I messed up!

[Xclusve]

Hey its been a while since i posted here.. Glad to be back, back to point. Am a first year at university and stay at a frat pad with six other guys, i get along quit well with my roommate, he has a girl friend but she's back in his home country, me and him started flirting a few weeks back, i initiated it and he came through, i would tell him he's got the greatest lips and they drive me crazy, he's such a sexy stud all in a jokingly manner by the way, he would laugh it off and say he knows i want some of what he got.. We been doing that for a while,constantly complimenting each other. He would say he loves me and that am gorgeous and stuff, hard to know the truth from a joke. Two days ago we were in bed talking, started talking about sex, he would tell me about how he does his girl, how she screams and yells for more, i couldnt take it anymore i jumped from my bed to his and said i want him to do me too lol, crazy i know, i was half serious anyway, we talked i ended up crawlin into his blankets i said i was cold. He had on his boxers only and so was i, he was so warm, his skin felt like heaven. i wanted him so bad, i got hard and accidentally brushed my cock on his bum,when he turning, i decided to take a major leap to just get close to him, if he freaks out and punches me, its worth the risk and i did, he din freak out , i held him and gently humped him with my cock... He laughed and said what am doin is ridiculous and i should stop, so i held even closer, We talked till two am then i left for my bed. Now yesterday, i told him, hey how about i taste what you got hot stuff.. He said he has to study and when his done i can have him all to myself, i dint expect that, i was clueless, was he jokin or serious.. I decided to just sleep.. Later on he wakes me up and says his done, am drowsy and thought i was dreaming so i stayed in my bed he then says, how long does it take me to get out of bed? From his tone of voice he was serious, i got up and went to his bed, i put my hand inside his blanket and felt his cock, he was hard and huge, he said i should enjoy myself, so i lift the covers and take his cock out and start sucking him off, thats where the problem is, am not very good at this, cos am still learning the ropes, i sucked him, gave it my all.. I couldnt get him to cum!! I sucked him, i tried my best, but just couldnt, i ended up giving him a hand job so he could blow his load.. I never felt so ashamed.. He laughed and said that was great.. Now a thousand queries are runnin through my mind, should i continue givin him head till am good? And is he gay? Thanks.. don mind any grammer errors.. Am in a rush got class soon

 

[KaraBulut]

Now you're asking if he's gay? Isn't that something to ask before you sucked his cock?

The problem with crossing the line with friends and roommates is that you both end up in limbo where you're not exactly friends and you're not exactly lovers.

You and your friend pushed the envelope- teasing each other and playing games. And he called your bluff.

This can go one of three ways:

1. He'll pretend that it never happened.
2. He ends up with post-orgasmic remorse and the whole situation gets weird between the two of you. In which case, you'll lose him as a friend and as a roommate.
3. You end up being the friend with benefits who services him when he wants it. And you'll end up emotionally involved with a straight guy who will not return your feelings, will go back to his girlfriend and you'll end up unhappy and alone.

None of these three options sound particular good.

You need a boyfriend. Someone who can return your feelings. Someone who wants you to give him head and wants to return the favor. The more time you spend chasing after your straight roommate, the more potential for a big mess.

 

[cardshark]

Now you're asking if he's gay? Isn't that something to ask before you sucked his cock?

The problem with crossing the line with friends and roommates is that you both end up in limbo where you're not exactly friends and you're not exactly lovers.

You and your friend pushed the envelope- teasing each other and playing games. And he called your bluff.

This can go one of three ways:

1. He'll pretend that it never happened.
2. He ends up with post-orgasmic remorse and the whole situation gets weird between the two of you. In which case, you'll lose him as a friend and as a roommate.
3. You end up being the friend with benefits who services him when he wants it. And you'll end up emotionally involved with a straight guy who will not return your feelings, will go back to his girlfriend and you'll end up unhappy and alone.

None of these three options sound particular good.

You need a boyfriend. Someone who can return your feelings. Someone who wants you to give him head and wants to return the favor. The more time you spend chasing after your straight roommate, the more potential for a big mess.

Hey! You can't say this can go "one of three ways". There are many more ways this can turn out than the simple three you listed. Life is never so simple that situations just fall into "one of three ways".

