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I Thought I Knew - Book 1 and Book 2

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*|**|**|* Sizzling....

Poor Jess not given the chance to return the favor to Billy :(
HR... don't keep us waiting too long :help:
 
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This is another great story of yours. I am waiting for the next chapter. Thanks and keep it coming.
 
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Your story is great, I just found something that I find a bit of a turn off. Personally, I dislike characters that go with adjectives as "hot ass" or "chiseled body" when describing themselves... I mean, it's fine if it's not recurring, but (maybe I'm totally wrong here) when they do it almost all of the time (when describing themselves, I insist) it's just annoying.

What I'm trying to say is that maybe it's better to leave such adjectives to the active mind, if you know what I mean. Sorry if it seems that I'm trying to "lead" your writing, it's not that at all. Just bitching about the only thing that didn't like about your story.

As I said earlier, I love your story, and I hope to read all of the following chapters.

Oh, and please excuse my english, that probably came out harsh (and redundant) and that wasn't the intention at all.
 
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Before you put out the next chapter tomorrow, I thought I should say that I thought the last chapter was the best yet. There was a kot of sex in it, but I thought it did a good job of showing how we felt and how we were looking out for each other asnd trying to help each other like friends should. I hope people see our story as being about three guys trying to find friendship and love and not just sex.

I read your other story about the interview and thought it didn't help our story to have you writing porn at the same time. There wasn't anything wrong with the story. I just wish you'd stick to this project until its done.
 
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Well, it's already Wednesday again and I promise I will be posting Chapter 7. I am almost finished with its final editing. It may be a little later than usual today because I did get diverted by writing The Interview. It was on my mind and I just needed to clear it out.

I do want to thank all the guys who have been so supportive, from GrayFox and Starlight70 who were the first to comment, to cks53200, Harry113, muzakafied, Kyanimal, kcm17480 and Craiger, all of whom almost always have a supportive word. I want to encourage Apollux and Nederoth and Jess, too, for introducing some constructive criticism to the project.

A word of warning to Apollux: The dreaded jeans return in Chapter 7, but I think its their last major appearance. I'm sure Justin and/or Billy will correct me if I've forgotten something.

Thanks again for reading and thanks so much to all of you who have sent comments. I'll finish up editing it now and have Chapter 7 for you in plenty of time to help you relieve the pressures of your day.
 
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Chapter 7

From Billy’s viewpoint

We lost the swim meet. I finished third and fourth in my races. Not too good. I guess I was distracted. I was surprised to see Justin at the meet. I didn’t think he came to school stuff like that. Then I bumped into him as I was leaving the locker room. It was like he’d been hanging around. He probably was. The troll.

We talked for a minute and he suggested I stop by his house a little later. I thought he probably wanted his jeans back, but he didn’t mention it and neither did I. There was a lot going on in my life, a lot of stuff more important than Justin’s jean, and it wasn’t making much sense to me. A lot of it was gay shit. I didn’t understand it, but, for Jess’ sake, I wanted to. My best bud needed me and I needed to know a lot more than I fucking did.

So about an hour later I decided to head over to Justin’s.

He was ready to listen as I ran through the early events of the night before, including the girls and the aborted hand-job in Jess’ room.

As I told Justin about it, I remembered exactly how Jess had looked the night before. He was so . . . I don’t know how to describe it. I guess I’d say he had been into it as I stroked his cock at first. Then something seemed to click in his head and it was over. Like with a chick sometimes. All hot and bothered and then cool as fucking can be.

Justin listened, but didn’t have much to offer in the way of gay information on why Jess stopped me from jacking him off Friday night. I really wanted to know if I had done something wrong.

What really seemed to get Justin’s attention was when I was started telling the part where I woke up in the morning after sleeping next to Jess, just like I had so many times before. How I couldn’t mistake that bulge under the sheet. I could picture it so clearly still. How I could see the clear outline of his rigid cock and flaring cockhead. It looked even bigger under the sheet. Somehow more intriguing, more inviting than ever before. How I wanted to try stroking it again. For Jess. Jess had one fuck of an impressive morning boner.

“And were you sporting wood, too?” Justin asked.

I had been hard, inside my pants, but it looked like Jess won the morning hard-on contest, I said.

I explained to Justin how I decided to try again, because, when Justin had jacked me off, it had felt so incredible. I thought I ought to share . . . thought that I could share that great fucking sensation with my best bud.

So I fucking went for it. Jess got about as hard as I’ve ever been when I played with his cock and his nuts,. I was doing for Jess’ cock what I love to do for my own, I told Justin. I don’t know if Jess was quite as hard as I was when Justin jacked my meat, but close.

And the more I did, the more he was into it. I loved it when his toes curled. He can really fucking shoot. I mean that cum was flying. He never did cum as much as me, but, I told Justin, he could shoot his fucking cum pretty damn far and high. Like up into his hair. Over his shoulder. In his own face. It was cool to see, because I can’t do that.

