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I don't know that. They share information with each other and they may share it with someone who does know me (in some capacity). Also because everything is online now medical records can be easily hacked. There is no privacy. So it's best sometimes to keep certain things to yourself. I went to a dermatologist once and there was actually a question on the sheet I had to fill out that asked if I was gay. I answered no. Lol. And I'm done with men. I'm tired of being humiliated. The more I stay away, the better I'll deal with it. I've been on Celexa for about three weeks now and I don't feel the urge to cry all day long much anymore. Until yesterday. When I was humiliated yet again. By another man. I'd had no hookups in weeks and I'd been feeling good. I'm going back to no hookups now. Or I'm going to concentrate on men who absolutely will not reject me. Like the HIV positive ones. I got an offer from an old man a few train stations away from me. I'm still thinking it over.
I see. Well. Good luck with that.


