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Part 5
I lean forward, give him a big hug. He lets out a big sigh, relaxes against me.
Noah and I arrive at the picnic at Plymouth River. We see lots of families but I can’t immediately see Ethan. Sharon greets us and invites us to help ourselves with the food that is laid out. I realize that when she’s talking to us, I have my hand on Noah’s bicep. We are inseparable. I take it away, not wanting to create a scene, but Noah actually seems disappointed, so I put it back. Sharon gives us kind of a funny look, but I couldn’t even care less. I have a bond with Noah now that is so strong…powerful. We each grab a barbeque sandwich, some chips and a drink and sit at a picnic table at the edge of the gathering right next to the river. Behind us the river explodes on it’s course through the forest, it is near overflow with late spring runoff. It’s beautiful. The fine white misty spray adds to the atmosphere. As we sit there eating, we are looking into each others eyes, like the rest of the world does not exist. We are sitting right next to each other, touching each other, unashamed. After eating for about ten minutes, someone approaches us, at first I can’t recognize him.
“Jabin, is that you…” he says.
I look at his face, but I still can’t place him…he is about 6’2”, dark brown hair, solid football like build, eastern European look to him.
“Ya, I’m Jabin…I’m sorry…”
“It’s ok, this is Sven Fleisher, remember…”
“Oh ya…it’s good to see you…wow, you look really different from what I remember”
Sven comes from a second generation German immigrant family. He was a good friend of mine during junior high, but he was an on and off friend in high school. He was someone who I developed a very close friendship with, but I later found out his intentions were not always pure, so I learned to keep my distance. I found that he would tell people what they wanted to hear and then often say the opposite behind their backs. There were some pretty troubling experiences in high school where Sven was involved.
“Ya, when I got to college, I really started working out, ended up on the wrestling team at the U of W.”
“Very cool, you definitely seem to have the wrestler build.”
“Thanks Jabin” He says. Then Sven looks over at Noah like he doesn’t recognize him.
“This is Noah, remember.” I know that Sven never really seemed to care for Noah, always thought he was stuck up.
“Oh damn, yes…speaking of getting into shape, looks like both of you have held your own.”
“Thanks Sven.”
“Thanks.” Noah says. Noah looks away, disinterested. Noah knows about that problems that Sven and I had back in school.
Sven looks at us without saying anything for a minute…trying to put things together in his mind.
“So are you guys here together then…” he says.
“Well, I live in Salt Lake, and Noah came over from Long Beach, but we’ve been hanging out since we got here.” I say.
“Uh huh…” he says slowly.
I look at Noah and he winks at me and says “ That’s right…we’ve been making up lost ground together” He smiles at me warmly, looking right into my eyes. Noah and I are literally sitting right next to each other…and Noah’s arm is stretched around my back.
“Uh huh…” Sven says again…still looking at us. I’m chuckling in my head because I know he is trying to make sense of this. I really have no idea of how accepting he would be of us. There are times when I would be terrified of this…but no more…I am proud of our love and I am not going to hide it.
“Well, I think that’s really cool guys…” Sven says. “Hey, you know Jabin…I’ve wanted to talk to you about what happened back in school…”
I cut him off…“It’s water under the bridge Sven, I think we’ve all grown up now.”
He gives a half smile. “I appreciate that…but I would still like to talk to you sometime about it. Here is my number, give me a call.”
I take the number and I can see that Noah has an annoyed look on his face.
“Thanks Sven.” I say. “So how are things with you?”
“Things are going well, I’m married to Rebecca Nielson, remember her?”
“Ya, she’s really cool. Any kids?”
“There is one on the way.”
“Cool, I don’t have any, but Noah has one, a boy.”
Now he looks even more confused, “Really, you have a boy?” he says.
“I do, his name is Brad.” he says proudly, looking at me. He leans his face down and puts his check on my shoulder.
Sven lowers his voice and leans into us, “So, are you two together?”
We don’t say anything, and then Noah looks at me and says, “Well, are we?”
I smile at him, “Yes, we are.”
“I just want you guys to know that I’m totally cool with that, I think it’s great.”
“Thanks Sven, Jabin is an amazing guy.” Noah says, looking into my eyes.
Sven smiles, and doesn’t seem to know what to say, I am impressed though that he seems to be open minded. I see Ethan walk up behind him. Sven sees me look over his shoulder and he sees Ethan too.
“Hey Ethan.” Sven says, they seem pretty familiar with each other.
“Sven, how’s it going?” They both shake hands and give each other the man-hug.
“Have you seen Jabin and Noah?” he points to us.
“I have, we hung out last night.”
“Oh, what did you guys do?” Sven asks. I almost burst out laughing and I have to hold myself back.
“Oh...we had a few drinks, and played some cards,” Ethan says nervously.
“Cool, well, I better get back to Rebecca, I’ll see you guys later, okay.”
“Okay, see you Sven.”
Ethan comes up to us, he looks a little disheveled, likes he hasn’t had much sleep.
“Wow, budd, you okay…” Noah says. Noah leans forward to get a better look.
Ethan sits next to us. “I got almost no sleep last night guys…my mind has been reeling, I’m trying to make sense of all of this.”
“I know Ethan, my only advice to you is to go with what is in your heart. We can’t tell you what is right.”
Ethan looks down, doesn’t say anything. “I know…I need to figure this shit out…” His voice is breaking up.
“Ethan, we have all been there… . Just know that both Noah and I are here for you no matter what.” I say.
Noah puts his hand on Ethan’s shoulder, and says, “We are bud.” I sense that Noah is truly sympathetic for him.
“Thanks guys, that means a lot to me.” Ethan gives us both a warm smile, makes me melt. “Did you guys still want to go up to the cabin tonight…It’s a great place.”
“Sounds good to me, how about you, Noah?” I look right at Noah and he quickly responds.
“Ya, sounds good Ethan, but is Jennifer cool with you hanging out with us?”
Ethan looks down at the grounds and says, “Ya, we’ll work it out. I really want to talk with you guys about everything…I am very confused.”
“Of course, Ethan…we’re here for you.” I say.
He smiles at us again, “Great, how about you meet me there at 4 o’clock today. I know there is a reunion dinner tonight, but…”
“But, we would much rather spend it alone with you Ethan…, we will see you then.”
“Thanks a lot guys, and I have to tell you, seeing you to together right now, loving each other is an incredible turn on for me…wow, it’s incredible…the feelings I’ve had over the last day have been the most powerful of my life.”
I look right at Noah, and he’s smiling, he’s proud. I don’t really know what to say at this point.
“Okay guys, give me a call when you are ready to come up.”
“Sounds good Ethan.”
“See you later guys”
“Bye”
Ethan walks away towards where Jennifer is on the other side of the park. Noah and I don’t say anything for a minute, just soaking in each others presence, and our beautiful surroundings. Behind the roaring river lies the Green Mountains, sprawling with their snow capped peaks across the valley. A warm valley breeze is blowing in smelling of pine trees and chrysanthemums.
“I’ve forgotten how beautiful it is here in Cherry Creek.” Noah says.
“I know, I really took it for granted when I was a kid…”
Noah nudges closer to me, I sense that he is becoming aroused, I look down and see a bulge in his pants.
“Wow, Noah, I am impressed” I laugh. “You are a machine man…” I laugh even harder.
“I can’t help it Jabin, I just can’t get enough of you.”
Noah starts looking around, then he grabs my hand and starts running with me towards a bridge that crosses the river.
“What the hell…” I say
He takes us across the bridge and into a secluded area in the woods.
Noah plants a big kiss on me, I feel his warmth on my mouth, he tastes so wonderful. He goes down, unbuttons my pants and quickly pulls my pants and underwear down.
“Noah!!” I say shocked
He takes my semi hard cock into his mouth, all the way in. Feeling his warm tongue on my cock is incredible and I immediately get rock hard. My full 8” cut cock springs to attention. He continues sucking and licking it, and he has my balls in his hand.