Justin was focused on every word. I noticed sometimes he groped himself. And me? I was getting hard, just like I had been when I was jacking Jess. Before long Justin was so hard listening to my story that he had to reach down in his jeans and adjust his growing cock.

Looking straight at me as he rearranged his hard-on, he said, cool as fucking could be, “You got me a little worked up with all this talk of jacking off. Do you mind?” And he started to unbuckle his jeans and haul his hardening nine inches out into the fresh air. It was a pretty damn impressive sight.

It was more impressive than Jess’ and, the way Justin was stroking it, it was going to be even more impressive, I mean bigger and harder, in no time.

I didn’t say anything as I watched Justin continued to stroke his big boy boner. I just shrugged and then mindlessly groped myself.

Justin smirked and stared hard at my bulging crotch. I’d worn the jeans he’d given me. When I first got to his house, he’d said how hot I looked. From the look on his face, he thought I looked even hotter now. I know I sure as fuck felt hotter.

“Maybe you want to join me,” Justin said so casually. He leaned back. He made stroking his cock in front of an almost complete stranger look as natural as could be.

“Maybe,” I said, with more enthusiasm than I had intended. Justin didn’t wait. He went slowly but deliberately for my jeans, opening my fly, letting it fall open. Then he reached in and scooped up my growing cock and my balls in the palm of his hand and just lifted them out and let them hang free. Well, my cock wasn’t hanging as much as it was pointing, right at Justin. He gave me a big smile.

“Maybe it’s time for another lesson,” he said.

I was going to object, but only said, “I only do jack off. No gay stuff. OK?”

“Whatever you want,” Justin said and went back to stroking his own nine rigid inches. He had plenty of lube as his pre-cum was flowing pretty fucking good. He touched the tip of one finger into the clear ooze at the tip of his cock and then swirled it around the swollen cockhead that crowned that really long cock of his.

And there I was watching, speechless, my dick now much harder without anyone even touching it further. And its angle was much more upright. The zipper was kind of painful on my nuts, so I pushed my jeans down and kicked them off.

Justin did the same with his. Then he continued his slow and gentle teasing of his own cock.

I couldn’t hold back any longer and grabbed my dick firmly, pulling it down, stretching it hard, squeezing it so the cockhead bulged even more.

“Easy, guy, that’s your friend you got there. Treat it nice like you did for Jess. Like I did for you. Haven’t you learned anything? Just lean back and stroke it nice. Here, use a little of my pre-jizz,” and he smeared some of his pre-cum on the tip of my cock. My hard aching cock jerked up in response.

My own pre-cum started to flow and I tried to match Justin’s gestures, his strokes, his techniques. He knew I was watching and I knew he was teaching. It was hypnotic and erotic. Both of us on his bed in nothing but our T-shirts, slowly stroking our hard cocks in unison. Touching our balls, pinching our own nipples.

Justin pulled his T-shirt off and tossed it on the floor. I did the same. Now we were naked and oh so hot. Kind of like Jess and me years ago, I thought, but didn’t say.

Justin half rolled toward me and arched his back a bit as he slowly stroked up and down his full nine beautiful fucking inches. What a cock! I was entranced by how he handled it and how it responded. I wish somebody had given me lessons like this when I was just starting out.

I rolled toward Justin and arched my back, as I slowly stroked up and down my full eight inches, maybe fucking longer at the moment. We were almost mirror images of each other. Moving in unison. Getting really fucking sexed up together.

Then I saw a drop of pre-cum form at the tip of Justin cockhead. It started to stretch in a long drip toward the bedsheets. I looked from that oozing droplet into his eyes and I saw that what I wanted to do was OK with him. What the fuck wasn’t? So I gently rocked forward a little more and caught that drooling, glistening ooze on the head of my own cock.

“Thanks,” he said.

“Your welcome. Anytime.”

“God, I hope so,” he said.

My mind was a blur. I didn’t even know what the fuck we were saying.

Now Justin moved a little closer. I thought at first he was mimicking catching pre-cum now oozing from my piss slit. But instead, he rubbed the length of his hot dick up against mine. The heat of that touch ran from my cock to my brain and back again and again. The sensation of the heat of his hard cock rubbing against mine obliterated everything else.

I began to match him stroke for stroke, our dicks sliding against each other, our pre-cum giving us the lube to make this cock tease as smooth and sensual as it was hot and hard. I started to groan. And to my delight, Justin started to groan, too.

Without anything but the undersides of our dicks massaging each other, and the occasional feel of his balls against mine, we continued. And we moaned again.

“How long?” he asked in the quietest voice.

“Not long,” I whispered back.

“Me neither,” he said.

