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I Thought I Knew - Book 1 and Book 2
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Re: I Thought I Knew
If my vision weren't so blurry (It's HARD reading with your head thrown back this far!), and my other hand weren't so "busy", I'd type something! ...
I've gotta "hang" around my local A&F store more often!!
So ... Jess was watching Billy, before Justin got there ... Was Jess dressed??
THANKS!, hr, and Guys!!
Keep it cumming!
And, of course, no matter what ...
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
If my vision weren't so blurry (It's HARD reading with your head thrown back this far!), and my other hand weren't so "busy", I'd type something! ...
I've gotta "hang" around my local A&F store more often!!
So ... Jess was watching Billy, before Justin got there ... Was Jess dressed??
THANKS!, hr, and Guys!!
Keep it cumming!
And, of course, no matter what ...
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
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mayb i'm wrong but it seems quote was direct at me, since it came after my sty. i dox think with my cock. i have a brain & more than b or j i use it. think how many times in hr's sty i said no 2 sex bcuz it was bad idea at time. that day in store i had chance to grope hot guy. i assessed risks - minim - & went 4 it. nobody cud guess that guy wud cum in my hand. it just wasn't in equation. i new what i was doing.
i dont mean to rag on u but im not sum slut. im just a guy who likes cock, but i stay tru to my man. always.
glad u read and really glad u cum. we like guys 2 cum w/ us. im not mad. ok? just had 2 get that off my chest.
mayb i'm wrong but it seems quote was direct at me, since it came after my sty. i dox think with my cock. i have a brain & more than b or j i use it. think how many times in hr's sty i said no 2 sex bcuz it was bad idea at time. that day in store i had chance to grope hot guy. i assessed risks - minim - & went 4 it. nobody cud guess that guy wud cum in my hand. it just wasn't in equation. i new what i was doing.
i dont mean to rag on u but im not sum slut. im just a guy who likes cock, but i stay tru to my man. always.
glad u read and really glad u cum. we like guys 2 cum w/ us. im not mad. ok? just had 2 get that off my chest.
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I can hardly believe how many of you guys seem to have gotten off to the episode where a guy tries on a pair of jeans at A&F. I wasn't going to include that little incident in the project, but decided fairly late that it really helped to explain the frame of mind that Justin was in when he got home. I see it not only stirred up some of your dicks, but also a little back-and-forth between Justin and GrayFox. I think that is amicably settled now.
So just how hot did you guys get?
TheMan4 -- "Yes i am cumming huge!!!! Cant wait for next part!!!" Good work, Man. How huge? The telling is in the details. So I ask again, how huge?
Kyanimal -- "If my vision weren't so blurry (It's HARD reading with your head thrown back this far!), and my other hand weren't so "busy", I'd type something! ... I've gotta "hang" around my local A&F store more often!!" It sounds like your Animal is taking quite a beating. Don't be too hard on the beast. BTW, yes, Jess was dressed. Stay tuned for more.
kcm17480 -- "I've gotta say that this story is really cumtastic. It's really hard holding it in." We'll take that for a yes, Ken. By why try to keep it in? You're a big boy. You can cum when you want. Lay back and enjoy!
harry133 -- "More and more cum is building up with each part!!" You, too, Harry. What's with you guys trying not to cum. I understand edging and building to a great climax. But sometimes you've just got to let the juices flow. Some chapters are one-cum wonders. Some two. Some maybe even more.
GrayFox -- "These boys are doing all their thinking with their dicks. But, it keeps the cum cumming." Now that's the spirit!
Matt18 -- "Justin I for one never thought any less of you for what happened." So you're the only one who didn't get off? Saving it for the new bf, are you? Hmmmm!
And in answer to TheMan4's question -- "Billy cumming front of Jess...Is that bad???" -- that's why you'll log in a little later today to read Part II.
It won't be much longer now. But I did make a few late changes and I want to read it again before posting.
Thanks so much for reading. Anyone out there who hasn't rated this thread, please do while you're waiting for this next part. Just open "I Thought I Knew" and then go to Ratings at the top right of the page. Put your cursor over the word Ratings and then let us all know what you think.
I can hardly believe how many of you guys seem to have gotten off to the episode where a guy tries on a pair of jeans at A&F. I wasn't going to include that little incident in the project, but decided fairly late that it really helped to explain the frame of mind that Justin was in when he got home. I see it not only stirred up some of your dicks, but also a little back-and-forth between Justin and GrayFox. I think that is amicably settled now.
So just how hot did you guys get?
TheMan4 -- "Yes i am cumming huge!!!! Cant wait for next part!!!" Good work, Man. How huge? The telling is in the details. So I ask again, how huge?
Kyanimal -- "If my vision weren't so blurry (It's HARD reading with your head thrown back this far!), and my other hand weren't so "busy", I'd type something! ... I've gotta "hang" around my local A&F store more often!!" It sounds like your Animal is taking quite a beating. Don't be too hard on the beast. BTW, yes, Jess was dressed. Stay tuned for more.
kcm17480 -- "I've gotta say that this story is really cumtastic. It's really hard holding it in." We'll take that for a yes, Ken. By why try to keep it in? You're a big boy. You can cum when you want. Lay back and enjoy!
harry133 -- "More and more cum is building up with each part!!" You, too, Harry. What's with you guys trying not to cum. I understand edging and building to a great climax. But sometimes you've just got to let the juices flow. Some chapters are one-cum wonders. Some two. Some maybe even more.
