I need a hug :(

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Last week I finally got to see this cute guy I was onlining with for the last month or so...
He is an American that has some business in my country.
I've always known he's a nice guy but I liked him even more after seeing him, he's really cute, very smart and on top of all, he's totally my type...

We had several dates, some of which ended up in his hotel room in great hours of hugging and kissing and amazing sex.
Before we even met we kinda agreed that we should take it easy because neither of us wanted to get hurt after he left... well, this plan didn't last.

And... of course, the day of his departure came so quickly, I still can't believe he's gone.

It's almost like I'm refusing to believe.

And I also know that there is a chance that I won't ever see him again... or it may take years before an opportunity to visit him comes my way...

It so sucks. We had sucha great time, sometimes we would just talk for hours, one time we talked until 4 am and didn't even realise it was that late.

We had some sightseeing around Sofia, took a million pictures, had some dinners out together, went bowling, went to the cinema... it was an amazing week. But it ended

Damn it, I still can see him in front of me, kissing his face, looking at his beautiful eyes, hugging his warm body...

I need a serious hug right now.