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I got kicked out of Catholic Church...
How can you be so sure it is Satan?
I've never attended a catholic church service, and I think holy water is just water. Evian or Perrier with a different marketing angle. And yet my dreams are peaceful.
How can you be so sure it is Satan? Maybe you're just stressed out?
Well last time it was cause satan fucked him. I'm sure if you have been fucked by satan you'd remember him.![]()
No, somebody else said satan fucked him.
I don't believe that though. Satan despises us, even more than God.

odd story...
i was brought up catholic (no longer am religious though). i remember one time in sunday school, we were assigned a project where we had to watch a movie and discuss christian perspectives on the themes in the movie. i think we were around 14-15 years old at the time.
one of the groups was assigned philadelphia. their report on the movie was along the lines of "jesus teaches us that we should love and respect gay people and be accepting of their sexuality, blah blah blah". and the sunday school teacher (some old woman) agreed and said it was a great report.
then one of the guys in the class says, "but doesn't the bible say that homosexuality is wrong and a sin?" most of the people there, including the teacher, are completely stunned. he opened the bible to leviticus and showed us the verses that say that. the teacher was completley baffled by this, she had no idea that was even in there.
goes to show you how little the vast majority of christians actually know about the bible.
What would make you think that it isn't Satan? The Holy Names of Jesus and Mary has always helped me in the past, along with right use of Holy Water which has been blessed and exercised at Easter Vigil Mass every year. Profane use of Holy Water does nothing.
Try a traditional Latin Mass! My Diocese (Tucson, AZ), has one at Holy Family Parish 6am most days, and 12:45pm on Sundays (Solemn High Mass). Gregorian Chant is beautiful to listen to.

Since accepting my own sexuality, the hardest thing to deal with is seeing mockery about God and the role of spirituality in our lives that a lot of gay guys make. It is not so much the self righteous judgmental people but the mockery from the ones that I myself relate to (homosexual). If you are Catholic, go see a GOOD priest, a priest who has not let the world take over his love for his people, and ask for spiritual direction. Go for confession. Try the best you can. It may not be a one time visit but several. I have friends who are serious Catholics and they may be dealing with the same or similar junk that we are and they always seem to make a good use of spiritual direction. You may be just confused or it may be evil oppression indeed but when we are sick we go to the doctor and we are in need of spiritual healing we should look for theologians/priests/pastors who we trust. As Jesus said "Your faith has healed you" so may it also be for you. Peace.

Try the best you can.
Why this has to be coupled with a fairy tale is beyond me.
Since accepting my own sexuality, the hardest thing to deal with is seeing mockery about God and the role of spirituality in our lives that a lot of gay guys make. It is not so much the self righteous judgmental people but the mockery from the ones that I myself relate to (homosexual). If you are Catholic, go see a GOOD priest, a priest who has not let the world take over his love for his people, and ask for spiritual direction. Go for confession. Try the best you can. It may not be a one time visit but several. I have friends who are serious Catholics and they may be dealing with the same or similar junk that we are and they always seem to make a good use of spiritual direction. You may be just confused or it may be evil oppression indeed but when we are sick we go to the doctor and we are in need of spiritual healing we should look for theologians/priests/pastors who we trust. As Jesus said "Your faith has healed you" so may it also be for you. Peace.