And then he paused for a moment. I knew that was it for both of us. I made one more gentle thrust with my hard cock, creating the needed friction as my cock slid the length of his enormous glistening cock. He fired his first load of cum, hitting me under the chin with so much force it splattered onto both our chests. His second shot of cum hit his shoulder. The next my nose. They were huge fucking volleys of cum, splattering everywhere. He came in huge gushers. Fired like out of a rifle. Round after round of hot, juicy cum.

With that, I was pouring out my cum, too. My first blast had shot as high as our navels. Now cum was flowing like a fucking fantastic fountain out of my raging hard-on, coating both of our cocks with my extra thick creamy cum that smelled so good.

Our cocks coaxed each other on, still pressed together, still rubbing against each other in our slimy cum. More cum poured from my cock. And Justin’s kept firing. The pillow, his face, his chest, my arm . . . We were fucking drenched.

At last we were through.

Without asking, Justin started to lick his cum from my chin and chest and arm. He stretched out his elegant long, pink tongue and slurped up gobs of his stringy, sticky cum. I watched fascinated as he started to work on my cock. My still quite hard and very sensitive cock. His tongue so gently lapped at my cockhead, slurping the cum into his waiting lips. Whoa! That was my cum. Or our cum. That was our fucking cum mixed together and Justin was fucking lapping it up. With long firm strokes of his warm, wet tongue, he cleaned my shaft. It sent chills through me. He left a small pool of our cum in my pubes and more still cum all over himself.

He rocked back and away from me and lay flat on his back.

“What about you? You’re still covered in goo,” I said.

“Help yourself,” he said and gave me a shit-eating grin. Then he saw that I couldn’t go there, couldn’t do the gay shit he could do. I could give and get hand-jobs and I could let a gay guy like Justin lick my dick and balls clean.

But eating another guy’s cum was gay. And I wasn’t going there. I told him so.

“Just kidding,” he said, never losing his smile. “But you should at least try your own.”

“It’s all mixed together. No way, dude.”

“Maybe next time,” he said.

“Maybe,” I said, but my mind was racing, thinking, Next time! What fucking next time?

I lay back on his bed, and even though my mind was completely insane from what had just happened, nature took charge and we both fell asleep.

***

When I awoke, Justin was still asleep. And, I couldn’t help but notice, we were both still naked and covered in flaky dried cum. My crotch felt a bit damp. I thought I really needed to get going. After all, I had a date with Kate later and my parents would be wondering what the fuck happened to me.

I reached over and gently squeezed Justin’s shoulder. He opened his eyes lazily and looked at me. “Hi, guy.”

“Hi,” I said. “I gotta go. Have you got my old jeans and underwear? I wore the jeans you gave me so we could swap.”

“Oh,” Justin said and stretched. “So that’s why you were going commando today.”

“Yeah,” was all I could muster.

“I wanted to talk to you about that,” Justin said as he started to sit up against the headboard. “You know, those old jeans of yours have become kind of special to me. And you know I told you that you could have the A&Fs. I didn’t buy them. I won them in a contest at work, so it’s not such a big deal.”

“What kind of contest?” I asked, more out of reflex than because I really cared.

“Oh, every month they have a contest to see which sales associate can shoot their cum the highest,” he said straight-faced as could be. He must have been able to tell that he had me for just a second before I realized I’d been had.

“Go ahead. Keep them,” Justin urged me. “They don’t come cheap.”

“So what’s so special about my old jeans?” I asked.

I could see Justin’s mind working on just how to answer that. Then he gave me a what-the-fuck look and said, “After you came in them on the ride over here the other day, I wanted to put them on so bad, I thought I’d die. I didn’t because I didn’t want to freak you out. As soon as I got home from dropping you off, I came straight to my room and slipped into those cum soaked jeans of yours. They felt so hot. There was just something about slipping into a well-worn pair of jeans that a good looking guy had just freshly cum in. And, man, you had unleashed one hell of a load in them.” He gave me a big smile and a nod of appreciation. “The feel of your cum-soaked jeans hugging my horny crotch was all I needed and I came in them, too. And you’ve seen how I can come.”

“That’s kind of sick,” I said. “You really liked wearing my cummy old jeans to make you blow your load?”

“You bet I did.”

“So now they’ve got to be like hard and crusty and not too great for wearing. So why do you want to keep them?

“Uh,” he hesitated. “I forgot to hide them that next morning and the cleaning lady laundered them. They look every bit as good as when I first saw you in them. Even the worn spot that shows right where your dick lies in the crotch. They’re great jeans.”

“Thanks,” I said. “I like them, too.” I was a little embarrassed that he’d noticed the worn outline of my cock in the crotch. I thought I was the only one who had ever noticed it.

“Now, here’s the part you may not go for . . . being straight and all.”

“Now what?” I said, trying to sound exasperated, but my voice kept giving me away. My interest was all too obvious to both of us.