“Ohh fuck, Noah…Ahhh”
Noah groans with satisfaction with my response.
I can feel that I am already getting close.
“Ohhhhh Noah I’m close man…”
He sucks even harder.
“Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Fuckkkkkkkkkkkk man…Shit…” I cum right in his mouth and he drinks it all down. He continues sucking on my cock after I cum, driving me crazy the sensation is awesome. I grab Noah’s hand and pull him up and kiss him. I can taste my cum in his mouth. I then go down on him, pulling his pants and underwear down and taking his cock in my mouth, all of his cock. He was already rock hard. I love the thought of knowing that this hot cock was deep inside my ass last night and again this morning. I then take his balls in my mouth while his cock rests on my face, I suck his balls, rolling them around my tongue. His knees weaken, and he has to catch himself. I take the base of his shaft in my hand and start sucking on the end of his cock, teasing his cock hole. I start my tongue at the base of his shaft, licking it up to the hole, tonguing the cock hole. One hand is holding his wet balls.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…Dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” his cock shoots thick cum into my mouth. It tastes slightly sweet. I swallow his cum hungrily and continue milking it out of his cock. The sensation is too much for him to bear and he slides down onto the ground. Once he’s on the ground, I go up and kiss him deeply. He is trembling.
“Damn, Jabin, that was awesome.” He laughs. “I have really been missing out on the sex front until this trip, I have to tell you.”
I laugh, “Well, we’ll have to make that for up, I think we are off to a good start.” I’m lying next to him on the ground in the thick grass.
“We’re off to an amazing start…Wow. You know Jabin, I’m more and more glad that you are including Ethan in our plans. It’s feeling like it was when I was happiest in high school. The three of us, together, enjoying each others company. I think it’s just heaven.”
“I know what you mean, what’s happened on this trip has been more then I ever could even imagine. I think I have kept a lot of my feelings from the past bottled up, and they are starting to all come out now, it feels like such a weight off my shoulders.”
“I definitely know what you mean bud.” Noah hugs me, and then leans forward and kisses me again. Being with him feels so right.
Noah and I go back to the picnic and socialize for about another hour with old acquaintances. I can see that Ethan has already left the picnic. He probably wanted to get up to the cabin before us.
As Noah and I head back to his car, he takes my hand in his. We are both so proud to have each other.
I call Ethan’s number when we are in the car. The cabin is up at Mineral Lake, about 20 miles outside of town. Noah and I head up there, holding hands in his car.
When we arrive at the cabin, we can see that it’s in a heavily wooded area, very secluded. A beautiful, remote spot. The cabin is large, cedar framed. A large, rustic deck opens out facing the lake. I knock on the door and after a minute, I hear someone approaching the door from the other side.
Ethan opens the door and invites us in. He has changed into some basketball shorts and a T shirt.
“Hey guys, I’m so glad you could come up, come on in.” we follow him in. The cabin is beautiful and spacious. There are several skylights letting in the late afternoon sunlight. The smell of cedar permeates the room.
“Wow, Ethan, this is a great place.” I say.
“Thanks…ya, this is Jeremy’s parents place. Do you remember him?”
“Jeremy Black, ya I do. I haven’t seen him at the reunion though.”
“Ya, he lives over in the tri-cities now, and he couldn’t make the reunion.”
“Ah, Okay.”
“So guys, I’ve started getting dinner ready, your welcome to hang out, or go out to the deck until it’s ready.”
“Do you want some help, Ethan?” I ask.
“Thanks Jabin, but I think I’ve got it. Go ahead and make yourselves comfortable.”
Noah takes my hand and starts to move towards the door that leads onto the deck.
I look to Ethan, “We’ll I guess were going out to the deck.” I laugh.
Noah and I walk out to the deck. It overlooks the lake. The lake is very calm, with bright sunlight beaming down. I can see there is a hot tub on the deck, as well as a grill that looks like Ethan will be using it to make our dinner. Both Noah and I walk up to the railing and look out.
“Wow, it so beautiful. I’m so glad we are all here together.” I say.
Noah looks at me and smiles, “There is no place I would rather be.” He leans forward, kisses me gently. He takes my hand again and we walk down off the deck and towards the water. We walk onto the deck that goes out over the lake and get to the end. Noah jokingly acts like he’s going to push me into the water and I jump back. “Oh…nice try man…“I say, and I hug him. He hugs me back really hard and I’m not expecting it. I step back and my foot is half off the ledge. I start to lose my balance, and go over the edge. Noah tries to pull me back but it’s too late. I go in the water, but I decide to have fun with him and I am able to grab on to his shirt and take Noah with me. There is a huge splash and we both come to the surface laughing. I look up at the cabin and Ethan is looking at us shaking his head smiling. The water is about up to our chests, so we can stand. Noah jumps on me and pushes me under water. When we’re under water, he kisses me. He then takes my hand and brings me to the surface. Noah picks me up like a baby and starts walking out of the water with me.
I put my head on his shoulder and say, “Ahhh…what a prince you are.” He sits me down on a picnic table and I look over and see Ethan coming with some towels.
“Man, I can’t even leave you guys two minutes.” He says, laughing. As soon as he puts the towels down, Noah leaps up, grabs his arms, and starts dragging him towards the water.
“Ohhh nooo!! I’ve got stuff on the barbeque…wait…no…” Ethan says.
Noah is really struggling with Ethan, Ethan definitely has developed well. I think Ethan is actually stronger then Noah. They are both just incredible and it‘s a turn on seeing them struggling with each other. It‘s like two gladiators. “…Come on Jabin, help me out here!” Noah shouts at me, struggling with him.
I immediately get up and grab Ethan’s other arm and we are both dragging Ethan on the dock towards the water. He’s struggling against us, yelling, but I can tell he’s taking it in good fun. Noah thrusts Ethan towards the water, and I try to let go of him, but Ethan grabs hold of my arm and takes me in with him. We both go in. As soon as I enter the water, I feel Ethan’s arms around me. First time I noticed that he has incredible triceps. That is so sexy, to me, triceps are one of the sexiest parts of a guys body. As we are under water, he gives me a peck on the neck, so sweet. We surface and he scoops me up in his arms just like Noah did before. Before he takes me up to the beach, he turns me away from Noah. He says, “Jabin, it’s so good seeing you again. I just hope that I’m not intruding with you and Noah.”
I immediately respond back to him, “Your not at all. It’s just as important to me that I spend time with you as it is that I spend time with Noah. I wouldn’t have it any other way.” I lean up, kiss him on his neck like he did me. His cute sporty smile appears on his face, he seems relieved. I want to say more, but I hesitate, I don’t want Noah to think I’m hiding something from him, cause I know he can’t hear us. What I have to say to Ethan, I want Noah to hear as well. I look towards the beach, and Ethan carries me up. Ethan puts me down and I can see that Noah has taken all of his clothes off. He’s drying himself off with one of the towels.
“I hope you don’t mind Ethan, but the beach seems pretty secluded.” Noah says.
“Not at all Noah, actually, I’ve been skinny dipping here a few times myself.” I watch Ethan’s eyes, and I can see that he is totally checking Noah out. “I’m dry, so why don’t I get you a towel, Ethan.” Noah says.
“Thanks Noah, they are in the closet in the bathroom next to the dining room. While your up there will you take a look at how the foods doing on the barbeque?” Ethan asks.
“You got it bud.“ Noah puts the towel around his neck and walks up towards the cabin. We both watch him walk up, his ass is such a turn on, I can feel my cock twitching a little. I look at Ethan and he is obviously turned on by this.
“He has a great ass, huh?” I say to Ethan. He immediately turns red.
“I’m sorry Jabin…I am so conflicted…I…” He fumbles for words.
“There is nothing to be sorry about, but I think we need to have a good talk after dinner. Noah needs to be a part of this too, I‘m not keeping anything from him.” I’m pulling my wet shirt, pants off.
