backseatboy
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My college had their winter formal formal last weekend and I have been single for about a month now and was just fine being single. That is, until last night. I was in a room full of straight people bumping, grinding, kissing, and just having fun. I was very jealous. I was tired of dancing with girls hitting one me (I am out) and just wanted a guy to dance with. I walked around and saw about two other gay guys and tried to approach them but whenever we locked eyes and I started to raise my hand to gesture, they looked away. WTH?! I'm not terribly ugly
All the gays that go to my school do not speak to one another, like we are in some kind of competition that I am not aware of. And UNITY club is everything but unifying. They are more "lets go protest and get arrested".
Plus Valentines day is right around the corner and I really can't stand that holiday. Only because not one romantic thing has happened to me in my 20 years of existence on February 14th.
I've never really felt so alone until last Saturday and never felt a need to belong more than Saturday night. I mean, I went with 11 girls and couldn't even enjoy myself for a moment. All my gay friends live in my hometown three hours away. And my ex, who I could have at-least danced with didn't even bother coming to the formal. And my ex is a jerk...
Bleh, I think I should keep with the gay bars from now on..
Plus Valentines day is right around the corner and I really can't stand that holiday. Only because not one romantic thing has happened to me in my 20 years of existence on February 14th.
I've never really felt so alone until last Saturday and never felt a need to belong more than Saturday night. I mean, I went with 11 girls and couldn't even enjoy myself for a moment. All my gay friends live in my hometown three hours away. And my ex, who I could have at-least danced with didn't even bother coming to the formal. And my ex is a jerk...
Bleh, I think I should keep with the gay bars from now on..


