“Well, I told you that you could keep the A&F’s. You can . . . should. But I’d like to keep your old jeans. And I need to ask a special favor.” He looked up at me from his spot on the bed, trying to look sheepish. That would make me the wolf, wouldn’t it? I thought he had our roles reversed.

“And that special favor would be,” I said enunciating each word clearly.

“Would you cum in them again for me? Do it and the A&F’s are yours and if you need a shirt, I’ll do my best to score whatever you want. OK?”

“Do I need to do it on your scooter?” I asked, a bit puzzled by the whole exchange, but picturing how fucking great I looked in those goddamn jeans of his.

No, he explained. I just needed to put them on, get my rocks off . . . as big a load as I could manage after this afternoon’s activities . . . and the A&Fs were mine to keep. What a deal.

I tried to look like I was having a hard time deciding this one, because I liked the way Justin was pleading with me. Looking so helpless. So needy.

“OK,” I finally said. “Where are they?”

He went to his dresser and pulled them out. They looked so clean and freshly pressed. I’d never seen them that way. I pulled them on. “So how am I supposed to do this?”

He said to leave it to him. “Just relax.”

I put on my old jeans and he stood behind me. He told me to lean back against him. I did. He reached around me with both arms and started to caress my crotch. Even though I had blown a huge load with him not too long ago, I started getting hard almost as soon as he touched me. He kept running his fingers around the outline of my cock, making it longer and bigger and harder. I let my head fall back and rest against his. Cheek to cheek. “That’s it,” he said.

“Don’t try anything funny,” I warned him in a quiet but stern voice. “Just jack me off.”

And that’s what he did. So skillfully it ached. My cock, wrapped within the denim of these favorite old jeans of mine, felt the magic of his touch. He was a master, playing my dick for all it was worth. And I was feeling a little weak in the knees, with all my blood flowing to my raging hard-on. It was glorious to be so passive, to be so aroused, to be so attentively stroked.

I could feel Justin’s throbbing cock pushing against my fucking ass, humping my crack, pushing against me. It was so hot, just knowing how badly he wanted to shove that big hard dick of his into me. But he couldn’t. This was about me and my pleasure and no one was going to fuck me. Not me.

I wanted to cum already. I wanted to fill these jeans with my gushing cum, to let Justin do whatever he wanted to get me off so he could play in my creamy jizz jeans. I was ready to cum now. I couldn’t stop it if I wanted. I stiffened and groaned. He purred in my ear, “Cum for me. . . . Cum now. . . . Let it flow. . . . I want your cum. . . . Please. Please cum for me.”

Those last words were too much and I unleashed a flood of cum into my jeans. Justin’s hands cupped my crotch, squeezing, massaging, encouraging. It felt so good. The fruity smell of my cum filled my nose, making me nearly swoon in Justin’s arms.

As my cum flowed, I pushed my crotch into his hands, humping them, feeling the squishy denim slide back and forth against the sensitive underside of my swollen, throbbing, spewing cock. At last my cum slowed and I could hear Justin’s heavy breathing in my ear.

He was so close.

“Stand up,” he said and I realized I had all but collapsed into his arms.

I straightened myself and Justin moved around in front of me, never taking his hands from my cum-drenched crotch. Smiling, he took both hands and scooped the escaping cum from the denim at my crotch. It was an amazing amount that had been forced through or oozed through the fabric. Now it was in the palms of his two hands. He leaned back and started to rub my cum all over his raging cock and tightening balls. He lubed himself and stroked himself lovingly. I could see that the touch of his slimy cum-covered hands on his enormous meat was about to make his cock explode. I thought that was what he wanted.

“Give them to me,” he said in a voice that was so gentle it seemed to coax my jeans right off me. In a moment, I stood naked in front of him as he slipped on the jeans that had become so important to him. Using one hand to hold his swollen cock safely inside, he zipped them up and sighed.

I was mesmerized as I watched him gently massaging his cock and balls through the soggy fabric. Cum had collected between his fingers as they ministered to his powerful cock. I had never seen anything like this. Justin wasn’t jacking off, not like Jess and I had. Not like I did so many nights in the privacy of my own room. Not even like I had done for Jess that very morning.

This was an act of devotion and Justin looked like he was in a trance. I couldn’t take my eyes away. At last I saw Justin’s stomach tense, heard his breath grow raspy. He was getting close.

He sat on the bed and, I don’t really know why, I sat down naked beside him, never taking my eyes off his crotch. Then he raised one cum-covered hand from his crotch and grasped my thigh. He let his head fall back and sighed. I saw his cum, forced by the strength of his orgasm, spill through the already cum-soaked denim and pool in this lap. It was amazing. He used his free hand to try to massage the cum back into the material that enclosed his oozing, jerking cock and exhausted nuts.

