gdude30
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So yeah I think I'm going a little bi. But I wonder if something like this is possible. It's possible for straight men to go gay. Shouldn't it be possible for gay men to go straight or bi then?
Anyways at a work meeting last night we got two new people. The one who caught my eye was this cute asian girl. She did not talk much either. I figured she was on of the workers friends and did not think much of it. But almost instinctively I talked to her anyways and she was nice and like I said cute and she enjoyed talking with me and I enjoyed talking with her. My managers noticed this and said they were suprised I was talking so much because I never really talk at work to anyone. And here I am talking to this cute asian girl. Most people knew something was up. But I think she kinda likes me.
When the meeting ended I went outside and talked to some of the people there. There are probably about 3-4 people who I do talk at work but don't see much because they don't work on weekends like I do. Oh and this asian girl's name is Alison. This is ironic becuase a girl whom is my best friend has the name "Allison"
I don't know if it's coincidence or what. She said she was suprised I waited for her. I was kinda suprised myself. She goes to emory campus and is there for some summer school classes. She is 19 as well. Just a year older then me. We started walking and she told me that this is where she leaves. I told her that it was cool and that I still have a bit farther to walk. She told me that she did not mind walking a bit farther even though it will mean she will have to go around the campus to get where she needs to go. She tried to guess my ethnicity and I gave her 3 tries and she said some interesting mixes but did not get it. But that was okay I don't like to leave people guessing in the dark for long. I told her and she was suprised.
She turned out to be fully asian. And she spoke mandarin. I asked her about the mandarin language and she told me it was tricky and it starts out with "Ah, Bee, Ceru" or something like that. She sounded so cute when she said that. Her voice sounds cute as well. I have always had a thing for asian girls.
But the thing is this. When I was younger I used to sort of lust after girls in denial and ubsesses about their breasts and what was under the skirts. But I don't even recall looking at her chest or trying to look under her skirt. She did not give me a hard on either. She just had a nice figure, a cute face, and voice and I liked that. She also seems somewhat an introvert like me when she is in a situation where she does not know people. But we were talking like we had known each other for years. The connection we made was just incredible.
I am actually going to get my paycheck a day later and go at night just to see her at work. Since she has a different schedule as me.
But to those of you are bi. Do girls actually give you hard ons and do you lust or think of breasts?
I have been hugged by girls before and never got a hard on. I could see myself kissing this girl though, holding her, cuddling with her, and spending time with her. I could never see myself penetrating her or getting anywhere near the vagina. But that's just me. I am not sure if I am going bi or not becuase it's obvious I like this girl and she likes me. But there is no lust or sexual tension. Which is extremly new to me.
Anyways at a work meeting last night we got two new people. The one who caught my eye was this cute asian girl. She did not talk much either. I figured she was on of the workers friends and did not think much of it. But almost instinctively I talked to her anyways and she was nice and like I said cute and she enjoyed talking with me and I enjoyed talking with her. My managers noticed this and said they were suprised I was talking so much because I never really talk at work to anyone. And here I am talking to this cute asian girl. Most people knew something was up. But I think she kinda likes me.
When the meeting ended I went outside and talked to some of the people there. There are probably about 3-4 people who I do talk at work but don't see much because they don't work on weekends like I do. Oh and this asian girl's name is Alison. This is ironic becuase a girl whom is my best friend has the name "Allison"
I don't know if it's coincidence or what. She said she was suprised I waited for her. I was kinda suprised myself. She goes to emory campus and is there for some summer school classes. She is 19 as well. Just a year older then me. We started walking and she told me that this is where she leaves. I told her that it was cool and that I still have a bit farther to walk. She told me that she did not mind walking a bit farther even though it will mean she will have to go around the campus to get where she needs to go. She tried to guess my ethnicity and I gave her 3 tries and she said some interesting mixes but did not get it. But that was okay I don't like to leave people guessing in the dark for long. I told her and she was suprised.
She turned out to be fully asian. And she spoke mandarin. I asked her about the mandarin language and she told me it was tricky and it starts out with "Ah, Bee, Ceru" or something like that. She sounded so cute when she said that. Her voice sounds cute as well. I have always had a thing for asian girls.
But the thing is this. When I was younger I used to sort of lust after girls in denial and ubsesses about their breasts and what was under the skirts. But I don't even recall looking at her chest or trying to look under her skirt. She did not give me a hard on either. She just had a nice figure, a cute face, and voice and I liked that. She also seems somewhat an introvert like me when she is in a situation where she does not know people. But we were talking like we had known each other for years. The connection we made was just incredible.
I am actually going to get my paycheck a day later and go at night just to see her at work. Since she has a different schedule as me.
But to those of you are bi. Do girls actually give you hard ons and do you lust or think of breasts?
I have been hugged by girls before and never got a hard on. I could see myself kissing this girl though, holding her, cuddling with her, and spending time with her. I could never see myself penetrating her or getting anywhere near the vagina. But that's just me. I am not sure if I am going bi or not becuase it's obvious I like this girl and she likes me. But there is no lust or sexual tension. Which is extremly new to me.
Good for you, more to choose from 
. And other reasons as well. 
Anyway, I suggest you go with what feels comfortable.