It does not make you a terrible person. Relax.
No, you should not tell him you did this. If you want to come out to him, fine, but he doesn't need to know you jerked off to him.
Focus on your friendship and what it means to you. Many people would shag a friend if they could, but they are able to put that out of their minds. As long as you're not obsessed with him, you should be fine.
You've done nothing wrong. Now wash his underwear and give it back to him. This will be a way to prove to yourself that this was a one time incident. If you keep them and keep doing this, you might find yourself a little too into him.
No, you should not tell him you did this. If you want to come out to him, fine, but he doesn't need to know you jerked off to him.
Focus on your friendship and what it means to you. Many people would shag a friend if they could, but they are able to put that out of their minds. As long as you're not obsessed with him, you should be fine.
You've done nothing wrong. Now wash his underwear and give it back to him. This will be a way to prove to yourself that this was a one time incident. If you keep them and keep doing this, you might find yourself a little too into him.




















