I've been attracted to guys for ages, in fact I've posted here about my problems a few times before. Its always been about the porn and hot guys on the internet though, never actually someone inj real life... Last year I suffered a tough point when I started to seriously like a girl... it was pretty full on but that has all proved to fade away. Now I realise I like this girl's friend... I see him out all the time and we chat... I've never ever thought anything about it. I first met him ages ago and he has since come otu of the closet!!!! (something which i am yet to do)... tonight while chatting to him I realised I think I like him... he makes jme feel like me when we chat. Like he touches me on the side of my body when we talk... if any other guy did that I'd pull away in fear of what other pepole thought... but with him I just don't care. We have so much in common too... tonight my friend saw us chatting and said "that guy so reckons ur gay" and i was like "oh really? nah I don't reckon"... just brushing it off... when i think about it i'm sure he knows because I feel very open when we talk.. I've never said it outright but he has to know just by the way I interact with him. Now i've realised i may actually like this guy I don't know what to do... I'm so new to all of this... the thought of being with him makes me feel so happy though, this might be it... HOLY CRAP!!!!