GrayFox -- "These boys are doing all their thinking with their dicks. But, it keeps the cum cumming." Now that's the spirit!
Matt18 -- "Justin I for one never thought any less of you for what happened." So you're the only one who didn't get off? Saving it for the new bf, are you? Hmmmm!
And in answer to TheMan4's question -- "Billy cumming front of Jess...Is that bad???" -- that's why you'll log in a little later today to read Part II.
It won't be much longer now. But I did make a few late changes and I want to read it again before posting.
Thanks so much for reading. Anyone out there who hasn't rated this thread, please do while you're waiting for this next part. Just open "I Thought I Knew" and then go to Ratings at the top right of the page. Put your cursor over the word Ratings and then let us all know what you think.
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I told you the chapters would be some long. Some short. This is kind of a short one, but lots more is cumming soon. I hope you enjoy it. As always, let us know.
Jess was telling me his story about fucking his cousin. I was sitting on the floor in Justin’s room, completely entranced as my best friend was saying . . .
I didn’t need anymore coaching. Nature took over and I shoved my cock in his hole. I saw him flinch in pain and stopped. “You OK?” I asked.
He didn’t say anything at first and then started to push back. I watched as my cock slid easily into his hole. It was an amazing sensation. Soon we were in a somewhat awkward rhythm, but it was getting the job done for me. And from Sam’s free flowing profanity, I was pretty sure it was working for him, too.
I couldn’t resist any longer. I’d been working my cock through my jeans, but I was so hard and so horny hearing Jess’ story. I opened my jeans and let my hard cock go free. This was so hot to hear. It was so what Jess really needed. Had needed for a long time. He’d wanted me, but that wasn’t gonna happen. This had. He’d nailed his cousin.
He reached around and slapped his own ass. Hard. I took his cue and slapped him myself. “Yea.”
The bed was rocking and we were both groaning. People anywhere in the house must have been able to hear us fucking, but that didn’t seem to matter to me or to him. We were just too hot. Too horny.
It wasn’t long before I felt that tightness in my groin. My nuts were pulled up tight. I reached around and felt Sam’s nuts. They were pulled up, too. His cock was full hard again and I took it in my hand and started stroking him.
Unfortunately, I’d left most of my pre-cum soaked into my jeans. I was oozing more, but not enough. My cock’s used to being well lubed. So I dropped a big old glob of saliva right onto my cockhead. It felt good as it started to drip down my hot cock. Together with my pre-cum, it was enough to get me working. I took my hand and wrapped it around my swollen cockhead and just twisted it slowly back and forth to get me really revved. Then I started stroking the full length of my shaft at what I imagined was the rhythm Jess had going on Sam’s throbbing cock. I was imagining Jess’ eight-inch cock, rock-hard and ready to shoot like I’d seen it so many times. But now I imagined it buried deep in my ass. The muscles in my ass contracted at the thought. It seemed so real I could actually feel him fucking me.
After about a minute of that action, he reared up so we were both kneeling. My hard cock was buried deep up his tight butt. We couldn’t really get a rhythm in that position, but I kept on stroking him with one hand, running the other over his muscled chest and arms. Tweaking hit tits. Caressing his bod.
He leaned his head back so his mouth was near my ear and said, “I’m cumming” and, with that, he was. Cumming all over my hand, dripping down onto the bed.
My own nuts had all but vanished they were pulled up so tight. My toes were curled and starting to cramp. But most of all my cock was on fire needing to unload. I was staring at Jess, but I was seeing Jess fucking Sam. But really it was like he was fucking me. And I loved it! Fucking loved it!
And as he came, his ass muscles tightened around my cock and I knew I was about to cum. I leaned my hips hard into him, trying to bury my cock as far as it would go. Now this was how I thought fucking should be. We tumbled forward. Face down onto the bed. Sam under me. My cock still deep in his ass. The impact of our fall drove me still deeper into Sam. His ass spasmed one more time around my hot cock and I exploded. My cum firing into his ass. I pulled back, feeling my fresh cum lubing Sam’s ass like nothing I’d ever experienced before. And I started to drive deep into him. Time and again. I just fucked the hell out of him. I couldn’t stop.
I think Sam started to cum again. I don’t know. I don’t know if he could. I sure as shit didn’t care. I was getting my rocks off like never before. So what if he was my cousin. So what if the whole family probably heard everything that went on. I didn’t care. It felt good.
My cock twitched. My nuts ached and then surged. I could feel my hot cum surging through my cock. Feel my cock expand in my hand. My cock felt bigger than I could remember it ever being. And it was getting hotter fast. I stopped stroking for a second and looked down at my cock. So red from the action. Straining. Throbbing. Oozing. I gave a couple of really quick little jerky moves with my hand just below my bulging cockhead. Then, bam! Fucking shit! I was cumming a fucking gusher that wasn’t gonna quit. It was so good. I just kept stroking and my cum kept flowing. I knew I was making a mess on Justin’s floor, but . . . fuck that! This was too hot.
That’s when Justin walked in. He stopped dead in his tracks. He looked from one of us to the other with an expression on his face that didn’t exactly show disapproval, but made it clear that he wanted to know just what he had walked in on.
