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On the Prowl
well, today started off as any other day. wake up, go to school. yay! haha - it's not that bad - i like school and all, just don't like waking up. nothing too spectacular happened at school today, it was pretty much worthless. my "friend" (for anyone who has read either of my two posts - you know what i mean by that. if you haven't - it would be my best friend ever who is "straight," and consequently the only person who knows my attraction to men since i told him i was in love with him. however straight he is, i think he wants us to be more than friends ... just not yet ... till then it's all accidental touching and goofy looks). whoa, got a little off topic. anyways, so yeah, he was having a pissy day today. his oldest brother came in town so they were up all night being stupid. so naturally, i am the one that has to paste on a smile and deal with his pissiness. it's ok, i don't mind ... i love him. so yeah, dealt with him all day, and then didn't go to the doctor like i was supposed to. o well, it'll be ok. but on the plus side, my friend (same one who i will now refer to as my boyfriend for the sake of clarity), got his official release from the doctor today, he had hurt his ankle. (i was such a damn good little nurse!!!) so, he finally got his release, so he called all happy about that and then gave me the disappointed tone for not going to the doctor (i hurt my knee - not for some like real thing). and now he's going out with my friends while i go to practice (gymnastics) and get to sleep early for prior engagements in the morning. yay ... yea, but tonight he's going with his girlfriend (keep in mind boyfriend is the title for the sake of sanity when telling about my day). it kills me that she has the opportunity to know him in ways that i can't. but o well, he's my friend first and foremost, and i can't force him to be with me ... so o well ... Therefore not exactly happy about tonight, especially since i'm too hurt to actualyl practice anyways. well, i shall now draw this to a close so i can get my butt to practice. tomorrow, morning sucks for me, but my boyfriend starts his new job tomorrow. consequently the same place i work. not coincidence really, i got him the job. but yeah, so i think i'm gonna go visit him at work tomorrow and hopefully spend the day with him. but my friend is coming to visit from out of town, so i don't know. he'll probably want to go home and shower and eat and run after work anyways. so i'll probably be with my friend, o well. anyways - i'll write more when inspiration strikes. as of now the writing is bad cuz i'm ont writing from the heart yet cuz i'm still a little apprehensive of sharing things on the computer. so this will get better as i go, and probably more complicated, i left out the actual stress of the day, and was almost devoid of all satire. o well, there's always next time!