“Of course, I think that’s a good idea.” He’s pulling off his clothes too. “You guys have been so great to me.” He tosses the towels that’s left to me.
“Well, you’re a great guy Ethan, it’s pretty easy.” I say as I’m pulling off my soaking underwear. I toss it over onto the pile where Noah’s wet clothes are. I look over at Ethan, and he is naked now, with his back turned to me. He’s wringing out his clothes. I look down his swimmer-like back, to his tight, muscular ass, so beautiful. Ethan’s legs look like they were sculpted by Michelangelo himself. His entire body is tan. He turns back to me, and I look away, but I know he could tell I was checking him out. He gives a slight, embarrassed smile.
I laugh…”Oh don’t act like you didn’t notice Ethan…I can’t help but check you out, you are such a turn on.”
“Are you kidding me? Jabin, the fact that you are naked in front of me drives me crazy…wow…I’m afraid that I’m going to wake up all of a sudden and this will all be a dream,” Ethan says.
“ I know what you mean, but I do think we need to talk a little about what happened last night. It’s not to pry, but I want to try to understand what your feeling.”
“No, I agree. I’m hoping you can both help me sort out my feelings.” We hear a door slam and Noah is walking back down towards us. He looks so incredible, taking long, slow strides, his semi hard cock swinging. He’s strutting, showing off his awesome body. He sees us watching him and he struts even more, in a half joking way. I think he’s feels a little intimidated with Ethan here. Noah tosses the towel to Ethan.
“Here you go bud. Oh…I flipped over the chicken on the grill.”
Ethan looks back and smiles, “Thanks Noah.”
“Okay, Ethan, we’ve already been enough of a hassle, let Noah and I help you get dinner ready.”
“Your no hassle at all Jabin, but since you brought it up…”
“What can we do?” I say, determined.
“Well, Jabin, maybe you can make the salad, and Noah, if you could set the table that would be great. It’s beautiful out, so I though we could have dinner out on the deck.”
“Done,” Noah says, I’m so glad he’s cool with being here with Ethan. He’s being a total gentleman with Ethan, someone he potentially sees as my rival. That is such a turn on for me. He is complex enough to understand my feelings instead of letting pure jealousy take over.
“One rule though…since we are already naked…Naked Dinner!” Noah says.
Both Ethan and I laugh.
“Sounds good to me,” I say.
“Me too guys,” Ethan says.
We all walk up towards the house. I am in front, and Noah says, “Jabin, Ethan is staring at your ass!!!” He says it like a child telling on another child…
Ethan laughs loudly, “Ohh please…you know you are too.”
I laugh, shaking my head. When we get in the house Ethan asks what we would like to drink. He’s bought some liquor for the occasion. He has OJ and vodka because he remember that’s what I drank last night. I saw he also had some Raspberry Absolute, so I asked for a mixture of Raspberry Absolute, Triple Sec, and OJ. It’s a wonderful thing. Noah gets a vodka with club soda, and I see that Ethan is drinking an imported beer.
We all work together getting dinner ready. Watching Ethan barbeque naked, drinking his beer is so arousing…words escape me. He stands in front of the sizzling meat, weight shifted on one leg. Standing like the Michelangelo himself. Ethan’s physical beauty is stunning. I see a apron hanging up behind the barbeque. I get a wicked idea and ask Ethan to put it on. We all laugh, he hesitates, but I beg him. He walks over and grabs it, ties it around him, walks back in front of the barbeque and turns around to barbeque. We see his naked ass barbequing with the apron tied around him. I quickly grab my cell phone out of my bag and take a picture of Ethan barbequing bare ass naked. Noah bursts out laughing and then Ethan rips it off.
After Noah quiets down I say, “okay, I have to tell both you guys right now, that that was one of the hottest things I have ever see in my life.“
“Oh my god…“ Noah laughs. “I thought you would say that…Okay, I have to admit it was pretty fucking hot…and funny as hell.“
We all sit down to barbequed chicken, corn bread, mixed green salad. As we sit at the round table on the deck of the cabin, the sun is setting over the lake. The trees surrounding the cabin shine fluorescent green with the rays of the setting sun. All that can be heard is the insects in the forest. As I’m looking around, soaking in our surroundings I suddenly notice that both Ethan and Noah are staring at me. I wasn’t paying attention to what they were saying…
“Sorry guys, I was taking in our beautiful surroundings…what did you say.” I laugh, embarrassed.
Ethan laughs politely, “No, it’s okay Jabin, I was just saying that I wished that we had kept in closer contact since graduation.”
“Ya, I know what you mean. In my case, I had so many crappy experiences that I wanted to move on with my life. Don’t get me wrong, the two of you kept me sane during high school, but we come from such a backward, narrow town that I was just glad to finally get away.” I realize that my head is already swimming from my drink.
“I know what you mean Jabin…I was so hungry to experience new things.” Noah says.
I look around and see that we are all done eating. “Ethan, let me help you clean up here.”
“Thanks Jabin, when we are done, I thought we could go in the hot tub. I started it when I first got here so it will be really hot.” He smiles at us.
“That sounds great.” I get up, grab my plate, Noah’s. “Go test the hot tub Noah.” Noah gets up and heads over.
Ethan grabs his plate and more dishes and we head in. I hear Noah say, “feels really nice,” I look back, watching him lean over the hot tub, ass up in the air, perfect ass.
When we are in the kitchen, Ethan starts fooling with the dishes. I grab his hand, “We can take care of that later, let’s go.” I am determined to have a good talk with him, finally. I hold his hand and walk with him to the hot tub.
As we walk to the hot tub hand in hand, I see that Noah is sitting by the side of the hot tub with his legs in. “Come on pussy, get in already.” I say laughing. I see that Noah is looking specifically at the fact that Ethan and I are holding hands. I hope he can handle all of this.
As we get to the hot tub I also take Noah’s hand. Noah looks into my eyes, smiles, kisses me, pecking me on the lips. I look at his face, trying to read his reaction to all this. What I read is an understanding from him of what he knows will happen tonight. He is not thrilled with it, but he understands and accepts it. I also read from him that he is also turned on by it, on some base level. Ethan runs back to the house and comes back with fresh drinks for both Noah and I, as well as a beer for himself. I take a good drink of mine.
I feel it’s time to open up the conversation with Ethan. I need to know where he stands. I sit down next to Noah, he puts his arms around me, and Ethan goes over and starts the jets of the hot tub. I look up and see a million bright beautiful stars lighting up the sky. Ethan sits right next to me. I look at his face and I can tell he knows we need to talk. He’s trying to gather his thoughts. I let him.
Noah says, “Ethan, I hope you know that both Jabin and I care about you a lot. We love you. Just know that we want you to be happy.”
I look at Noah, somewhat shocked. I am so proud of him. He is incredibly thoughtful. He seems to be developing a genuinely greater affection for Ethan, and it is a big turn on for me.
“Thanks Noah. After last night, I have felt things that I have never felt before. I almost want to say I’m confused, but I don’t think that’s the right word, I’m not confused, I am amazed by the incredible love I can sense between you and Jabin. I think it is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. It’s love at a level I’ve never seen before. I want to be a part of it…I want to feel it.”
I slip off the edge of the hot tub and go in it. I pull them both in with me. I put my face right next to his, and I take both of Ethan‘s hands in mine.
I can tell that he is still holding back. I sit on his lap in the hot tub, I put my head against his chest, feeling his heart pound. He’s very anxious, his heart is beating so fast. I look up at him, “Ethan, you can relax, we are your friends, just tell us what you are feeling.”