“Jess isn’t a virgin anymore. He was just telling me how he finally fucked a guy. His cousin. For real,” I said. I was embarrassed to be sitting there with cum running down my hand. Lots and lots of cum. Puddling on the floor. It was obvious I’d just jerked off. But at the same time I was sort of proud in a way. Proud for Jess. That he wasn’t a virgin anymore. I didn’t even realize at first that I was licking my cum off my hand. It’s just what I always do.
I guess I was embarrassed the way Justin had come in and found us. I couldn’t look at him any longer. His eyes were drilling through me looking for answers. I didn’t have answers for Justin. I didn’t even want to think about what the question might be.
I looked over at Jess. “Tell Justin,” I said to Jess. “Tell him like you just told me.”
“I really don’t know that I can tell it again. It’s not really what I came to tell you about,” Jess said.
“Well, tell him anyway. He’ll want to hear it. About your cousin,” I said, excited for Jess. “Tell him how you walked into his room and he was jerking off to porn. Gay porn and . . .”
With that I guess I was off and running. I ended up essentially having to tell Jess’ story for him. I stopped a couple of times and tried to get Jess to tell Justin the story himself, but he was obviously uncomfortable with retelling it. He told Justin I had dragged the story out of him. That might be true, but I didn’t see how it was important. And Jess kept interrupting me to tell Justin how I badgered him into telling his story. He said I kept insisting on more and more details. Fuck, the guy wouldn’t even let me say a word when he was telling his story. How could I have dragged the story out of him?
As I finished telling Jess’ story, I looked up at Justin and said, “So you see why I was kind of jerking off when you came in. It’s a pretty fucking hot story.”
Justin agreed with that. It was “a pretty fucking hot story.” But then he turned to Jess and started talking to him in that soothing way he has. Asking about the funeral. How his folks were doing. All that stuff I’m no good at. He never asked him a thing about his cousin or losing his cherry. It was kind of nuts.
And then Justin asked Jess, “So what did you come to tell us?”
To be continued . . .
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Hold on. The next part is . . . I don't want to give anything away, but . . . I can tell you it's a lot longer and the story moves right along. Hope to hear from you real soon.
I told you the chapters would be some long. Some short. This is kind of a short one, but lots more is cumming soon. I hope you enjoy it. As always, let us know.
Chapter 29 – Part II
From Billy’s viewpoint
From Billy’s viewpoint
Jess was telling me his story about fucking his cousin. I was sitting on the floor in Justin’s room, completely entranced as my best friend was saying . . .
I didn’t need anymore coaching. Nature took over and I shoved my cock in his hole. I saw him flinch in pain and stopped. “You OK?” I asked.
He didn’t say anything at first and then started to push back. I watched as my cock slid easily into his hole. It was an amazing sensation. Soon we were in a somewhat awkward rhythm, but it was getting the job done for me. And from Sam’s free flowing profanity, I was pretty sure it was working for him, too.
I couldn’t resist any longer. I’d been working my cock through my jeans, but I was so hard and so horny hearing Jess’ story. I opened my jeans and let my hard cock go free. This was so hot to hear. It was so what Jess really needed. Had needed for a long time. He’d wanted me, but that wasn’t gonna happen. This had. He’d nailed his cousin.
He reached around and slapped his own ass. Hard. I took his cue and slapped him myself. “Yea.”
The bed was rocking and we were both groaning. People anywhere in the house must have been able to hear us fucking, but that didn’t seem to matter to me or to him. We were just too hot. Too horny.
It wasn’t long before I felt that tightness in my groin. My nuts were pulled up tight. I reached around and felt Sam’s nuts. They were pulled up, too. His cock was full hard again and I took it in my hand and started stroking him.
Unfortunately, I’d left most of my pre-cum soaked into my jeans. I was oozing more, but not enough. My cock’s used to being well lubed. So I dropped a big old glob of saliva right onto my cockhead. It felt good as it started to drip down my hot cock. Together with my pre-cum, it was enough to get me working. I took my hand and wrapped it around my swollen cockhead and just twisted it slowly back and forth to get me really revved. Then I started stroking the full length of my shaft at what I imagined was the rhythm Jess had going on Sam’s throbbing cock. I was imagining Jess’ eight-inch cock, rock-hard and ready to shoot like I’d seen it so many times. But now I imagined it buried deep in my ass. The muscles in my ass contracted at the thought. It seemed so real I could actually feel him fucking me.
After about a minute of that action, he reared up so we were both kneeling. My hard cock was buried deep up his tight butt. We couldn’t really get a rhythm in that position, but I kept on stroking him with one hand, running the other over his muscled chest and arms. Tweaking hit tits. Caressing his bod.
He leaned his head back so his mouth was near my ear and said, “I’m cumming” and, with that, he was. Cumming all over my hand, dripping down onto the bed.
My own nuts had all but vanished they were pulled up so tight. My toes were curled and starting to cramp. But most of all my cock was on fire needing to unload. I was staring at Jess, but I was seeing Jess fucking Sam. But really it was like he was fucking me. And I loved it! Fucking loved it!
And as he came, his ass muscles tightened around my cock and I knew I was about to cum. I leaned my hips hard into him, trying to bury my cock as far as it would go. Now this was how I thought fucking should be. We tumbled forward. Face down onto the bed. Sam under me. My cock still deep in his ass. The impact of our fall drove me still deeper into Sam. His ass spasmed one more time around my hot cock and I exploded. My cum firing into his ass. I pulled back, feeling my fresh cum lubing Sam’s ass like nothing I’d ever experienced before. And I started to drive deep into him. Time and again. I just fucked the hell out of him. I couldn’t stop.