Finally he took his hand from my thigh and worked his swollen crotch with both hands again. He lifted his hands to his face and inhaled deeply, flicking his tongue out to taste his fresh brewed cum, mingled with my recent load.

He reached down again with both hands and scooped up more of the overflowing man juice and offered his hands to me. Instinctively I inhaled. I could smell fresh pineapples and a hint of peaches. Peaches. That’s how my cum smelled.

“Taste it,” he said. “It’s heavenly.”

I didn’t move. I didn’t speak. He moved his cum filled palms toward his own face and licked them, smearing some of our cum on his cheeks and chin and lips.

I realized my dick was full and warm and resting against my leg. A pool of pre-cum was growing on my thigh as it oozed from the tip of my cockhead.

With the sweet aroma of our commingled cum filling the air, Justin leaned against me and breathed in and out. I think he was looking at my dick.

Finally, he pulled his head away far enough to look directly at me. I thought he might try to kiss me with is cum-covered lips. His face glistened with our juices. I pulled back. “No gay shit,” I warned, realizing almost immediately how little sense that made considering how I was sitting there with this gay guy who had just cum for the second time with me today. How he was wearing my cum-soaked jeans. Jeans he’d stroked me off in just moments before. How his face was smeared with our cock juice. How we both had just had the cum of a lifetime.

“I have limits,” I said, as much to myself as to Justin. “I have limits.”

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As always, I'd love to know how you liked it.
 
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You know that jacking off can be very erotic if you put your mind to it and do it slowly. Hot chapter. I want more.
 
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:=D: HR.... man, I've never been so turned on by a pair of jeans that all I can of think of now, is getting into an A&F and *|**|**|*

I'm really curious on how far Billy will go next... there must be a sequel to his session with Jess ;)
 
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Lordy! You are going to give me a heart attack and I am already dead......lol
Great chapter!

Craiger
 
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hi hr. justin here. ive got surprise! twins*|**|* r w me. we got off wrk erly 2day and had chance to chill 2gether.:sex: we got talking & i realized they didx no r sty had started. they just red it and really like it. :=D::=D:so here they r ----

This is Pat. HR, the way you are telling Justin's story is fabulous. I started reading and couldn't stop. I read chapter 3 twice. I don't know whether it is you or Justin who made his birthday night sound so exciting, but you really captured what my brother and I were trying to do. Great job with the whole thing. We'll hopefully be getting a computer in our apartment soon and then will be able to follow the rest of Justin's story better. Hope to see you again soon.

Now it 's Paul writing this. I think Pat said just about everything I would. Great job. BTW, I don't think there's enough cum in the story. Those boys had better get jackin there meat. I do luv my cum. Hey, maybe you could tell my brothers and my story next. You know a lot has happened that might make a good story for you. We've still got some things we need to work out, but if you want to do that I think Pat would agree. It would be scorchin. Anyway, thanks again.

j again. hr, if ur free 2nite, come on bi. we may b doin somethin xlegal but nothing 2 bad. bring some (UU) and we can break sum more laws. [-X

cant wait til wed.
 
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Aah ... the twins are back ;)!

The thought of all the 'fun' you guys will be havin is just too much for me... :dead:
 
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Justin -- Sorry I didn't even see your message until just now. I was out for the weekend and so missed a chance to cum play with you guys. I hope you had a great time. Was it the three or four of you? Either way, give me a little more notice next time and maybe I'll bring some beer. You know you could have called. In the meantime, watch out for those other illegal activities. I don't want you to end up in jail.

Pat & Paul -- Great to hear from you. Again, sorry I missed a chance to get together, that's assuming you guys aren't still partying. As for Paul's comment ("maybe you could tell my brothers and my story next"), I think that could really be a great project. I know you two have been through a lot this past year, but it sounds like you're getting everything together again. Good luck with it all. And if you're serious about persuing it, Justin has my phone and pager numbers, plus my email. We don't need to have that discussion publicly. So just let me know what you're thinking. This project has roughly four more months to run and I'd be free to put your project together right after that. Maybe we could even get started the month I'm wrapping the guys' story.

Stay in touch.
 
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HR, this is a very nice story. I'm glad to see the outcomes here and the friendship building. I am like you - I need closeness and friendship, I just want to be loved. I think we all do. I admire you guys being able to be yourselves. That is just so cool. It is wonderful to see young men able to be who they are and be accepted. Thank you for sharing this private intimacy with us. :kiss:
 
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Well, guys, it's Wednesday again. Time for a new chapter and more adventures for Jess and Billy and Jusin. But before they take center stage, I'd really like to thank the people who have taken the time to rate this project. It's a quick and easy way to give writers feedback. Enough from me. Let's hear from Jess this week.