Anyway, to the OP, it sounds like you love him. The odds aren't very good with these kinds of relations, most don't work out. That doesn't mean its impossible. I suggest you explore more with him. After a little while, you'll know for sure if there is any chance for you two. In the meanwhile, enjoy the intimacy with this guy you love because it may be short lived.

And I'm sure he liked how you sucked his cock. Some guys just like the feeling of having it warm and wet. It may have been his first time, maybe something he has been craving, too. Plus, you got him to cum with a handjob - this is like mission impossible for most guys! I've never been able to make a guy cum with a handjob!

 

[SonOfSlobone]

Sounds hot to me. Your roommate isn't the only one with a stiffy...

This is a little different from the usual "I'm in love with my roommate" letters we get here, because obviously this guy wants it as much as you do. It's a little late for him to claim you're sexually harassing him.

My advice is to take it one step at a time. Just like in any relationship, either party can call it off any time they want.

The only thing that might make this one a little awkward is that if it doesn't go well, you'll still be sharing a room. But presumably you can request a transfer from university housing if it gets to that point.

 

[KaraBulut]

Hey! You can't say this can go "one of three ways". There are many more ways this can turn out than the simple three you listed. Life is never so simple that situations just fall into "one of three ways".

I should have included the phrase "based upon the other similar threads in the forum".

We've had a couple of threads where everyone lived happily ever after, but one of those threads proved to be a work of fiction and the other thread had to be closed because there were quite a few vocal people who didn't believe the story.

 

[Xclusve]

Thanks you guys, quite interesting responses. . . Not all of then barking the same tone, so it will be a little hard to choose what to do, he's really a nice guy, and there for will choose to continue and explore even though it potentially means me gettin hurt in the end, if we continue with our affair and he ends up calling quits when am just at the peak of my bliss,but he could be atleast bi-curious, cos am sure real straight men wont let guys near their package, or would they?? Well i dont know.. i havent told my roommate am gay so he probably thinks am just as curious as he is but am not, i wish to make him more than a lover, i want him as my boyfriend, but thats a long shot, and i wont pursue that, i would rather take things slow. I will let you guys know how things go out tonight...

 

[rareboy]

Just let him take the lead.

Don't scare him.

If he wants more out of it, he'll ask for it.

But if he's just using your mouth because his girlfriend isn't around, expect to have your heart ripped out still beating from your chest.

And then come back and start a thread about how you can't get over him.

Or.

Get out of the house and find another bf. One who is gay and not just curious. One who won't turf you the moment he sniffs a girl in heat.

 

[On The Edge]

^ I agree...he still has his girlfriend..so I wudn't expect too much out of it yet..he may be curious..but I guess in time u'll find out..I think for now ..try not to fall too in love with him..it may be just a no strings attached thing..& u could be hurt wanting more ...

 

[looseliam]

Go with the flow. Keep the flirting to what's been going on.

For what it's worth, I rarely cum from getting head. I don't know why, but it just is.

 

[CtBoyWonder]

I wouldn't worry about not "getting" him off. I have a hard time getting off
without the help of my right hand I was embarrassed also when I couldn't
Then I learned most guy can't If you look at gay porn, it's perfectly acceptable
to shoot your load yourself. I was glad when I found that out.

 

[Xclusve]

Hey, so last night was usuall drift, i went to his bed, held him close talked about how his day way, etc i touched him all over his body except his cock, i wanted to know if he still wanted it, instead of me just initiating it you know, he says am i going to do it or what am i waiting for, i reach down and his hard, i gently pull down his pants and suck him off for a while then stop, i tell him thats it for the night, ha ha ha he gets upset and tells me i should nt have teased him like that, now his so hard, i then tell him, if he wants more, he has to go down on me, he says his never done it before, he doesnt know how its done, etc, i tell him just do it. He goes down on me, its incredible, but he did it for just a minute and then hand jobed till i climaxed.. I then went down on him and finished through..i forgot to mention one thing Semester break is 5days he would be going back home. It got me thinkin alot, should i stop? Am sure by the time he comes back he would be different better stop now before everything is awkward when his back?

 

[spencer]

wow, you worked that situation. good job. keep goin, I say.

 

[rareboy]

Oh. I'd say, just let it play out.

You're doing a brilliant job so far.

What could possibly go wrong?