I think Sam started to cum again. I don’t know. I don’t know if he could. I sure as shit didn’t care. I was getting my rocks off like never before. So what if he was my cousin. So what if the whole family probably heard everything that went on. I didn’t care. It felt good.
My cock twitched. My nuts ached and then surged. I could feel my hot cum surging through my cock. Feel my cock expand in my hand. My cock felt bigger than I could remember it ever being. And it was getting hotter fast. I stopped stroking for a second and looked down at my cock. So red from the action. Straining. Throbbing. Oozing. I gave a couple of really quick little jerky moves with my hand just below my bulging cockhead. Then, bam! Fucking shit! I was cumming a fucking gusher that wasn’t gonna quit. It was so good. I just kept stroking and my cum kept flowing. I knew I was making a mess on Justin’s floor, but . . . fuck that! This was too hot.
That’s when Justin walked in. He stopped dead in his tracks. He looked from one of us to the other with an expression on his face that didn’t exactly show disapproval, but made it clear that he wanted to know just what he had walked in on.
“Jess isn’t a virgin anymore. He was just telling me how he finally fucked a guy. His cousin. For real,” I said. I was embarrassed to be sitting there with cum running down my hand. Lots and lots of cum. Puddling on the floor. It was obvious I’d just jerked off. But at the same time I was sort of proud in a way. Proud for Jess. That he wasn’t a virgin anymore. I didn’t even realize at first that I was licking my cum off my hand. It’s just what I always do.
I guess I was embarrassed the way Justin had come in and found us. I couldn’t look at him any longer. His eyes were drilling through me looking for answers. I didn’t have answers for Justin. I didn’t even want to think about what the question might be.
I looked over at Jess. “Tell Justin,” I said to Jess. “Tell him like you just told me.”
“I really don’t know that I can tell it again. It’s not really what I came to tell you about,” Jess said.
“Well, tell him anyway. He’ll want to hear it. About your cousin,” I said, excited for Jess. “Tell him how you walked into his room and he was jerking off to porn. Gay porn and . . .”
With that I guess I was off and running. I ended up essentially having to tell Jess’ story for him. I stopped a couple of times and tried to get Jess to tell Justin the story himself, but he was obviously uncomfortable with retelling it. He told Justin I had dragged the story out of him. That might be true, but I didn’t see how it was important. And Jess kept interrupting me to tell Justin how I badgered him into telling his story. He said I kept insisting on more and more details. Fuck, the guy wouldn’t even let me say a word when he was telling his story. How could I have dragged the story out of him?
As I finished telling Jess’ story, I looked up at Justin and said, “So you see why I was kind of jerking off when you came in. It’s a pretty fucking hot story.”
Justin agreed with that. It was “a pretty fucking hot story.” But then he turned to Jess and started talking to him in that soothing way he has. Asking about the funeral. How his folks were doing. All that stuff I’m no good at. He never asked him a thing about his cousin or losing his cherry. It was kind of nuts.
And then Justin asked Jess, “So what did you come to tell us?”
To be continued . . .
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Hold on. The next part is . . . I don't want to give anything away, but . . . I can tell you it's a lot longer and the story moves right along. Hope to hear from you real soon.
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Re: I Thought I Knew
MMMMMM......the climax is cuming along nicely.
Keep it up HR
MMMMMM......the climax is cuming along nicely.
Keep it up HR
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Wow!! As if he hasn't told everything already!! Lol. So what was it Jess had to tell??
Thanks HR & Guys, moving on apace!
Looking forward to the next part
Harry
Wow!! As if he hasn't told everything already!! Lol. So what was it Jess had to tell??
Thanks HR & Guys, moving on apace!
Looking forward to the next part
Harry
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Hmmm...very interesting part! i want to know what Jess plan to tell Billy and Justin????
To answer ur question, HR, i was cumming like fountain...i mean it was very big fountain! i hope it can answered ur question
Love ur work so much! Looking Forward to next part!!!
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Who like my new avatar???
Hmmm...very interesting part! i want to know what Jess plan to tell Billy and Justin????
To answer ur question, HR, i was cumming like fountain...i mean it was very big fountain! i hope it can answered ur question
Love ur work so much! Looking Forward to next part!!!
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Chapter 29 -- Part III will be rolling your way shortly. Don't just jump straight to the sex. There's a lot going on in this part that you'll want to read carefully. I have continued to try to craft each part of this final chapter. I think Part III has been rewritten a couple dozen times now. But I think it is exactly where it needs to be. I sure hope you like it.
When Chapter 29 -- Part VI is posted, probably early next week, I know some of you will have questions about various things that have come up in the story and may not have been completely resolved or followed up on. Such unfinished business will be more noticeable in this project than it would, or at least should, be in a work of fiction. Life doesn't always wrap itself up so neatly. So if when all is said and done, you still have a question or are curious about something related to this project, we are going to do our best to get you the answer.
All three of the guys have agreed that they will join me in answering your questions. Whatever they may be. So start thinking about any loose ends you would like tidied up, or any questions about how or why the project was done.
Once I'm done posting the last part of this last chapter, I'll let you know how and where to submit your questions. We'll answer them so everyone can see, unless for some reason you need a question answered privately.
