Both my neighbours are hot (in my perspective), and they're my type of guys I go for. I'm literally finding it hard to not think about them. 1. They're fathers. 2. Straight. 3. They have families.
But that doesn't stop me from fantasising about them and I hate it. I always develop huge crushes towards men I can't have, basically I find straight guys hot.
I need to leave my place, it's ridiculous. They're just... Yum.
Have you been in similar situations like this? I know it's stupid to have a crush on guys you'll never have anything with, but it's hard to stop thinking of them when they're always there
In these situations, I really do hate being gay. It's frustrating having these thoughts.
But that doesn't stop me from fantasising about them and I hate it. I always develop huge crushes towards men I can't have, basically I find straight guys hot.
I need to leave my place, it's ridiculous. They're just... Yum.
Have you been in similar situations like this? I know it's stupid to have a crush on guys you'll never have anything with, but it's hard to stop thinking of them when they're always there
In these situations, I really do hate being gay. It's frustrating having these thoughts.


















