Wow...I have not been here in a long time and logged in today just out of curiosity. I happened to find this thread and it was very intriguing to check it out. I did not think it would come to current days because it started awhile ago. I have always considered myself straight because I only have experience with women. But I have always been curious in my mind and always fanaticized about having a jack off buddy. Ever since the first time I played with my cock I thought about playing with another guys cock. I have never had that opportunity to see what else might happen. If I had that opportunity I would indeed want to play with his cock and suck his cock and eat his cum for sure. I love my cum and always wanted to try another guys over and over again just to see if I liked it. My fantasies are vivid and strong and I would be good at it if I found the right situation, because I have been thinking about it for my whole life it seems. As far as other stuff? Fucking and anal, I'm just not sure? In the heat of the moment? I just don't know? Yes I have thought about it too but not as much. Watching videos lately of guys sucking and eating cum and it always goes to licking ass and fucking, then eating cum and licking it up and sharing with each other. In the past I would skip that stuff to get to the sucking and cum eating that I want so badly. But, more lately I find myself watching that too and curious if I would want it too? Today, while watching a hot couple, I got a different feeling than I have ever had before...I said out loud, I want to fuck that ass and let him fuck me. It seems different all of the sudden, I could see myself sliding my cock in that tight ass nice and easy then working it until I am fucking that ass hard. I can't believe I am saying that at all. If I did I would surly want his cock in my ass too. Fuck my ass slowly until I can take it all then fuck me hard and long. Make me love it, make me want it more, make me realize what I have been missing out on. Pull out and cum on my balls, then lick them clean and bring it to me, let it drip in my mouth. Get closer and closer, but don't kiss me. You know I don't want that. Just get closer until our tongues touch and we can share that hot cum. Lick my lips, lick my tongue as I lick yours too. Suck on my tongue with your cum dripping and I will suck on yours too. I don't want to kiss you, but we can not waste a drop of that cum. It is so good that I pull you in and kiss you deeply until your cum is gone. You pull away for a moment, then cum back for more deep kissing. I can't believe how fucking hot this is. I want it, I don't want some of it, but I do it anyway and I love it so much I can't wait to do it again...I am straight, as far as experience goes. How can I want something so badly that I have never had before? See what your thread made me confess? Lol. Stuff I'm not sure of...Maybe? I don't know? Some of it I have always wanted, some are new thoughts. Make me want it more. Sorry if I got too carried away. Come see me...
He doesn’t live with me anymore, he moved out over a year ago. He lives with his girlfriend now, they’re engaged. He visits town every few months. I’ve seen him about 4 times since he moved away and we always end up fucking. It’s kind of an unspoken thing where he knows I won’t tell anyone and there’s no reason for his girlfriend to know. He and I have been friends for years, we have something special. I used to feel bad about sneaking around behind his girlfriend’s back but now I have accepted that my sexual relationship with him is something unique and it’s not hurting anyone. Plus he’s kind of my ideal man so it would be hard to resist him.
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