Once again, I hope you enjoy Part III. Let us know what you think. It will be along shortly.
Chapter 29 -- Part III will be rolling your way shortly. Don't just jump straight to the sex. There's a lot going on in this part that you'll want to read carefully. I have continued to try to craft each part of this final chapter. I think Part III has been rewritten a couple dozen times now. But I think it is exactly where it needs to be. I sure hope you like it.
When Chapter 29 -- Part VI is posted, probably early next week, I know some of you will have questions about various things that have come up in the story and may not have been completely resolved or followed up on. Such unfinished business will be more noticeable in this project than it would, or at least should, be in a work of fiction. Life doesn't always wrap itself up so neatly. So if when all is said and done, you still have a question or are curious about something related to this project, we are going to do our best to get you the answer.
All three of the guys have agreed that they will join me in answering your questions. Whatever they may be. So start thinking about any loose ends you would like tidied up, or any questions about how or why the project was done.
Once I'm done posting the last part of this last chapter, I'll let you know how and where to submit your questions. We'll answer them so everyone can see, unless for some reason you need a question answered privately.
Once again, I hope you enjoy Part III. Let us know what you think. It will be along shortly.
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Justin was being so helpful in trying to navigate around Billy and his interruptions.
“Thanks, Justin. But maybe now isn’t the best time,” I said and started to get up to go. It didn’t feel like this was really the right time to share my news. The mood wasn’t right. At least Billy’s mood wasn’t right. He was just into the sex. It had been cool to watch him jerk off as I told him about me and Sam. When he groaned and let loose his big creamy load, I’ve got to admit it sent a big old charge through my cock. But what I had to say was about more than just sex. At least to me.
“If it’s important to you, it’s important to me,” Justin said and then corrected himself. “Important to us,” he said, looking to Billy for agreement.
“Un huh,” Billy mumbled.
“Go ahead, please, Jess. What’s your news? I really want to hear,” Justin said.
“Well, it’s kind of weird. Particularly with that introduction,” I said, nodding toward Billy, who was still sitting on the floor in a puddle of his own cum. Licking his fingers.
“Go ahead, whenever you’re ready,” Justin said.
I took a deep breath, steeled myself for what was to come, and started telling them what I thought was the most amazing news of all:
After having sex with Sam, we both lay down on his bed side by side. My cock was still rock hard. Streaked with cum and red from all the action it had just gotten. My cockhead was still dripping a little bit of cum. A strand of it hung from the tip and was pooling down just above my navel.
I’d never fucked a guy before and my mind was racing with images of what had just happened. What I’d just done. I’d actually fucked my cousin. Sam. Little Sam. I’d shoved my big old cock up his tight ass. Rammed it in an out. And cum deep inside him. So hot! Thinking about it made my dick twitch from time to time and a little more cum flow. I felt a little chilled, but Sam reached over and put a hand on my thigh. It seemed to warm my whole body.
As nervous and excited as I was, I never thought I’d fall asleep. But I did. I think we both fell asleep. As I drifted off, I remember thinking maybe Sam was right. Maybe none of his family would ever walk into his bedroom. Maybe everything was going to be cool. Maybe this could happen again. And again.
Anyway, I went to sleep. With Sam lying beside me. Both of us still naked. The smell of cum in the air. Cooling cum running down my side. As crazy as everything was, I felt really good about what we’d just done. I’d just done. Like I’d accomplished something important. Like passing a test. Or proving something to Justin . . . and Billy . . . and myself. I was sure my dreams would be just as good as fucking Sam had been.
I don’t know how long I’d been asleep, but the next thing I know my dad’s in the room yelling and screaming. All I could think was that I’d been caught and I was dead meat. I was so scared.
I looked around to see where Sam was. He was kneeling close beside me. His knees against my side. His hard cock held in one hand. Shit! I quickly realized that what my dad was seeing was beyond belief.
There I was, his one and only son, lying naked on the bed. And there was Sam, kneeling beside me, facing me. His hard cock still in his hand. He had just jerked off all over me. A big load. So thick. A long, thick string of cum dripping from the tip of Sam’s cock. Dripping down to the rest of Sam hot load that was clearly visible all over my cock and balls and abs. He’d just creamed another big load all over me while I was sleeping and I hadn’t even known it.
At that moment, I was almost as panicked as my dad. I could see what was going on and that was bad enough. But what I didn’t know was how much my dad could figure out about what had gone on earlier. Could he tell I’d been fucking my cousin? That I had rammed my cock up Sam’s butt until I came. Wow! My mind couldn’t process what was happening fast enough. I guess it was like I was in shock or something.
All I really knew was that Sam’s cum was all over my crotch and my dad was flapping around and screaming like a wild eagle.
“What the hell,” my dad was yelling at Sam. I was scared and confused. What had my dad seen? What had he guessed?
“What have you done to my son?” my dad bellowed at Sam. And then to me, in a more concerned tone, he said, “Get up, son. Get some clothes on. Go wash yourself clean. Wash very carefully. We’ll talk when you’re done.” He almost pushed me out of Sam’s room.
I thought sure he must realize we had had sex. I was shaking all over. I thought I was gonna be sick.
It turns out that Sam had woken up before me. He saw me lying there and he was still really horny. So he decided to unleash one more load of his cum. All over me. And he got caught. By my dad.