Ethan looks at me and says, “I‘ve been looking for years for the right person, but it has never worked out. At one point I thought if I work on my personal appearance then that will be the key, so that‘s why I started going to the gym, hired a trainer, went tanning, I‘ve become obsessed about my body and appearance, but that has not been the answer. I started going to the gym every day, sometimes for hours. When someone does seem interested, then I soon find out it’s superficial. Women have fallen for me, only for me to find I don’t have the same kind of love to give back to them. I have felt lost and alone for so long it‘s become normal.” His voice breaks up and he has to compose himself. “I’ve never been so turned on like I was last night…I could feel the chemistry between you two and I was jealous. It was beyond just sexual, but it was intimacy that I know that I’ve never experienced. I guess I am wishing that had that same connection with someone.”
“I feel amazing chemistry with you too, Ethan. You know I was telling Noah that loving one person doesn’t take love away from someone else.” I looked over at Noah, hoping he would go with me here. He smiled, winked at me, that was a good sign.
“I‘ve never thought about it like that, but it makes a lot of sense…I just don’t want to cause any problems between you two…I can see how you feel for each other..”
“Noah and I have already talked about it, he knows how I feel about you Ethan.”
Ethan looks at me straight in the eyes and says, “and how is that?”
I smile. Now it’s my turn to be put on the spot. “I told Noah that you were an incredible friend to me. You were there for me sometimes when no one else was, and that means so much to me. You were not just a fare-weather friend”
I look deeply into Ethan’s eyes. I see his eyes are tearing up. I see years of pent up frustration…years of looking without finding anyone who truly appreciated who he was. I look back at Noah. I can sense with him a feeling of regret in our past. I see pain in his face. I go next to Noah and say, “Noah, we all have regrets, and I don’t hold any of that against you. I know the culture we grew up in.“ There was several years when we were growing up that Noah and I were not on the best terms. I had felt abandoned by him, but there were also times when I was cold to him. Noah nods his head, at that point I know he’s cool with all this, with what will happen. I can see that he has grown so much. I can feel Ethan’s cock growing hard underneath my ass. I have to remind myself to be careful here, I don’t want Noah to feel left out. I get off Ethan’s lap, get in between both of them, take both of their hands. “I don’t want either of you to feel uncomfortable with this. I don’t want to hurt either of you.”
Noah says, “This isn’t easy for me, but I want you to do what you know is right, and I will be here, if you want me to be. I’m so sorry Jabin, for so much…”
“I don’t hold it against you Noah. I know how difficult it was. There are things I regret as well.”
“Yes, but Ethan was stronger then me, I failed you.”
“No you didn’t. You were an amazing friend. We all had different struggles.”
I look deep into his eyes, “You are both incredible men, I want you both.”
He kisses me, then looks back at me, “You need to bond with him…I love you, do you want me here?”
I laugh quietly and look back into his eyes, “I insist.”
I lean back, so I can speak to both of them. “Ethan, Noah and I have an incredible bond right now, we made love last night and I feel a connection with him that I have never felt with anyone. Noah has stirred incredible feelings in me. It‘s something I wasn‘t expecting, but now that it‘s happened, I want to pursue it. At the same time, feelings for you have come to the surface that I think I need to deal with. Feelings just as powerful. I have told Noah from the beginning what you mean to me. There were times in high school that were so dark, but you were the one person who I always knew was there for me. That meant more to me then you will ever know. Now that I know you are willing to go further with me, I want to pursue it, I feel I need to, I want to. You both mean so much to me, I hope this is something that you both can deal with.” I give Noah a peck on the lips. He is still looking at me lovingly. I so don’t want to hurt him. I look down. “I haven’t told anyone this, but there were times in high school when I felt so isolated, so alone. There were times when I was suicidal. But it these dark times, just when I felt I couldn’t go on, Ethan seemed to sense this, became involved with my life, kept me going. Without Ethan, honestly, I don’t know if I would be here today. He quite literally saved my life.” I look at Ethan and he looks back at me like he knew how hard it was for me, he is not surprised by what I say.
Noah looks back at me. “Well, I guess I better put my two cents worth in here…the first thing I want to say is that I love Jabin more then I’ve loved anyone.” His voice starts to break up, I can tell he’s getting emotional. A minute goes by, he is collecting his thoughts. “At first it was that raw, jealous, controlling type of love that can be so dangerous, but in just the day or so since we’ve been back together, Jabin has shown me what love truly is, and it’s making sure your partner is truly happy, not just possessing them. Ethan, I respect and love you so much, and I know this is something that Jabin needs to pursue. You were there for Jabin in such an important way. On some level, it is still very difficult for me, but I love Jabin, so I support this.”
I lean forward, give Noah a kiss on the lips. He is so incredible. I feel Ethan’s hand on my arm, pulling me towards him. I say, “I couldn’t do this without being sure that both of you are okay with it.”
Noah says, “I know that you need to do this, and honestly if it was with anyone other then Ethan, I would have a real problem with it, but I respect him so much”
“Before we go any further, I need to ask something of you guys…it will really help me feel better about this.”
They both look at me intently. “What is it.”
“I want to see both of you guys kiss each other.” They both look at each other and laugh a little, they seem embarrassed. “I’m serious.” They can tell I am determined.
I get out from in between them and Noah scotts closer to Ethan. They look a little awkward at first, but I sense a true physical attraction. I need to know that they love and respect each other.
Noah leans forward, starts kissing Ethan’s neck. I can see that Ethan is very turned on, Noah starts kissing Ethan on the mouth, fuck that is so hot. They start full on French kissing. I can tell they are both totally into it. It goes on for a little while, then Ethan takes my arm again, pulls me in close to him, on his lap. He pushes my head back and starts kissing me deeply. I can sense so much pent up desire in him. I sense Noah is pulling back from Ethan and I, he want’s us to have this moment together. Ethan’s hand goes to my ass, his finger is about an inch from my asshole. My body shudders with anticipation, as I feel him. We continue kissing for some time with Ethan holding me tight in his arms.
I look across the hot tub and see a inflated ball on the other side, I swim across to get it and my ass just rises above the surface of the bubbling water. I do this on purpose, because I know it will turn them both on.
“Ahhhh…fuck” I hear Ethan say, and they both laugh a little.
I turn my head back and see that Noah is giving Ethan a pat on the shoulder as they stare at my ass with glazed over eyes, like ‘that ass is all yours tonight Ethan’. That is a huge turn on for me. I grab the ball and toss it towards Noah so that it splashes right in front of his face. He looks at me with a guilty look on his face. I suddenly get a wicked idea. I dive under the water and crawl up to Ethan’s cock, he’s already hard, but I start nibbling on his balls. I notice his legs start to go straight and he turns rock hard, I know I can’t go too far on him, so I take it easy. His balls are delicious, large and supple to my lips. I take his cock in my mouth, it’s so long it makes me gag. I surface and kiss him deeply, sitting on his rock hard cock again. He puts his arms around me and hold me close. “You are driving me fucking crazy Jabin.” I kiss him again and then go back underwater. I turn my attention to Noah. I start with his toe and suck it slowly, then I work up his leg to his knee, up his thigh and then right to his cock. He’s already hard, but I take his cock into my mouth, it slides down my thoat. I put my hands on his thighs and try to relax him by pushing back gently. I start really working his cock. He is so rock hard. At this point I need some air, so I surface and take a deep breath. I give him a deep kiss, I see that Ethan is enjoying watching this. I dive back down and start working Noah’s awesome cock really good some more. I know that Noah will not have first dibs at me tonight, so I decide to give him a little treat. I work his cock real good, I feel it throbbing in my mouth. After just a couple more seconds I feel his cum entering my mouth. I come up out of the water and kiss him deeply again, giving him some of his own cum. I then swim across to Ethan and give him some of Noah’s cum while I kiss him. Some of it dribbles off the corner of his mouth and I lick it off.
I ask him, “how’d that taste?”
He smiles big, looks over at Noah and says, “delicious.” I look back at Noah and he gives a coy smile, I can tell he loves it that Ethan just ate his cum. At this point, Ethan grabs me by the arm and leads me out of the water. He takes a big towel and dries me off. Ethan takes my hand again and leads me around the side of the cabin to a portion of the deck that has a day bed there and a couch.
