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Thank Rolyo!! I just don't know what to do because on top of what everyone else has to say, I despise myself. I positively hate everything about myself. I only found validation through love, and now I'm back to square one...
I can't find anything I love enough to want to be around.. or just be happy.. No one deserves this kind of depression especially when they have most luxuries in life.. BUT I STILL CAN"T BE HAPPY. I hate myself for being like this.
You can't find anything you love enough to want to be around? That is your issue! You should be asking "Can I find anything I hate enough to not want to be around?"... If there is something that warrants killing yourself I would be surprised, but I guarantee not one thing in your life is that bad! You have 95% of the things that you need in life to be happy, yet you focus on the fact that you don't have the last 5%... So you want to throw the whole thing away! Pathetic...