It also turns out that my dad had no idea Sam and I had had sex. He had no way to know. No reason to suspect. Other than my own cum drying on my tired cock. But I wasn’t going to point that out to him.
As I told all of this to Billy and Justin, they were all ears. They didn’t say a word. So, I continued.
There was a big blowup between the two families. In the end, it was agreed that I wouldn’t stay in the house the rest of the trip. The whole blame was being put on Sam. But then nobody knew there was any more to it than that Sam jerked off all over me while I was asleep. I came off looking completely innocent. And, in a way, I was.
I didn’t know where Sam had gone, but he wasn’t at the house when I came out of the shower.
Once I was cleaned up and my dad had checked to make sure I was OK, he explained that Aretha, Sam’s black step-sister, worked at a hotel/motel near downtown. She could arrange for me to stay there for free. I was more than ready to get the hell out of that crazy house. I gotta say, the sex was great, but it wasn’t worth it. I’m lucky I didn’t have a heart attack when my dad started in with his screaming at Sam.
After dinner, I drove with Aretha to the hotel where she worked and she set me up with a room. I unpacked a little bit and then just collapsed in a chair watching whatever was on TV. I really didn’t want to think about anything at that point.
Sometime later, I heard a knock at the door. It was Aretha. She was on one of her breaks and had just come in to check on me. She asked me if I minded telling her what happened. I don’t know why, but I had immediately felt completely at ease with her from the moment we first met.
Before I knew what was happening, I’d told her everything, I mean every detail of what had happened between me and Sam. She wasn’t the least bit surprised. She said his parents had suspected for sometime that he was gay and she’d known it for more than six months. She’d asked him and he’d confirmed it.
Then, out of the clear blue, she asked me if I was gay. And I just said, “Yeah.” Like it was no big deal. I couldn’t believe I’d just outted myself to her, but it just seemed safe. And natural. It turned out to be one of the best decisions of my life.
She had to go back to work, but told me she’d be back when her shift was over to check on me again. I told her that’d be great.
Anyway, a couple hours later she came back and we got to talking. Before long I’d told her my whole story, from when I first started to worry about being gay cuz I liked to eat my own cum and stuff, right up to you guys cumming on me and then coming out to our friends. Everything. I just told her everything. It seemed so natural and easy. She just asked questions and I kept talking. ”
“And how did she react when you told her you were gay and had already had sex with other guys?” Justin asked me.
“She just listened and sometimes asked a question. Usually like, ‘How did you feel about that?’ Always questions like that. She was always asking about me. About how I felt. Was I OK?” I said.
“What you’re saying is her questions weren’t like Billy’s questions,” Justin said, getting in a dig at my best friend. Then Justin started imitating Billy and the way he asks questions. “So how much did he fucking cum? Did he fucking groan a lot? Were you still fucking hard? What did his fucking cum smell like?” I couldn’t help but laugh. It was just like Billy. And nothing like Aretha. Justin had it just right, as usual.
Billy looked a little hurt at this humor at his expense, but he didn’t say anything. I think he knew it was right on the mark,
I told Justin and Billy how interested Aretha was in everything that I said. And how concerned. I talked to her for hours about my life. About her life. About being black in Iowa. About being gay in the burbs. Stuff like that.
It had gotten late and we were lying side by side on the bed. Just being quiet. Thinking about all we had told each other. And she says, “I don’t think you’re gay.”
“She said what?” Billy blurted out, interrupting my story. As usual.
I said to her, “What are you talking about? I just made it with Sam like five minutes after I walked into his room.”
I fell silent. Billy and Justin just stared at me. I didn’t know what to say next. I didn’t know what they’d think. Nobody said anything for the longest time. The three of us just looked back and forth at each other.
“So that’s your big news?” Billy finally asked. “Your news is that your cousin’s step-sister who’d just met you didn’t think you were gay?”
“No. That’s just how things got started,” I said. “There’s more to the story. It’s just kinda hard for me to tell you guys.”
As I started telling my story again, I guess I got more vague about stuff. I didn’t provide a lot of details. I didn’t think I needed to. And mercifully, Justin and Billy didn’t ask a lot of questions.
Basically Aretha told me that she thought I was living my life as though I were just some sort of stereotype. I was trying to be what other people had told me I was, or should be. I was doing what I thought I was supposed to do. Not what I wanted to do. Or what I thought I should do.
When I said that, I saw Justin give me a funny look. He knew that I was talking about him. He knew he had been the person I had turned to most often for advice recently. He knew he was at least one of those “other people” Aretha was talking about. I didn’t mean to hurt him, but she was talking about him. And I thought she might very well be right.
Anyway, Aretha said she wanted to show me something. And what she showed me was powerful. Life changing. Before the night was over, I had made love to her every way a guy can. I didn’t mean to brag, but I know I was smiling big time as I told all this to Billy and Justin.
I knew from the moment we first kissed that I wasn’t gay. At least not the way I thought I was. It was totally different with her. It wasn’t just my cock. It was my whole body that got turned on. I didn’t think we were in love. But it was lust at a whole new level for me.
The room fell silent. I expected Billy and Justin to say something. To ask me questions. Or at least give me some shit. But they just sat quietly. Thinking, I guess, about what I had just told them. What it meant.
“I think I understand why it’s so hard for me to find a space with you two guys when you’re together,” I finally said. “When a guy figures out what he really wants, what he really likes, there isn’t room for much else. You guys have figured it out and sometimes that doesn’t leave much room for me.”