Part 5
I lean forward, give him a big hug. He lets out a big sigh, relaxes against me.
Noah and I arrive at the picnic at Plymouth River. We see lots of families but I can’t immediately see Ethan. Sharon greets us and invites us to help ourselves with the food that is laid out. I realize that when she’s talking to us, I have my hand on Noah’s bicep. We are inseparable. I take it away, not wanting to create a scene, but Noah actually seems disappointed, so I put it back. Sharon gives us kind of a funny look, but I couldn’t even care less. I have a bond with Noah now that is so strong…powerful. We each grab a barbeque sandwich, some chips and a drink and sit at a picnic table at the edge of the gathering right next to the river. Behind us the river explodes on it’s course through the forest, it is near overflow with late spring runoff. It’s beautiful. The fine white misty spray adds to the atmosphere. As we sit there eating, we are looking into each others eyes, like the rest of the world does not exist. We are sitting right next to each other, touching each other, unashamed. After eating for about ten minutes, someone approaches us, at first I can’t recognize him.
“Jabin, is that you…” he says.
I look at his face, but I still can’t place him…he is about 6’2”, dark brown hair, solid football like build, eastern European look to him.
“Ya, I’m Jabin…I’m sorry…”
“It’s ok, this is Sven Fleisher, remember…”
“Oh ya…it’s good to see you…wow, you look really different from what I remember”
Sven comes from a second generation German immigrant family. He was a good friend of mine during junior high, but he was an on and off friend in high school. He was someone who I developed a very close friendship with, but I later found out his intentions were not always pure, so I learned to keep my distance. I found that he would tell people what they wanted to hear and then often say the opposite behind their backs. There were some pretty troubling experiences in high school where Sven was involved.
“Ya, when I got to college, I really started working out, ended up on the wrestling team at the U of W.”
“Very cool, you definitely seem to have the wrestler build.”
“Thanks Jabin” He says. Then Sven looks over at Noah like he doesn’t recognize him.
“This is Noah, remember.” I know that Sven never really seemed to care for Noah, always thought he was stuck up.
“Oh damn, yes…speaking of getting into shape, looks like both of you have held your own.”
“Thanks Sven.”
“Thanks.” Noah says. Noah looks away, disinterested. Noah knows about that problems that Sven and I had back in school.
Sven looks at us without saying anything for a minute…trying to put things together in his mind.
“So are you guys here together then…” he says.
“Well, I live in Salt Lake, and Noah came over from Long Beach, but we’ve been hanging out since we got here.” I say.
“Uh huh…” he says slowly.
I look at Noah and he winks at me and says “ That’s right…we’ve been making up lost ground together” He smiles at me warmly, looking right into my eyes. Noah and I are literally sitting right next to each other…and Noah’s arm is stretched around my back.
“Uh huh…” Sven says again…still looking at us. I’m chuckling in my head because I know he is trying to make sense of this. I really have no idea of how accepting he would be of us. There are times when I would be terrified of this…but no more…I am proud of our love and I am not going to hide it.
“Well, I think that’s really cool guys…” Sven says. “Hey, you know Jabin…I’ve wanted to talk to you about what happened back in school…”
I cut him off…“It’s water under the bridge Sven, I think we’ve all grown up now.”
He gives a half smile. “I appreciate that…but I would still like to talk to you sometime about it. Here is my number, give me a call.”
I take the number and I can see that Noah has an annoyed look on his face.
“Thanks Sven.” I say. “So how are things with you?”
“Things are going well, I’m married to Rebecca Nielson, remember her?”
“Ya, she’s really cool. Any kids?”
“There is one on the way.”
“Cool, I don’t have any, but Noah has one, a boy.”
Now he looks even more confused, “Really, you have a boy?” he says.
“I do, his name is Brad.” he says proudly, looking at me. He leans his face down and puts his check on my shoulder.
Sven lowers his voice and leans into us, “So, are you two together?”
We don’t say anything, and then Noah looks at me and says, “Well, are we?”
I smile at him, “Yes, we are.”
“I just want you guys to know that I’m totally cool with that, I think it’s great.”
“Thanks Sven, Jabin is an amazing guy.” Noah says, looking into my eyes.
Sven smiles, and doesn’t seem to know what to say, I am impressed though that he seems to be open minded. I see Ethan walk up behind him. Sven sees me look over his shoulder and he sees Ethan too.
“Hey Ethan.” Sven says, they seem pretty familiar with each other.
“Sven, how’s it going?” They both shake hands and give each other the man-hug.
“Have you seen Jabin and Noah?” he points to us.
“I have, we hung out last night.”
“Oh, what did you guys do?” Sven asks. I almost burst out laughing and I have to hold myself back.
“Oh...we had a few drinks, and played some cards,” Ethan says nervously.
“Cool, well, I better get back to Rebecca, I’ll see you guys later, okay.”
“Okay, see you Sven.”
Ethan comes up to us, he looks a little disheveled, likes he hasn’t had much sleep.
“Wow, budd, you okay…” Noah says. Noah leans forward to get a better look.
Ethan sits next to us. “I got almost no sleep last night guys…my mind has been reeling, I’m trying to make sense of all of this.”
“I know Ethan, my only advice to you is to go with what is in your heart. We can’t tell you what is right.”
Ethan looks down, doesn’t say anything. “I know…I need to figure this shit out…” His voice is breaking up.
“Ethan, we have all been there… . Just know that both Noah and I are here for you no matter what.” I say.
Noah puts his hand on Ethan’s shoulder, and says, “We are bud.” I sense that Noah is truly sympathetic for him.
“Thanks guys, that means a lot to me.” Ethan gives us both a warm smile, makes me melt. “Did you guys still want to go up to the cabin tonight…It’s a great place.”
“Sounds good to me, how about you, Noah?” I look right at Noah and he quickly responds.
“Ya, sounds good Ethan, but is Jennifer cool with you hanging out with us?”
Ethan looks down at the grounds and says, “Ya, we’ll work it out. I really want to talk with you guys about everything…I am very confused.”
“Of course, Ethan…we’re here for you.” I say.
He smiles at us again, “Great, how about you meet me there at 4 o’clock today. I know there is a reunion dinner tonight, but…”
“But, we would much rather spend it alone with you Ethan…, we will see you then.”
“Thanks a lot guys, and I have to tell you, seeing you to together right now, loving each other is an incredible turn on for me…wow, it’s incredible…the feelings I’ve had over the last day have been the most powerful of my life.”
I look right at Noah, and he’s smiling, he’s proud. I don’t really know what to say at this point.
“Okay guys, give me a call when you are ready to come up.”
“Sounds good Ethan.”
“See you later guys”
“Bye”
Ethan walks away towards where Jennifer is on the other side of the park. Noah and I don’t say anything for a minute, just soaking in each others presence, and our beautiful surroundings. Behind the roaring river lies the Green Mountains, sprawling with their snow capped peaks across the valley. A warm valley breeze is blowing in smelling of pine trees and chrysanthemums.
“I’ve forgotten how beautiful it is here in Cherry Creek.” Noah says.
“I know, I really took it for granted when I was a kid…”
Noah nudges closer to me, I sense that he is becoming aroused, I look down and see a bulge in his pants.
“Wow, Noah, I am impressed” I laugh. “You are a machine man…” I laugh even harder.
“I can’t help it Jabin, I just can’t get enough of you.”
Noah starts looking around, then he grabs my hand and starts running with me towards a bridge that crosses the river.
“What the hell…” I say
He takes us across the bridge and into a secluded area in the woods.
Noah plants a big kiss on me, I feel his warmth on my mouth, he tastes so wonderful. He goes down, unbuttons my pants and quickly pulls my pants and underwear down.
“Noah!!” I say shocked
He takes my semi hard cock into his mouth, all the way in. Feeling his warm tongue on my cock is incredible and I immediately get rock hard. My full 8” cut cock springs to attention. He continues sucking and licking it, and he has my balls in his hand.
