I feel really slutty right now...

[number2]

So my friend mitchell, who I swore I would never do anything with again gave me head tonight, and I made out with him, and returned the favor (in his car of all places.) He kinda gets around, and i find that kind of a turn off. I know it has been more than a year since I got with a guy, but I couldnt even get turned on to the point that I came. I had to jerk myself off while we were kissing b/c his jaw was tired from sucking me off.

I didn't get much out of it except knowledge that I give great head (less than 2 min). I would much rather have it be somewhat meaningful with someone I actually like in that way, and can be turned on by... I just feel gross right now, and wanted to vent.

Thanks guys!

 

[tea123456]

ah....the things we do when we are aroused

 

[Croynan]

things happen. hopefully the feeling will pass quickly.​

eM.​

 

[metta]

try not to beat yourself up about it....just look at it as a personal learning experience...you learned a little more about what makes you tick and what you really want in your life. Now you can strive more for that.

 

[number2]

I suppose you're right. Best to learn from this stuff.

 

[DiaryOfAMadman]

Just lean from this experience and move on. I think everyone has some times in their life that they regret. For one reason or another we all have serious lapses in judgement from time to time, even the best of us. Hey as long as you did not catch anything from this guy, you have every reason to be thankful and be happy that it's now behind you.

 

[VICTORIADON]

I want to meet you, now.

My address is @@@@, @@@ street.

Come on down, my jaw does not get sore.

I will want to cuddle after...all night.

OK?

 

[star-warrior]

Did you get paid? I would have asked for $$$$'s man.

 

[taxi_ride]

Did you get paid? I would have asked for $$$$'s man.

Yeah cos that would really make you feel less slutty!

 

[star-warrior]

Yeah cos that would really make you feel less slutty!

I would be insulted otherwise

 

[Jeimuzu]

Shit happens. Chalk one more mark up to experience, and don't do it again.

 

[number2]

..........thanks all!