How we think at times......

[jamie_01930]

I am a lot older than most guys here and times were very different when I was 19. Back then all I did was to suck cock . I never thought of myself as being gay for years. It was just something I liked to do. There wasn't any touching or rubbing and no emotions ever. It was just bj's giving and getting. I thought that way for years. years after being married. I was still active with guys but I had it in my mind I wasn't gay , I couldn't kiss a guy.

Well about 7 years ago I crossed the line and added some love and by god. It was unbelievable. first time to feel fireworks go off.
It was mind blowing .

In all my years of being married and there were many. I never felt as complete as I did with a guy. A guy that I just met. A guy that I had a 6 month fling with. After that there was no doubt in my mind that I was in fact gay.

 

[buzzj]

It's great that you have found yourself! Better late than never!! Thanks for sharing that!!

 

[ozguy]

I am a lot older than most guys here ....

You're probably not, you know. Nice story, anyway .... thanks for sharing.

 

[Nonimus]

I doubt you're as old as Rational Lunacy - he's like 40 something!

 

[tx_doc]

jamie - congrats on finding yourself and being able to be happy.

 

[Centexfarmer]

See? It's never too late!

Uh, last I checked! 40 IS the new 30!

 

[mac_twck]

See? It's never too late!

Uh, last I checked! 40 IS the new 30!

It is because I am now 41. When I am 50 I am sure that it will be the new 40 which is actually the new 30. So does this mean I never have to grow up?

 

[Swellegant]

I'm always amazed, after I've had some epiphany of realization, at the things I used to think. It's like, after I quit drinking, it amazed me to look back and see the things I used to say and do in order to keep convincing myself that I didn't really have a problem, that alcohol wasn't the issue it was everyone else; looking back, it seems so silly, and so irrational, but at the time it seemed monumental and so very very sane.

I think that's the true test of whether or not you're doing the right thing: when your new idea throws light on old ideas and shows them for they half-truths they were.

 

[colemanshs]

When I am 50 I am sure that it will be the new 40 which is actually the new 30. So does this mean I never have to grow up?

No, because one day you'll be 60.

 

[RationalLunacy]

I doubt you're as old as Rational Lunacy - he's like 40 something!

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[MRMATTX2]

I doubt you're as old as Rational Lunacy - he's like 40 something!

 

[Centexfarmer]

It is because I am now 41. When I am 50 I am sure that it will be the new 40 which is actually the new 30. So does this mean I never have to grow up?

Just keep Hobbes close, and you'll be JUST FINE!

 

[hotdog1846]

I think that's the true test of whether or not you're doing the right thing: when your new idea throws light on old ideas and shows them for they half-truths they were.

And sometimes those old half-truths, when exposed as lies, can be so painful. Truth hurts sometimes, and it's such a bitch.

Truth be known, Jamie, your post made me cry. It hit very close to home, and reminded me I'm not the only one.

Sorry to interrupt the banter and be such a downer, guys. Carry on ...

 

[Joshua_me]

*Sigh*

There's a reason some of us are SO obsessed with this comic strip.

Jaime, hon....


You 'came out' a little late.... And I'm sorry for all the SH** you are going thru with your family and friends.

But yes....as trite as it sounds... 'better late than...'

Well, you know.

All I can say to you is, "In the beginning, it's always dark."

Better times lay ahead, trust me.

NOTHING beats the feeling of finally being yourself.

Some lucky guy is gonna find you, and before you know it
things are gonna get MUCH better.

Hang in there.

Josh

 

[BrandonSBCA]

Great to hear you've found yourself Jamie.