“So are you going to see her again?” Justin asked.
“I doubt it. We talked about it. She’s older than me and we’re too far apart and we’re sort of cousins,” I said. “But I think I might have discovered what truly turns me on: Black women. Smart black women. Maybe a little older than me. Someone who cares about how I feel and what I want.”
“Some fucking shit that is,” Billy finally said, breaking his long silence. I didn’t think that he meant it as a put-down. It was more a statement of his amazement at it all. He was just stunned by what I had told them. “So when are you going to tell the rest of the guys that you’ve turned straight again?” Billy asked.
“I don’t think I will. I don’t think I’ve figured everything out yet. We graduate soon and I think I’ll just leave things the way they are for now as far as the rest of the guys are concerned.”
“But you think you’re straight?” Justin asked in the most sincere voice. Almost sounding concerned, but also sounding like he was ready to support me whatever I said. It was Justin at his best.
“Sometimes I think, Yeah, man, I’m straight. It’s black pussy for me. Other times, I think back about that night with you two guys at the hot tub. Or about fucking Sam’s tight ass. And I gotta say those were good, too. Don’t ever get me wrong. That was great sex. Maybe I’m bi. I don’t know. I don’t even know what my choices are. But I don’t think I know enough to decide what I am just yet. And that’s why I wanted to talk to you so bad tonight.”
It wasn’t easy to say this next part. It seemed too much to ask. But I didn’t know what else to do. And so I just asked.
“Guys, I gotta know if I’m straight or gay. I don’t want to be some old confused dude in my 20s still trying to figure this shit out. I don’t want to waste my life. Wake up one morning and realize I’d done it all wrong. It seems to me that until this past week, every time I had sex of any kind with a guy or a girl, I felt like it was wrong. I think it was the church my folks went to. It just was really down on sex. Period. And it left me with a lot of guilt.
“But this last week, I finally just cut loose and did shit. And it was great. It started with having the two of you slobbering all over my cock like two hungry dogs the other night. I let loose while we were doing it and that was great. But when it was over, I just wasn’t sure about stuff and I kind of felt bad about myself again.
“When I fucked Sam, I thought I’d figured something out from that night with you two. Just do it. Forget about the guilt. Well, that was a big step forward. Even when my dad walked in and started screaming. Even with all that going on I still knew that something fundamental had changed in me. I was a different person. I thought I knew that I was really gay and really could learn to like it. Hell, I did like it.
“Then I fucked Aretha and like wow! It was even more. Much more.
“And now . . .” I wanted to look Justin right in the eyes at this point. That’s how I’d pictured it. But I couldn’t. I let my head drop as though in shame. Without raising my head, I finally continued. “I’ve never been fucked. And I need to know what that’s like. I’ve heard Billy talk about how great it is when your big old hard cock,” and I paused and forced myself to look straight into Justin’s eyes, “your big old cock is thrusting deep into him. Connecting the two of you. Powering him is some special way.”
I turned and looked into Billy’s eyes and said, “I know you really love that. You love Justin and you really love getting fucked by him.” I flashed Billy the private smile I only share with him. “It’ll never be like that between you and me.”
My eyes darted between the two of them as I continued. “I thought I saw some of that on Sam’s face when I was fucking him. To see his eyes roll back in his head. To feel his ass tighten around my cock. To realize the power I had over him, With him. In him. It was awesome.
“But I need to know what it’s like to be on the receiving end. I’ve got to know. It will answer all my questions and at last I’ll know. I’ll know what I am. Who I am.
“So that’s why I needed to talk to you guys so bad. Will you do it?” I asked, not able once again to look either of them in the eye. “Can you help out a friend?”
To be continued . . .
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Chapter 29 – Part III
From Jess’ viewpoint
From Jess’ viewpoint
Justin was being so helpful in trying to navigate around Billy and his interruptions.
“Thanks, Justin. But maybe now isn’t the best time,” I said and started to get up to go. It didn’t feel like this was really the right time to share my news. The mood wasn’t right. At least Billy’s mood wasn’t right. He was just into the sex. It had been cool to watch him jerk off as I told him about me and Sam. When he groaned and let loose his big creamy load, I’ve got to admit it sent a big old charge through my cock. But what I had to say was about more than just sex. At least to me.
“If it’s important to you, it’s important to me,” Justin said and then corrected himself. “Important to us,” he said, looking to Billy for agreement.
“Un huh,” Billy mumbled.
“Go ahead, please, Jess. What’s your news? I really want to hear,” Justin said.
“Well, it’s kind of weird. Particularly with that introduction,” I said, nodding toward Billy, who was still sitting on the floor in a puddle of his own cum. Licking his fingers.
“Go ahead, whenever you’re ready,” Justin said.
I took a deep breath, steeled myself for what was to come, and started telling them what I thought was the most amazing news of all:
After having sex with Sam, we both lay down on his bed side by side. My cock was still rock hard. Streaked with cum and red from all the action it had just gotten. My cockhead was still dripping a little bit of cum. A strand of it hung from the tip and was pooling down just above my navel.
I’d never fucked a guy before and my mind was racing with images of what had just happened. What I’d just done. I’d actually fucked my cousin. Sam. Little Sam. I’d shoved my big old cock up his tight ass. Rammed it in an out. And cum deep inside him. So hot! Thinking about it made my dick twitch from time to time and a little more cum flow. I felt a little chilled, but Sam reached over and put a hand on my thigh. It seemed to warm my whole body.
