just have to close my eyes and I can see it for myself. It's a lot more difficult to see a love story, though. Someone else has to show that to me.

I haven't seen BBM yet, and I may never see it, but I would like to. I don't particularly care to see Heath or Jake's bare butts, though. They are attractive guys and all, but watching them have sex isn't on my list of priorities. I want to see what happens inside their minds which pulls them together in the first place and keeps them together afterward. I want to see the love story.

 

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The house seems empty now and has felt empty for the past 5 days. I miss looking over at her corner where her cushioned bed used to lie and seeing Sam lying there, sleeping. I miss waking up in the morning and stepping around her where she used to sleep on a second cushion beside my bed. I miss taking her outside, and I miss buying her the pepperette treats she so enjoyed when I came home from the grocery store.

Even if I had no plans to buy groceries, I had to stop at the store on the way home to get her treats. She so looked forward to them.

I even miss giving her two (and sometimes three) pills in the morning and two more at night. I miss her barking at knocks on the door. I miss her sitting at my feet, looking up at me as I scratched her behind her ear.

I miss her smell and I even miss all the long hairs I had to scrape up from the carpet twice a week. I miss filling her water dish and food bowl. I miss her lying there, watching me eat my supper, ready to pounce on the morsel of food which fell from my fork. I miss giving her pieces of my sandwich or left-over chicken which I was unable to finish eating.

I miss the sloppy licks on my cheek.

I miss Sam, but I know she is free of the pain and discomfort she has endured for the past few years of her life. I cannot grieve for that.

 

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I was listening to Tchaikovsky's Piano Concerto No. 2 in G Major this morning. I love third movement in particular - the Allegro con fuoco.

As music reviewer David Wright writes:

The finale Allegro con fuoco is a brilliant tour de force. Many pianists who refuse to play this concerto stating that they do not like it, are hiding the truth that they cannot play it. And this is one reason why the work stayed on the shelf for a long time.

If you've never heard the piece, you cannot appreciate the impact of the emboldened text. I find it very difficult to believe that fingers can actually move as quickly as they need to and I'm amazed that there are people who can do it without their fingers stumbling all over the keys and becoming tied up in knots.

I can't play the piano, but, had I heard this music when I was a child, I would have done everything I could to learn to do so just so I could play that little bit of Tchaikovsky Heaven.

And, to those of you who actually can play the piano, I both commend you and envy you.

 

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This is my first gallery since the new image size limits were changed and I chose one of my most popular guys, Alexandre Despatie, to update.

Now you can enjoy his magnificent buldge in supersized splendour.

Here's a sample for your viewing pleasure. When you're finished drooling, Click Here for the Gallery:

 

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For fans of World and Olympic diver Alexandre Despatie, there is little left to the imagination when we see him in a Speedo. But, seeing his 'equipment' encased in thin nylon material still makes us wonder what's really in there.

I think I found a solution with these 'realistic fakes'. Here's how I did them:

And now, on to the See-Thru Speedo gallery:
http://www.justusboys.com/forum/view.php?photos=1575&pp=32&page=1&albumid=34555&sortby=0&sortorder=1