Chapter 8

From Jess' viewpoint

I hadn’t felt right since Billy walked out of my room yesterday. He’d jerked me off great! Cumming in his hands felt really good, even if wasn’t the way I was used to getting off. I kind of missed not shooting into my mouth. But something else wasn’t right and I couldn’t stop trying to sort it out in my mind.

After more than 24 hours working at it, I’d pretty much decided that I could be feeling out of sorts because of how my folks had raised me. I mean, they’d been telling me since I was old enough to know I had a dick not to touch it. Of course, I hadn’t listened to them.

As I got older, I heard all the fire and brimstone stuff at our church. You know, about what happens to the wicked people who don’t wait until they’re married to have sex. And worse yet, the perverts who have sex with people of their own sex. They were going straight to hell to burn forever. My parents firmly believed that and repeated it more often than I cared to remember.

So it could well be that Billy giving me a handjob, great as it felt at the time, could be causing the uneasiness I felt inside. I didn’t really believe I was going to hell, but then, I guess, I really wasn’t so sure that being gay and doing gay stuff wasn’t playing with eternal damnation. The thought made me shiver.

But, it could be that I was feeling bad that I had drawn Billy into this. I mean, all those times we jerked off together as kids, he never once touched me. And now, I tell him I’m gay and that I love him and, before you know it, he’s in my room willing to stroke my cock till it spews. What a great friend! But am I dragging him where he really doesn’t want to go? Is that why he gave me that funny look as he left yesterday? Things just don’t feel right.

Or maybe it was simply that I didn’t know crap about being gay and I was way off base about everything. But all my fretting wasn’t getting me anywhere.

I’d tried to call Billy after church that morning, but his mom said he was out. I tried again later and no one answered. So I swung by. His mom had just gotten back home from the grocery and told me she didn’t know if Billy was home or not. She thought he might be with Kate, but told me to go check in his room.

I hadn’t been in Billy’s room in a couple of years. For whatever reason, we always hung out in mine. As I entered, even in the dim light, I could see it was pretty much a mess, clothes everywhere, bed unmade, books and papers strewn around his computer. And there was a distinctive smell. It was like . . . what? As I pondered the smell, I sat on his bed. And then I saw the stains. Cum stains? Had to be. But so gross. Sheets hardened with dried cum. Stained with dried cum. Giving off Billy’s scent, like this was his lair or something. I remembered it now. Sort of fruit like. Very different than mine.

I headed home, still worrying about Billy and me. And now I started to worry about where he could be. I didn’t want to call Kate, that was for sure.

After trying to study for an hour or so, I decided to call Justin. Maybe he could help. So far he’d proven to be a great help when I needed to sort things out.

He said he wasn’t doing anything and that I should come on over if I wanted.

When I got there, Justin’s mom let me in and told me to go on up to his room. He was sitting at his computer wearing nothing but a pair of white briefs. Very sheer! Very silky! Very, very sexy!!

I was pretty sure he’d been looking at porn when I came in, but switched to his screensaver when he heard me coming in.

We chatted briefly about nothing and then our talk came to an awkward pause.

“I’m worried about Billy,” I said, looking straight into Justin’s eyes, holding his gaze. And then I added, “About Billy and me.”

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

I had to be careful what I said, because I didn’t want anyone to know what had happened between Billy and me Saturday morning. That was personal. Our secret. No one else’s business. It was part of what bonded Billy and me together as best friends.

So without mentioning getting jacked off by Billy, I explained to Justin all my concerns and my confusion. Was I feeling guilty because of the way I was raised and what I had been taught in church? Or was I feeling guilty about dragging Billy into all this gay stuff that he really didn’t like. Would that ultimately drive us apart? What should I expect from my best friend? Certainly not love, not the way I felt it for him. So what then? Just friendship? The friendship of a best friend?

I didn’t tell Justin about the way Billy had looked at me so oddly when he left. If I had, I would have had to tell him about the jerk-off stuff.

Then, wham, Justin asked, “So has anything . . . anything sexual, I mean, happened between you guys since you told him.”

I was too stunned to answer.

“I thought so,” Justin said. “Was it good . . . for you?”

I still couldn’t bring myself to speak. I just sat there staring at Justin completely dumbstruck, realizing for the first time that he was playing with his hardening dick through his briefs. Briefs so sheer I could see his swelling cock clearly. This was not helping me form coherent words to answer. Finally I stammered, “How did you know?”

“I am gay, after all, and gay guys know this stuff,” he said, as though that explained everything. “And you’re gay, too. And gay guys like to do, well, . . . sex. We all like sex. But then, what’s not to like? So what did you guys do?”

The tip of his dick was sticking out from the elastic waistband of his briefs. He was so hard, his cockhead wasn’t even touching his abs. It was just stretching his wasteband. And he was running his index finger around the tip of his cockhead, smearing his oozing pre-cum into it. I could see his firm and nice-sized balls wrapped in the see-through fabric of his briefs. What a display! I just stared for a moment. Fascinated.