“Ohh fuck, Noah…Ahhh”
Noah groans with satisfaction with my response.
I can feel that I am already getting close.
“Ohhhhh Noah I’m close man…”
He sucks even harder.
“Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Fuckkkkkkkkkkkk man…Shit…” I cum right in his mouth and he drinks it all down. He continues sucking on my cock after I cum, driving me crazy the sensation is awesome. I grab Noah’s hand and pull him up and kiss him. I can taste my cum in his mouth. I then go down on him, pulling his pants and underwear down and taking his cock in my mouth, all of his cock. He was already rock hard. I love the thought of knowing that this hot cock was deep inside my ass last night and again this morning. I then take his balls in my mouth while his cock rests on my face, I suck his balls, rolling them around my tongue. His knees weaken, and he has to catch himself. I take the base of his shaft in my hand and start sucking on the end of his cock, teasing his cock hole. I start my tongue at the base of his shaft, licking it up to the hole, tonguing the cock hole. One hand is holding his wet balls.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…Dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” his cock shoots thick cum into my mouth. It tastes slightly sweet. I swallow his cum hungrily and continue milking it out of his cock. The sensation is too much for him to bear and he slides down onto the ground. Once he’s on the ground, I go up and kiss him deeply. He is trembling.
“Damn, Jabin, that was awesome.” He laughs. “I have really been missing out on the sex front until this trip, I have to tell you.”
I laugh, “Well, we’ll have to make that for up, I think we are off to a good start.” I’m lying next to him on the ground in the thick grass.
“We’re off to an amazing start…Wow. You know Jabin, I’m more and more glad that you are including Ethan in our plans. It’s feeling like it was when I was happiest in high school. The three of us, together, enjoying each others company. I think it’s just heaven.”
“I know what you mean, what’s happened on this trip has been more then I ever could even imagine. I think I have kept a lot of my feelings from the past bottled up, and they are starting to all come out now, it feels like such a weight off my shoulders.”
“I definitely know what you mean bud.” Noah hugs me, and then leans forward and kisses me again. Being with him feels so right.
Noah and I go back to the picnic and socialize for about another hour with old acquaintances. I can see that Ethan has already left the picnic. He probably wanted to get up to the cabin before us.
As Noah and I head back to his car, he takes my hand in his. We are both so proud to have each other.
I call Ethan’s number when we are in the car. The cabin is up at Mineral Lake, about 20 miles outside of town. Noah and I head up there, holding hands in his car.
When we arrive at the cabin, we can see that it’s in a heavily wooded area, very secluded. A beautiful, remote spot. The cabin is large, cedar framed. A large, rustic deck opens out facing the lake. I knock on the door and after a minute, I hear someone approaching the door from the other side.
Ethan opens the door and invites us in. He has changed into some basketball shorts and a T shirt.
“Hey guys, I’m so glad you could come up, come on in.” we follow him in. The cabin is beautiful and spacious. There are several skylights letting in the late afternoon sunlight. The smell of cedar permeates the room.
“Wow, Ethan, this is a great place.” I say.
“Thanks…ya, this is Jeremy’s parents place. Do you remember him?”
“Jeremy Black, ya I do. I haven’t seen him at the reunion though.”
“Ya, he lives over in the tri-cities now, and he couldn’t make the reunion.”
“Ah, Okay.”
“So guys, I’ve started getting dinner ready, your welcome to hang out, or go out to the deck until it’s ready.”
“Do you want some help, Ethan?” I ask.
“Thanks Jabin, but I think I’ve got it. Go ahead and make yourselves comfortable.”
Noah takes my hand and starts to move towards the door that leads onto the deck.
I look to Ethan, “We’ll I guess were going out to the deck.” I laugh.
Noah and I walk out to the deck. It overlooks the lake. The lake is very calm, with bright sunlight beaming down. I can see there is a hot tub on the deck, as well as a grill that looks like Ethan will be using it to make our dinner. Both Noah and I walk up to the railing and look out.
“Wow, it so beautiful. I’m so glad we are all here together.” I say.
Noah looks at me and smiles, “There is no place I would rather be.” He leans forward, kisses me gently. He takes my hand again and we walk down off the deck and towards the water. We walk onto the deck that goes out over the lake and get to the end. Noah jokingly acts like he’s going to push me into the water and I jump back. “Oh…nice try man…“I say, and I hug him. He hugs me back really hard and I’m not expecting it. I step back and my foot is half off the ledge. I start to lose my balance, and go over the edge. Noah tries to pull me back but it’s too late. I go in the water, but I decide to have fun with him and I am able to grab on to his shirt and take Noah with me. There is a huge splash and we both come to the surface laughing. I look up at the cabin and Ethan is looking at us shaking his head smiling. The water is about up to our chests, so we can stand. Noah jumps on me and pushes me under water. When we’re under water, he kisses me. He then takes my hand and brings me to the surface. Noah picks me up like a baby and starts walking out of the water with me.
I put my head on his shoulder and say, “Ahhh…what a prince you are.” He sits me down on a picnic table and I look over and see Ethan coming with some towels.
“Man, I can’t even leave you guys two minutes.” He says, laughing. As soon as he puts the towels down, Noah leaps up, grabs his arms, and starts dragging him towards the water.
“Ohhh nooo!! I’ve got stuff on the barbeque…wait…no…” Ethan says.
Noah is really struggling with Ethan, Ethan definitely has developed well. I think Ethan is actually stronger then Noah. They are both just incredible and it‘s a turn on seeing them struggling with each other. It‘s like two gladiators. “…Come on Jabin, help me out here!” Noah shouts at me, struggling with him.
I immediately get up and grab Ethan’s other arm and we are both dragging Ethan on the dock towards the water. He’s struggling against us, yelling, but I can tell he’s taking it in good fun. Noah thrusts Ethan towards the water, and I try to let go of him, but Ethan grabs hold of my arm and takes me in with him. We both go in. As soon as I enter the water, I feel Ethan’s arms around me. First time I noticed that he has incredible triceps. That is so sexy, to me, triceps are one of the sexiest parts of a guys body. As we are under water, he gives me a peck on the neck, so sweet. We surface and he scoops me up in his arms just like Noah did before. Before he takes me up to the beach, he turns me away from Noah. He says, “Jabin, it’s so good seeing you again. I just hope that I’m not intruding with you and Noah.”
I immediately respond back to him, “Your not at all. It’s just as important to me that I spend time with you as it is that I spend time with Noah. I wouldn’t have it any other way.” I lean up, kiss him on his neck like he did me. His cute sporty smile appears on his face, he seems relieved. I want to say more, but I hesitate, I don’t want Noah to think I’m hiding something from him, cause I know he can’t hear us. What I have to say to Ethan, I want Noah to hear as well. I look towards the beach, and Ethan carries me up. Ethan puts me down and I can see that Noah has taken all of his clothes off. He’s drying himself off with one of the towels.
“I hope you don’t mind Ethan, but the beach seems pretty secluded.” Noah says.
“Not at all Noah, actually, I’ve been skinny dipping here a few times myself.” I watch Ethan’s eyes, and I can see that he is totally checking Noah out. “I’m dry, so why don’t I get you a towel, Ethan.” Noah says.
“Thanks Noah, they are in the closet in the bathroom next to the dining room. While your up there will you take a look at how the foods doing on the barbeque?” Ethan asks.
“You got it bud.“ Noah puts the towel around his neck and walks up towards the cabin. We both watch him walk up, his ass is such a turn on, I can feel my cock twitching a little. I look at Ethan and he is obviously turned on by this.
“He has a great ass, huh?” I say to Ethan. He immediately turns red.
“I’m sorry Jabin…I am so conflicted…I…” He fumbles for words.
“There is nothing to be sorry about, but I think we need to have a good talk after dinner. Noah needs to be a part of this too, I‘m not keeping anything from him.” I’m pulling my wet shirt, pants off.
