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How did you think as a teenager ?

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Yeah, I was very similar.

It wasn't until my early teens that I saw a news report about homosexuals. I was about to say, "Wow, that's like me!" until my father blurted out vile invective.

Kept me closeted for the next 30 years.
 
Sex is really dull so far. Just doesn't really work for me.

I'll occasionally think about it, usually to jack off or whatever, so once or twice a day, certainly not all the time. I've got better things to do. Like sit around eating ice cream.
 
I went through that dilemma as well.

I think the str8 guys really do think that Susan has nice tits, but there is also a bit of bravado and 'male bonding' involved in talking about how nice Susan's tits are... It's a 'guy thing', I guess. Plus, I suspect Susan knows exactly what they are saying about her and she secretly loves it.

I knew I wasn't 'normal' around age 12 or so, but I didn't admit it to myself or anyone else for many years to come.

When I think back on all those years of having to pretend to be obsessed with Susan and her breasts and how painful it was to lie to myself and everyone else... Well, I'm just glad I don't ever have to go back to that dark place ever again.
 
Been there done that. Just like you said. It was sad.
 
See I was really confused, I remember in PE, the changing rooms thinking "oh, I get to see Scotts chest again" "Damn it turn around so I can see your chest properly" and "Oh, Erics come out of the showers, hes all wet"

But then in class I remember thinking "Oh, I hope I get to sit across from Jo, shes so pretty, why doesn't she know I'm alive?" Or "Damn, Natalie scottish accent just makes me want to melt, shes so hot"

I dunno, to be honest I didn't really think about sex much, but I remember growing up it was always right down the middle, girls and guys, only as I've gotten older is it that I find guys much more sexy.
 
As I've said before, I had too many other problems to worry about being gay while I was in high school. The issue simply never came up. I can't really remember ever thinking about what other guys thought. For me, I guess it was always just an accepted fact that I was different. I didn't always like that fact, but it was what it was. I did think about sex all the time, but that just comes with the age. I never really worried about whether or not it was normal.
 
When I was a teenager, I didn't think about sex that often, and I didn't really discuss it with people...
 
I did play that a big

BTW it does not stop with age, I hang out with men in their late 40s and they still talk about tits and ass!


Now I just roll my eyes
 
I believed sex was evil. Random hard-ons were the devil at work in my life. Only truly wicked guys beat off. So I decided I wasn't sexual, and all the sensations were demons at work.
 
hello all... i guess this is kinda right topic for me... u see... i never told anyone bout my sexuality... until now... i always wonder why guys stare at tits because i found nothing pleasurable by doing that... i realize i was gay since i am 13 but in denial until i got to college... i remember having crushes with my male cousins and some of his male friends... i am always attracted to both gender emotionally but physically to the boys... well i guess thats why i took counselling so i can find the answer... hopefully...
 
In my teens, the ONLY thing I seemed to think about was SEX! But ... that was mainly with Myself! It was just to "dangerous" to let anyone else know! Though, once they become "trusted" friends, there were Guys, and Girls, that I did manage to "Play" with! And, Yeah!, "Susan" did have a great set of tits!! But ... I wished she had a Dick, too! :badgrin:

All those Girls I got to Play with were definitely Fun! However, the GUYS were more so!! ..|

I had two sisters, no brothers, and Dad was mainly occupied with everyone else outside of the "house"! I didn't really have a MALE "Role Model" while I was growing up! So ... I seemed to develope an intense interest in other Boys' bodies!! But, I also knew, in no uncertain terms, that expressing that "interest" was strictly "Verbotten"! (Which made it all that more tantalizing!)

If only I had known THEN what I know NOW!! I would have had a lot more "FUN"! #-o (And probably would have been Dead, by now, but what a way to Go!)

Keep smilin'!! (group)
Chaz ;-)
 
I never really thought I was gay until my mid-teens. I was asked out by a girl in junior high and we kissed, I liked the idea of it, but at the same time I was never attracted to her. I think it had a lot to do with the rebellious feeling I got seeing as how I was a jehovahs witness and we were not allowed to date, especially with some worldly girl from school... so ya, guilt crept in and I broke up with her. I think I never realised I was gay because it just wasnt an option. I was trained since birth that homosexuality was a major sin.
 
Well, I still am a teenager ( 18 )

So, this is my reflection:

I'm gay and I know what type of man I am looking for.
I want someone confident in the life they live, I want them to be completly out of the closet, and I want them to be a masculine man that enjoys a good time.

NOW the problem is the guys I'm meeting are no where near the same mindset that I am at.

They are confused, "Am I bi? I don't know....grrrrr!! Its nobodies business anyways!"
oh, this is a fun one... "Do you like me? ....whats your penis size?"

I honestly been thinking.....I want to date an older man. And have a relationship, not a fuck. I want him to be age 20-30's. I want a cute relationship where we hug and are romantic, but we act like men. I want to workout with him and ride on his motorcycle (yea, I'm that kind of guy.)
 
It clicked in my mind that I was gay when I was 13, strangely enough though it didn't bother me in the slightest. No offence to anyone who went through this, but to me I can't understand, coming to the realisation that you're gay somewhere in your psyche but then being in denial about it. Anyway, I was never a "ooh check the tits on that girl" guy but I wasn't also totally innocent of that kinda behaviour. I took the hot girl to the requisite dances in high school, made sure people knew I was there with her, the usual crap. Anyway though I did lose my virginity at 15 to a guy, but only did the 'girl thing' at 16.
 
when i was a teenager i thought about sex all the time. thankfully i had a friend who thought the same thing and he and i managed to work out our frustrations mutually. but at the same time i kept doing that dance knowing full well what i was doing was gay and i didn't want to get found out.
 
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