Then I took a deep breath, pulled my eyes away from his huge cock and said, “I guess he sort of beat me off a little bit.”

“Sort of? Just a little bit? Did you cum? Did it feel good? Did you like it?”

“Oh, yeah,” I said before I could stop myself. I’d shown more enthusiasm than I’d intended, even more than I felt just now. I started to speak again, with more control. “Yeah, it did feel pretty good, I guess. I mean I woke up with a woody and he was jacking me off.”

“And you came?” he asked, dipping his index finger in a drop of pre-cum poised at the tip of his rock hard cock. He put the clear ooze on the tip of his tongue. He drew his tongue into his mouth and pursed his lips, savoring the taste. I could see his tongue pressing the pre-cum against the back of his teeth, moving it around in his mouth to taste it that much better. This guy likes his cum as much as I like mine, I thought.

“Yeah. I came,” I finally answered.

Justin slipped out of his underwear as though that were the most normal thing in the world to do.

“What are you doing? Why are you taking your briefs off?” I was a little scared of what he might have in mind.

“I don’t want to mess them up,” he said matter-of-factly.

He wanted to know all the details, but I told him I couldn’t. It was a private matter and, while I needed his help, there was just so much I was willing to say.

“So why do you think Billy jacked you off after all these years?”

“I guess to show that he’s OK with me being gay. But I don’t think he is. I think that maybe what’s really bothering me . . . and him.”

“What? You think the problem is that you want to have sex with him and he doesn’t want to have sex with you? Welcome to the real gay world. But I don’t really think that’s the problem. I think it’s that your relationship is starting out to be all one sided. You want him to accept that you’re gay. You want him to show you some kind of love. And you . . .”

“Affection,” I interrupted. “I want his affection. I know I can’t expect his love.”

“But you liked the sex. You liked getting jerked off by your No. 1 man. Right?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, have you tried to think about what Billy might want? What he might like?”

“Like what?” I asked.

“Maybe a blowjob. I don’t know any guy who wouldn’t like a blowjob. Do you?”

“Well, no, I don’t guess so. But he’s not going to let me give him a blowjob. He’s straight.”

“So? Lots of straight guy like to get blowjobs from their gay friends. Nobody knows how to give a blowjob better than a gay man. For straight guys it isn’t about being gay or straight. It’s about getting your rocks off. And feeling great doing it.”

I didn’t speak.

“So why don’t you give Billy a blowjob to show him you being gay isn’t all about what you want.” The way Justin said it, this wasn’t a question. It was more like an order.

“I never gave anybody a blowjob. Hell, I never even got a blowjob,” I said, realizing I had been sitting there for minutes watching Justin run a single finger slowly and gently up and down the underside of his rock hard nine inches. Clear drops of pre-cum were slowly making their way down his mammoth cock and vanishing into his neatly trimmed curly pubes. It was fascinating.

“Not even from Ellie?”

“No. She’s not like that.”

“Well, then, it’s time you learned.” And with that, Justin sat up straight and gave his dick a couple of strokes, twisting his hand around as he moved it up and down his manpole.

I said nothing.

“Ready then?”

“For what?” I asked, having lost track of the conversation.

“To learn how to give a blowjob?”

“Now?” I asked, realizing we were talking in questions.

“Yes. Now!”

“I guess. So tell me what I have to do.”

“No, no,” he said. “Better than that. I’ll show you. The best part of my teaching technique is that you not only learn how to give great head – trust me, I can show you how to give great head – but you’ll get what every boy wishes for, a blowjob of your very own.”

This was going kind of fast, but I seemed unable to put on the breaks with Justin’s enthusiasm steadily building. He was already unfastening my pants and stripping me down. Soon, I was standing naked in front of him. Justin’s cock was as hard as ever, I noticed, as he knelt before me. He scratched the underside of his balls playfully as he stared at my dick. Then he looked up at me and said, “Just like a JUB story.”

“What?” I said, thinking I must have misunderstood.

“I feel like I’m one of those guys named Justin – they’re’ always named Justin – in one of those gay stories on JustUsBoys.com.”

I looked blank.

“You don’t have a clue what I’m talking about, do you?” Justin asked, with a touch of apology in his voice. “I better start paying as much attention to your brain’s education as to your dick’s. That way you’ll be able to think with both.” He laughed.

I laughed, too, but I didn’t really get it.

He told me about JUB and the gay stories about guys, lots of them, just discovering they were gay. He said I ought to read “Ryan And Me, And Ethan” by starlight70. “It’s really hot, with great sex parts. You feel like you’re right there cumming with them. It’s about two jocks who think they’re straight who start fucking around with a gay guy named Ethan. Now don’t get your hopes up, because even though the story isn’t finished yet, it’s pretty clear that the two jocks are both gay and maybe they’ll end up together.”

“Really,” I said.