“Of course, I think that’s a good idea.” He’s pulling off his clothes too. “You guys have been so great to me.” He tosses the towels that’s left to me.
“Well, you’re a great guy Ethan, it’s pretty easy.” I say as I’m pulling off my soaking underwear. I toss it over onto the pile where Noah’s wet clothes are. I look over at Ethan, and he is naked now, with his back turned to me. He’s wringing out his clothes. I look down his swimmer-like back, to his tight, muscular ass, so beautiful. Ethan’s legs look like they were sculpted by Michelangelo himself. His entire body is tan. He turns back to me, and I look away, but I know he could tell I was checking him out. He gives a slight, embarrassed smile.
I laugh…”Oh don’t act like you didn’t notice Ethan…I can’t help but check you out, you are such a turn on.”
“Are you kidding me? Jabin, the fact that you are naked in front of me drives me crazy…wow…I’m afraid that I’m going to wake up all of a sudden and this will all be a dream,” Ethan says.
“ I know what you mean, but I do think we need to talk a little about what happened last night. It’s not to pry, but I want to try to understand what your feeling.”
“No, I agree. I’m hoping you can both help me sort out my feelings.” We hear a door slam and Noah is walking back down towards us. He looks so incredible, taking long, slow strides, his semi hard cock swinging. He’s strutting, showing off his awesome body. He sees us watching him and he struts even more, in a half joking way. I think he’s feels a little intimidated with Ethan here. Noah tosses the towel to Ethan.
“Here you go bud. Oh…I flipped over the chicken on the grill.”
Ethan looks back and smiles, “Thanks Noah.”
“Okay, Ethan, we’ve already been enough of a hassle, let Noah and I help you get dinner ready.”
“Your no hassle at all Jabin, but since you brought it up…”
“What can we do?” I say, determined.
“Well, Jabin, maybe you can make the salad, and Noah, if you could set the table that would be great. It’s beautiful out, so I though we could have dinner out on the deck.”
“Done,” Noah says, I’m so glad he’s cool with being here with Ethan. He’s being a total gentleman with Ethan, someone he potentially sees as my rival. That is such a turn on for me. He is complex enough to understand my feelings instead of letting pure jealousy take over.
“One rule though…since we are already naked…Naked Dinner!” Noah says.
Both Ethan and I laugh.
“Sounds good to me,” I say.
“Me too guys,” Ethan says.
We all walk up towards the house. I am in front, and Noah says, “Jabin, Ethan is staring at your ass!!!” He says it like a child telling on another child…
Ethan laughs loudly, “Ohh please…you know you are too.”
I laugh, shaking my head. When we get in the house Ethan asks what we would like to drink. He’s bought some liquor for the occasion. He has OJ and vodka because he remember that’s what I drank last night. I saw he also had some Raspberry Absolute, so I asked for a mixture of Raspberry Absolute, Triple Sec, and OJ. It’s a wonderful thing. Noah gets a vodka with club soda, and I see that Ethan is drinking an imported beer.
We all work together getting dinner ready. Watching Ethan barbeque naked, drinking his beer is so arousing…words escape me. He stands in front of the sizzling meat, weight shifted on one leg. Standing like the Michelangelo himself. Ethan’s physical beauty is stunning. I see a apron hanging up behind the barbeque. I get a wicked idea and ask Ethan to put it on. We all laugh, he hesitates, but I beg him. He walks over and grabs it, ties it around him, walks back in front of the barbeque and turns around to barbeque. We see his naked ass barbequing with the apron tied around him. I quickly grab my cell phone out of my bag and take a picture of Ethan barbequing bare ass naked. Noah bursts out laughing and then Ethan rips it off.
After Noah quiets down I say, “okay, I have to tell both you guys right now, that that was one of the hottest things I have ever see in my life.“
“Oh my god…“ Noah laughs. “I thought you would say that…Okay, I have to admit it was pretty fucking hot…and funny as hell.“
We all sit down to barbequed chicken, corn bread, mixed green salad. As we sit at the round table on the deck of the cabin, the sun is setting over the lake. The trees surrounding the cabin shine fluorescent green with the rays of the setting sun. All that can be heard is the insects in the forest. As I’m looking around, soaking in our surroundings I suddenly notice that both Ethan and Noah are staring at me. I wasn’t paying attention to what they were saying…
“Sorry guys, I was taking in our beautiful surroundings…what did you say.” I laugh, embarrassed.
Ethan laughs politely, “No, it’s okay Jabin, I was just saying that I wished that we had kept in closer contact since graduation.”
“Ya, I know what you mean. In my case, I had so many crappy experiences that I wanted to move on with my life. Don’t get me wrong, the two of you kept me sane during high school, but we come from such a backward, narrow town that I was just glad to finally get away.” I realize that my head is already swimming from my drink.
“I know what you mean Jabin…I was so hungry to experience new things.” Noah says.
I look around and see that we are all done eating. “Ethan, let me help you clean up here.”
“Thanks Jabin, when we are done, I thought we could go in the hot tub. I started it when I first got here so it will be really hot.” He smiles at us.
“That sounds great.” I get up, grab my plate, Noah’s. “Go test the hot tub Noah.” Noah gets up and heads over.
Ethan grabs his plate and more dishes and we head in. I hear Noah say, “feels really nice,” I look back, watching him lean over the hot tub, ass up in the air, perfect ass.
When we are in the kitchen, Ethan starts fooling with the dishes. I grab his hand, “We can take care of that later, let’s go.” I am determined to have a good talk with him, finally. I hold his hand and walk with him to the hot tub.
As we walk to the hot tub hand in hand, I see that Noah is sitting by the side of the hot tub with his legs in. “Come on pussy, get in already.” I say laughing. I see that Noah is looking specifically at the fact that Ethan and I are holding hands. I hope he can handle all of this.
As we get to the hot tub I also take Noah’s hand. Noah looks into my eyes, smiles, kisses me, pecking me on the lips. I look at his face, trying to read his reaction to all this. What I read is an understanding from him of what he knows will happen tonight. He is not thrilled with it, but he understands and accepts it. I also read from him that he is also turned on by it, on some base level. Ethan runs back to the house and comes back with fresh drinks for both Noah and I, as well as a beer for himself. I take a good drink of mine.
I feel it’s time to open up the conversation with Ethan. I need to know where he stands. I sit down next to Noah, he puts his arms around me, and Ethan goes over and starts the jets of the hot tub. I look up and see a million bright beautiful stars lighting up the sky. Ethan sits right next to me. I look at his face and I can tell he knows we need to talk. He’s trying to gather his thoughts. I let him.
Noah says, “Ethan, I hope you know that both Jabin and I care about you a lot. We love you. Just know that we want you to be happy.”
I look at Noah, somewhat shocked. I am so proud of him. He is incredibly thoughtful. He seems to be developing a genuinely greater affection for Ethan, and it is a big turn on for me.
“Thanks Noah. After last night, I have felt things that I have never felt before. I almost want to say I’m confused, but I don’t think that’s the right word, I’m not confused, I am amazed by the incredible love I can sense between you and Jabin. I think it is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. It’s love at a level I’ve never seen before. I want to be a part of it…I want to feel it.”
I slip off the edge of the hot tub and go in it. I pull them both in with me. I put my face right next to his, and I take both of Ethan‘s hands in mine.
I can tell that he is still holding back. I sit on his lap in the hot tub, I put my head against his chest, feeling his heart pound. He’s very anxious, his heart is beating so fast. I look up at him, “Ethan, you can relax, we are your friends, just tell us what you are feeling.”
