I often have the desire to masturbate to cock and cum videos in order to entice me to eat my own cum. Problem is, as soon as I reach orgasm, I lose my desire. On a rare occasion I have spewed a partial load without reaching full orgasm, but that was a partial load, and I can't replicate it very often. I have also tried prostate massage with dildos and such, but it never quite gets me there without orgasm. Can anyone give me some advice if you have discovered a method to accomplish this. I absolutely love cum, and the very thought of ingesting it gives me wood every time. I will appreciate any help or ideas you can give.
Thanks in advance.
Thanks in advance.

