yea i did, last year, i was 21. I was actually just coming to the end of a r'ship with someone that i was with when i met him, 23, online on new years day last year. we ending up speaking for hours on end and he just seemed totally different from the bf i was splitting up with.
We did start seeing eachother shortly after and it became really intense, we would talk/txt eachother all day, then talk on the phone in the evening, then online before we got to bed. and i did start to really fall for him, and very quickly.
long story short, we got really close, never had actual penetrative sex, but we did used to kiss alot and fool around alot, and he would always want me to stay over at his when we used to go out, my favourite thing was just lying on the sofa with him watchin a movie with the fire burning away.
anyway, he then for some reason decided he didnt want to be anythin more than a friend with me, yet he still continued to carry on as normal, which was very confusing at the time. i was in hell, had no idea wot to do, questions running through my mind that needed answering, which he just would never answer properly, basically he messed me about.
he even went as far as getting back with a previous ex to give me the impression that he wasnt interested in me.
We had a period of where we didnt see eachother for about 2weeks (1st week he was ill, and 2nd i just made excuses cause i was finding it 2 hard 2 see him), eventually we did meet up when we both were out with friends and basically i ended up back at his, an HIM coming on to me while he was still with his ex, again very confusing.
Eventually, mid May 06, we decided we cudnt be "friends" anymore an that we should go our own ways. for a long time i was depressed, hurt, in such pain that i had NEVER felt before. He totally shattered wot little confidence i had in myself, so by the end of it i was a wreck.
but in time i got over him, and now hes actually become friends with one of my "sort of" friends and i see him on a regular basis when were out and about and it doesnt bother me one bit, ive actually seen a whole new side to him and he is so not the same boy i fell in love with. my friends used to point out 2 me that "hes not good enough for me" i never did see it at the time, but now i do, and they were rite, he isnt lol