Ethan looks at me and says, “I‘ve been looking for years for the right person, but it has never worked out. At one point I thought if I work on my personal appearance then that will be the key, so that‘s why I started going to the gym, hired a trainer, went tanning, I‘ve become obsessed about my body and appearance, but that has not been the answer. I started going to the gym every day, sometimes for hours. When someone does seem interested, then I soon find out it’s superficial. Women have fallen for me, only for me to find I don’t have the same kind of love to give back to them. I have felt lost and alone for so long it‘s become normal.” His voice breaks up and he has to compose himself. “I’ve never been so turned on like I was last night…I could feel the chemistry between you two and I was jealous. It was beyond just sexual, but it was intimacy that I know that I’ve never experienced. I guess I am wishing that had that same connection with someone.”
“I feel amazing chemistry with you too, Ethan. You know I was telling Noah that loving one person doesn’t take love away from someone else.” I looked over at Noah, hoping he would go with me here. He smiled, winked at me, that was a good sign.
“I‘ve never thought about it like that, but it makes a lot of sense…I just don’t want to cause any problems between you two…I can see how you feel for each other..”
“Noah and I have already talked about it, he knows how I feel about you Ethan.”
Ethan looks at me straight in the eyes and says, “and how is that?”
I smile. Now it’s my turn to be put on the spot. “I told Noah that you were an incredible friend to me. You were there for me sometimes when no one else was, and that means so much to me. You were not just a fare-weather friend”
I look deeply into Ethan’s eyes. I see his eyes are tearing up. I see years of pent up frustration…years of looking without finding anyone who truly appreciated who he was. I look back at Noah. I can sense with him a feeling of regret in our past. I see pain in his face. I go next to Noah and say, “Noah, we all have regrets, and I don’t hold any of that against you. I know the culture we grew up in.“ There was several years when we were growing up that Noah and I were not on the best terms. I had felt abandoned by him, but there were also times when I was cold to him. Noah nods his head, at that point I know he’s cool with all this, with what will happen. I can see that he has grown so much. I can feel Ethan’s cock growing hard underneath my ass. I have to remind myself to be careful here, I don’t want Noah to feel left out. I get off Ethan’s lap, get in between both of them, take both of their hands. “I don’t want either of you to feel uncomfortable with this. I don’t want to hurt either of you.”
Noah says, “This isn’t easy for me, but I want you to do what you know is right, and I will be here, if you want me to be. I’m so sorry Jabin, for so much…”
“I don’t hold it against you Noah. I know how difficult it was. There are things I regret as well.”
“Yes, but Ethan was stronger then me, I failed you.”
“No you didn’t. You were an amazing friend. We all had different struggles.”
I look deep into his eyes, “You are both incredible men, I want you both.”
He kisses me, then looks back at me, “You need to bond with him…I love you, do you want me here?”
I laugh quietly and look back into his eyes, “I insist.”
I lean back, so I can speak to both of them. “Ethan, Noah and I have an incredible bond right now, we made love last night and I feel a connection with him that I have never felt with anyone. Noah has stirred incredible feelings in me. It‘s something I wasn‘t expecting, but now that it‘s happened, I want to pursue it. At the same time, feelings for you have come to the surface that I think I need to deal with. Feelings just as powerful. I have told Noah from the beginning what you mean to me. There were times in high school that were so dark, but you were the one person who I always knew was there for me. That meant more to me then you will ever know. Now that I know you are willing to go further with me, I want to pursue it, I feel I need to, I want to. You both mean so much to me, I hope this is something that you both can deal with.” I give Noah a peck on the lips. He is still looking at me lovingly. I so don’t want to hurt him. I look down. “I haven’t told anyone this, but there were times in high school when I felt so isolated, so alone. There were times when I was suicidal. But it these dark times, just when I felt I couldn’t go on, Ethan seemed to sense this, became involved with my life, kept me going. Without Ethan, honestly, I don’t know if I would be here today. He quite literally saved my life.” I look at Ethan and he looks back at me like he knew how hard it was for me, he is not surprised by what I say.
Noah looks back at me. “Well, I guess I better put my two cents worth in here…the first thing I want to say is that I love Jabin more then I’ve loved anyone.” His voice starts to break up, I can tell he’s getting emotional. A minute goes by, he is collecting his thoughts. “At first it was that raw, jealous, controlling type of love that can be so dangerous, but in just the day or so since we’ve been back together, Jabin has shown me what love truly is, and it’s making sure your partner is truly happy, not just possessing them. Ethan, I respect and love you so much, and I know this is something that Jabin needs to pursue. You were there for Jabin in such an important way. On some level, it is still very difficult for me, but I love Jabin, so I support this.”
I lean forward, give Noah a kiss on the lips. He is so incredible. I feel Ethan’s hand on my arm, pulling me towards him. I say, “I couldn’t do this without being sure that both of you are okay with it.”
Noah says, “I know that you need to do this, and honestly if it was with anyone other then Ethan, I would have a real problem with it, but I respect him so much”
“Before we go any further, I need to ask something of you guys…it will really help me feel better about this.”
They both look at me intently. “What is it.”
“I want to see both of you guys kiss each other.” They both look at each other and laugh a little, they seem embarrassed. “I’m serious.” They can tell I am determined.
I get out from in between them and Noah scotts closer to Ethan. They look a little awkward at first, but I sense a true physical attraction. I need to know that they love and respect each other.
Noah leans forward, starts kissing Ethan’s neck. I can see that Ethan is very turned on, Noah starts kissing Ethan on the mouth, fuck that is so hot. They start full on French kissing. I can tell they are both totally into it. It goes on for a little while, then Ethan takes my arm again, pulls me in close to him, on his lap. He pushes my head back and starts kissing me deeply. I can sense so much pent up desire in him. I sense Noah is pulling back from Ethan and I, he want’s us to have this moment together. Ethan’s hand goes to my ass, his finger is about an inch from my asshole. My body shudders with anticipation, as I feel him. We continue kissing for some time with Ethan holding me tight in his arms.
I look across the hot tub and see a inflated ball on the other side, I swim across to get it and my ass just rises above the surface of the bubbling water. I do this on purpose, because I know it will turn them both on.
“Ahhhh…fuck” I hear Ethan say, and they both laugh a little.
I turn my head back and see that Noah is giving Ethan a pat on the shoulder as they stare at my ass with glazed over eyes, like ‘that ass is all yours tonight Ethan’. That is a huge turn on for me. I grab the ball and toss it towards Noah so that it splashes right in front of his face. He looks at me with a guilty look on his face. I suddenly get a wicked idea. I dive under the water and crawl up to Ethan’s cock, he’s already hard, but I start nibbling on his balls. I notice his legs start to go straight and he turns rock hard, I know I can’t go too far on him, so I take it easy. His balls are delicious, large and supple to my lips. I take his cock in my mouth, it’s so long it makes me gag. I surface and kiss him deeply, sitting on his rock hard cock again. He puts his arms around me and hold me close. “You are driving me fucking crazy Jabin.” I kiss him again and then go back underwater. I turn my attention to Noah. I start with his toe and suck it slowly, then I work up his leg to his knee, up his thigh and then right to his cock. He’s already hard, but I take his cock into my mouth, it slides down my thoat. I put my hands on his thighs and try to relax him by pushing back gently. I start really working his cock. He is so rock hard. At this point I need some air, so I surface and take a deep breath. I give him a deep kiss, I see that Ethan is enjoying watching this. I dive back down and start working Noah’s awesome cock really good some more. I know that Noah will not have first dibs at me tonight, so I decide to give him a little treat. I work his cock real good, I feel it throbbing in my mouth. After just a couple more seconds I feel his cum entering my mouth. I come up out of the water and kiss him deeply again, giving him some of his own cum. I then swim across to Ethan and give him some of Noah’s cum while I kiss him. Some of it dribbles off the corner of his mouth and I lick it off.
I ask him, “how’d that taste?”
He smiles big, looks over at Noah and says, “delicious.” I look back at Noah and he gives a coy smile, I can tell he loves it that Ethan just ate his cum. At this point, Ethan grabs me by the arm and leads me out of the water. He takes a big towel and dries me off. Ethan takes my hand again and leads me around the side of the cabin to a portion of the deck that has a day bed there and a couch.