“Yeah, really. But you’re not living in a JUB fuck story, I’m afraid. Because if you were, then we’d all have 10-inch cocks, fuck all day and all night, and I’d have rich parents, live in a mansion and probably have my own pool boy to fuck on the side. But read it. I think you’ll see that you’re not the first person to suddenly realize he was gay and had to figure out what to do. Fortunately, you’ve got me.”

And with that Justin stuck out his long tongue and licked my cock. I jumped back.

“Bad start,” Justin said. “I should stop messing around and get serious. You need help.”

As I had so often this evening, I said nothing, but I was feeling a little weak in the knees. “Can I sit down?” I finally said and I sat on the bare mattress on his bed.

“Sure. Make yourself comfortable. Now imagine you’re Billy and I’m you. If you have any questions about what I’m doing or why, ask. If my mouth isn’t full, I’ll try my best to answer. OK? Ready?”

“OK.”

Justin cupped my cock and balls in both his hands and then leaned forward and started licking. First my cock and then my balls. Then back to my cock. He was right. He was good at this. I thought Billy’s handjob was nice. This was better.

I didn’t need to tell Justin I liked it. My cock was already telling him as it stretched out in his hands. Wet with his spittle, he was now gently stroking my cock, licking it, stroking it. God it was getting hard really fast. Standing straight up, presenting its sensitive underside to his tongue, giving him a rock hard column to stroke and lick.

And then he said, “Ready?” I didn’t know what he meant, but before I could inquire as directed, he had begun to suck on my cockhead, slurping it in and out between his lips. I looked down and he was looking up, my cockhead in his smiling lips. His fist wrapped gently around my shaft. His saliva dripping down around my nuts. I was fascinated by the view. I loved the sensation.

He stopped and lifted his head enough so my cock was standing free just in front of his warm, welcoming lips. “Remember what I’m doing. Go slow. Watch your teeth that you don’t scratch him. Dicks don’t like teeth.”

I could feel his breath on my cock as he talked and couldn’t resist leaning forward to get my cock closer to his lips. So this is what blowjobs were like?

And then he started again. I gasped.

“Are you going to cum?”

“No,” I said. “Not yet.”

“Let me know if your gonna cum. That’s important.”

And he went back to caressing my cockhead with his lips, stroking my cock with one hand and now pinching one of my nipples with the other.

I pulled away suddenly, almost in a panic. “I don’t think Billy’s gonna go for this. Maybe a blowjob, but not the stuff with the nips.”

“OK,” Justin said reassuringly. “You should focus on his dick, if that’s what you think he wants, but don’t be afraid to ask him. You might be surprised.”

“I couldn’t.”

Justin looked a little discouraged, but then smiled reassuringly. “Just relax and try to enjoy it. Remember, you’re doing this for Billy, not to Billy. So make it as good as you can. Now relax.”

And he started again, minus the nipple. Before long he started to take my cock deeper into his mouth. In and out as his tongue played all around my swollen cock. I could see why guys went crazy for this. I watched as my cock went deeper into his mouth. I felt my sensitive cockhead being stroked by the roof of his mouth, caressed by his warm, slippery tongue. It was so wet. So welcoming. So warm.

He started to hum gently almost like a cat purring. And I felt the gentle vibration in my cock. His lips smiled as my hard meat slipped in and out. In and out. I couldn’t resist. The urge was too strong and so I started to pump my cock deeper. It must have been going down his throat. That’s what I could feel. I was fucking his throat. I could feel the surge building in my balls. I could sense every muscle in my body contract.

Then I exploded with a massive blast of cum. “I’m cumming,” I shouted and shot again and again. I could see Justin swallowing, but still cum was dribbling from the edges of his mouth. I could see it on his lips. His lips swollen from sucking on my cock. That was my cum. On Justin’s lips. My cum. His lips. Down his tight throat. Fucking A. So this was being gay.

As I looked into his eyes, I again had that great view of my still rigid cock deep between his lips, his smiling face looking up at me. My cum dripping from his mouth. On his lips.

He pulled back and my cock stood free. It felt cold in the air out of the comforting warmth of Justin’s mouth.

“Want a taste,” he said and stood. I could smell my cum like sea air on his breath. He leaned forward to kiss me. My cum on his lips.

I leaned away. “No thanks. I don’t think Billy’d go for that and I’ve tasted it before.” Again I seemed unable to move, or think, so I just said, “Thanks.”
 
Re: I Thought I Knew

HR -- I think this chapter turned out really good. I'm happier with the way this one makes us look. I know I wasn't real happy about it when you said you wanted us to try to react some of the things we had done so you could see them and write them better. But I think think the best parts so far are usually the ones we reacted for you.

I hope we get a chance to talk FTF soon. It's been too long. Thanks again. Sorry if I've been kind of shitty about some things lately.
 
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