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Over the past week I've begun to shave my pubic region. It started with my balls, then between my legs. Today i shaved my ass. It feels good and I look forward to shaving more over the next 2 weeks.

 

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Pretty sleepy today. Went swimming last night and had a hard work out, which resulted in me not being able to go to sleep at my normal time.

My boss, Dwight as I like to call him, is not in today so it looks like I will get my work done in peace. http://justusboys.com/forum/images/smilie/thumbsup.gif


Still trying to shave a little bit everyday, but i think I got razor burn. Any suggestions?

Saw Spike Lee's film on Katrina last night on HBO and thought it was pretty good. The government sure did screw up.

 

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Where has the summer gone? I just love summer. Being barefoot, wearing shorts, swimming, long days, family gatherings, etc.

I still long for summer breaks.

Oh well.

I just found out that my hotel for my business trip has benn upgraded. Sweat! Now I can live the posh, hip lifestyle. Maybe I can get Michael from Project Runway to design my clothes. I could not wear anything Jeffery makes. I gues I am not a "rock star"

 

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It's Friday. A holiday weekend. yipee. Except there is no longer any labor in the U.S. the Republicans and Industry killed it. Amazingly workers wages have gone down but workers are doing more work. I think this has a drastic impact on our quality of life.

I did this questionaire yesterday about my sexuality and I realized that I've been surpressing my desires since I was in middle school. I still am because I do not want others to know. This is unhealthy, I know. So I guess my quality of life has 2 strikes.

 

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I'll be in san fran for business. I want to do things other than work , which I will have time to do, but am afraid to do anything . Am afraid that I;ll catch something, that I will be a dork, that I will be viewed as a newbie and preyed upon. Anybody have any ideas.

 

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Had a good weekend. Had sex with wife twice. However, I could only cum once i began fantazing about having sex with a man (or a man joining us). I kept thinking about a big penis penetrating me while i was penetrating my wife. I thought about getting filled with cum. And while getting filled with cum turning my head an kissing this handsome man, basically leaving my wife to watch.

I guess I may be gay, if I can't cum unless I am thinking about being fucked by a man.

 

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Well I am getting reading for my trip. Still looking forward to it.

Had sex with wife again last night but could not cum immediately. I came after I thought about sucking off a man I saw in the locker room earlier that day. He had a gorgeous package. My wife asked , "why does it take you so long?" And I reply, "I want to make sure you orgasm first." i am such a lying saint.

I need to shave tomorrow morning, since I am getting some stubble down there. Shaving no longer hurts, so I guess changing my razor helped ease the razor burn.

 

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Tomorrow i'll be in San Francisco. I want to explore the city (in more ways than one) but realize that i do have work to do.

Last night I made a comment to my wife after she could not blow up an inflatiable toy that she "needs practice blowing." She replied, "How did you get so good?" I wanted to say, "wouldn't you like to know" but decided to laugh it off as playful banter and not direct it into a more serious conversation.

Shaved again, today. My balls a shaved and around my penis. I think it looks good.

 

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I recently came back from San Francisco. I did not do anything crazy there. I did go to the Nob Hill Theatre to see what that was like, but did not feel comfortable there. I knew that there were some glory holes but I did not go into those booths. I simply sat in a corner booth for about 15 minutes. I did not get aroused by watching the porn. I went upstairs to the theatre but did not see any dancers. I do not know, I guess i don't want casual (cruising sex). i guess if I am to even explore with a man I will need to develop an relationship and see where that leads.

 

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Well I am back to work today. I've decided to initiate a couple of new projects, hoping to force my boss' hand. He loves stopping progress, at least this is how I feel.

I told my wife last night that the lack of sex was one of problems in our marriage. She did not agree. She said communication is. I told her it is the classic "Chicken and the egg" scenerio.

Thanks for listening--I mean reading. Let me know what you think.

 

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Wow! Over 100 folks have looked at my blog. You guys must be bored.

Yesterday I had a relaxing day--got a foot massage and went to a movie. My high arches make my feet painful, so the massage felt great. The movie was okay. It was a matinee but still cost $15 for two. HBO seems like a good bargain.

Saw America's Next top Model. I don't know how I feel about this year's edition. I most likely won't be a loyal viewer. Why was Project Runway a repeat?

 

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I've decided that I should have a forum post-per-day of 6.00 at a minimum. I know this is kind of cooky but I like the challange, especially since I am off JUB a few days a week.

Had a good weekend but returned to work with much in my inbox. Will spend most of the day catching up, but with my boss away I should be able to do it.

I've recently changed my orientation on my profile page to bisexual. I did this because I find women so attractive but still want to be a bottom to a man.

 

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I am so tired and can't wait until the weekend.

Sometimes I get depressed because I do not know who i really am--am I gay, bi, straight. I find women very attractive, but I only want to have sex with a man. When walking down the street I have yet to see a man who I found attractive, however i see beautiful women all the time. Maybe it is where i live?

This morning a jacked-off in the shower. Was really fulfilling, no, but it released some pressure. I thought about sucking a guy while my wife watched and after sucking off a guy having the guy fuck me. Interesting i did not image the face of the guy, I only imaged from the guy's chest on down.

 

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Had a chance to go to bathhouse in Chicago last week, but chickened out. When I am bored all I think about is gay sex, being a bottom. When I have sex with my wife these thoughts are not there. Although when I have sex with my wife i am concerened mainly about getting her to cum.

 

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I know I am gay, but I am in the closet. Afraid to loose what I have, but I am not happy.

My wife over the last couple of months has called me gay. She acts like she is not serious, but I think she is. I've denied it every time she does this. Should I stop denying it? What will happen?

 

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I am going to Pittsburgh next month. I heard there is bath there call Club Pittsburgh.has anyone heard of this place? Is it worth going to, if I have time?

 

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Last night I used my Dildo It was fantastic. I had the full 7.5" by 2" in me. I kept it in me like a plug for 10 minutes. It was hot. When I took it out I was able to take it back in and screw myself silly. I am thinking of getting a bigger Dildo something like 8.5" by 2.5". Doe anyone have a Dildo like this?

 

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Sometimes I know what I am and what want other times I don't. Why is it so difficult for me? I am just too afraid. Will coming out hurt those I love? But shouldn't they be happy for me? Aargh

 

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That the game on Facebook called Frontierville allows gay marriage. I think I'll play. My facebook name is Happy BiBottom, if you want to my neighbor.

 

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It looks like I will have time to visit Club Pittsburgh in a couple of weeks. I am looking forward to it. Ideally I will get used while I am there. Prior to me going I am going to get thoroughly cleaned up. The question is, should I remove my body hair?