SORRY IF THIS IS LONG....
I'm attracted to my straight friend/coworker. He's not overly attractive, but he drives me crazy for some reason. He also has a gf. I just want to know what you think....
I work mornings and he work nights, so we don't see each other very often, but when we do I cherish every second.
A few years back I was leaving work and he said "where you going?" then made the jackoff hand motion. I simply laughed and said "no, I don't do that all day like you".
Last week we had a work party and he forgot some stuff at his apartment, so he asked me to walk with him. Which I thought was weird since he could have walked by himself, but it was dark so maybe it was a buddy system thing. On the way back from his apartment he brings up the fact that I'm bi. "so how does that work, does it just come naturally to you? you just see a guy and think hes attractive or not?". I laughed and said "pretty much" and left it at that, which I regret. I should have pushed the subject more. When we got back to the karaoke party I did my best to sit next to him. I got pretty drunk so the rest is vague, but I remember trying to connect with him by showing my straight side and showing off some hot girl friends on Facebook. After that he asked "so which do you prefer?" and I said "i dont know, both...like I watch straight porn, but yea...". I think that scared him and the conversation stopped.
I REALLY want to see if he would do anything or even let me blow him.
I'm just scared that if I try anything it will freak him out.
I'm attracted to my straight friend/coworker. He's not overly attractive, but he drives me crazy for some reason. He also has a gf. I just want to know what you think....
I work mornings and he work nights, so we don't see each other very often, but when we do I cherish every second.
A few years back I was leaving work and he said "where you going?" then made the jackoff hand motion. I simply laughed and said "no, I don't do that all day like you".
Last week we had a work party and he forgot some stuff at his apartment, so he asked me to walk with him. Which I thought was weird since he could have walked by himself, but it was dark so maybe it was a buddy system thing. On the way back from his apartment he brings up the fact that I'm bi. "so how does that work, does it just come naturally to you? you just see a guy and think hes attractive or not?". I laughed and said "pretty much" and left it at that, which I regret. I should have pushed the subject more. When we got back to the karaoke party I did my best to sit next to him. I got pretty drunk so the rest is vague, but I remember trying to connect with him by showing my straight side and showing off some hot girl friends on Facebook. After that he asked "so which do you prefer?" and I said "i dont know, both...like I watch straight porn, but yea...". I think that scared him and the conversation stopped.
I REALLY want to see if he would do anything or even let me blow him.
I'm just scared that if I try anything it will freak him out.
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