hey guys thanks for the posts, I do have a mess to take care of and my close friends around me that knows whats going on have said petty much the same things that you all have said. the stress i'am going thew is not good and my wife and i have been talking about what to do after the new year. all i can say is having a very close friend find out that i was into guys, and giving into him thinking it was a good deal that we could have a life together i was wrong and it has hurt a lot of people around me. close friends should not cross that line.
I hope to move on with my lfe in 2007, with the lost of a friend and my family as it stands right now. i need to be happy with my life and right now i'am not.


I hope to move on with my lfe in 2007, with the lost of a friend and my family as it stands right now. i need to be happy with my life and right now i'am not.