As nervous and excited as I was, I never thought I’d fall asleep. But I did. I think we both fell asleep. As I drifted off, I remember thinking maybe Sam was right. Maybe none of his family would ever walk into his bedroom. Maybe everything was going to be cool. Maybe this could happen again. And again.
Anyway, I went to sleep. With Sam lying beside me. Both of us still naked. The smell of cum in the air. Cooling cum running down my side. As crazy as everything was, I felt really good about what we’d just done. I’d just done. Like I’d accomplished something important. Like passing a test. Or proving something to Justin . . . and Billy . . . and myself. I was sure my dreams would be just as good as fucking Sam had been.
I don’t know how long I’d been asleep, but the next thing I know my dad’s in the room yelling and screaming. All I could think was that I’d been caught and I was dead meat. I was so scared.
I looked around to see where Sam was. He was kneeling close beside me. His knees against my side. His hard cock held in one hand. Shit! I quickly realized that what my dad was seeing was beyond belief.
There I was, his one and only son, lying naked on the bed. And there was Sam, kneeling beside me, facing me. His hard cock still in his hand. He had just jerked off all over me. A big load. So thick. A long, thick string of cum dripping from the tip of Sam’s cock. Dripping down to the rest of Sam hot load that was clearly visible all over my cock and balls and abs. He’d just creamed another big load all over me while I was sleeping and I hadn’t even known it.
At that moment, I was almost as panicked as my dad. I could see what was going on and that was bad enough. But what I didn’t know was how much my dad could figure out about what had gone on earlier. Could he tell I’d been fucking my cousin? That I had rammed my cock up Sam’s butt until I came. Wow! My mind couldn’t process what was happening fast enough. I guess it was like I was in shock or something.
All I really knew was that Sam’s cum was all over my crotch and my dad was flapping around and screaming like a wild eagle.
“What the hell,” my dad was yelling at Sam. I was scared and confused. What had my dad seen? What had he guessed?
“What have you done to my son?” my dad bellowed at Sam. And then to me, in a more concerned tone, he said, “Get up, son. Get some clothes on. Go wash yourself clean. Wash very carefully. We’ll talk when you’re done.” He almost pushed me out of Sam’s room.
I thought sure he must realize we had had sex. I was shaking all over. I thought I was gonna be sick.
It turns out that Sam had woken up before me. He saw me lying there and he was still really horny. So he decided to unleash one more load of his cum. All over me. And he got caught. By my dad.
It also turns out that my dad had no idea Sam and I had had sex. He had no way to know. No reason to suspect. Other than my own cum drying on my tired cock. But I wasn’t going to point that out to him.
As I told all of this to Billy and Justin, they were all ears. They didn’t say a word. So, I continued.
There was a big blowup between the two families. In the end, it was agreed that I wouldn’t stay in the house the rest of the trip. The whole blame was being put on Sam. But then nobody knew there was any more to it than that Sam jerked off all over me while I was asleep. I came off looking completely innocent. And, in a way, I was.
I didn’t know where Sam had gone, but he wasn’t at the house when I came out of the shower.
Once I was cleaned up and my dad had checked to make sure I was OK, he explained that Aretha, Sam’s black step-sister, worked at a hotel/motel near downtown. She could arrange for me to stay there for free. I was more than ready to get the hell out of that crazy house. I gotta say, the sex was great, but it wasn’t worth it. I’m lucky I didn’t have a heart attack when my dad started in with his screaming at Sam.
After dinner, I drove with Aretha to the hotel where she worked and she set me up with a room. I unpacked a little bit and then just collapsed in a chair watching whatever was on TV. I really didn’t want to think about anything at that point.
Sometime later, I heard a knock at the door. It was Aretha. She was on one of her breaks and had just come in to check on me. She asked me if I minded telling her what happened. I don’t know why, but I had immediately felt completely at ease with her from the moment we first met.
Before I knew what was happening, I’d told her everything, I mean every detail of what had happened between me and Sam. She wasn’t the least bit surprised. She said his parents had suspected for sometime that he was gay and she’d known it for more than six months. She’d asked him and he’d confirmed it.
Then, out of the clear blue, she asked me if I was gay. And I just said, “Yeah.” Like it was no big deal. I couldn’t believe I’d just outted myself to her, but it just seemed safe. And natural. It turned out to be one of the best decisions of my life.
She had to go back to work, but told me she’d be back when her shift was over to check on me again. I told her that’d be great.
Anyway, a couple hours later she came back and we got to talking. Before long I’d told her my whole story, from when I first started to worry about being gay cuz I liked to eat my own cum and stuff, right up to you guys cumming on me and then coming out to our friends. Everything. I just told her everything. It seemed so natural and easy. She just asked questions and I kept talking. ”
“And how did she react when you told her you were gay and had already had sex with other guys?” Justin asked me.
“She just listened and sometimes asked a question. Usually like, ‘How did you feel about that?’ Always questions like that. She was always asking about me. About how I felt. Was I OK?” I said.
“What you’re saying is her questions weren’t like Billy’s questions,” Justin said, getting in a dig at my best friend. Then Justin started imitating Billy and the way he asks questions. “So how much did he fucking cum? Did he fucking groan a lot? Were you still fucking hard? What did his fucking cum smell like?” I couldn’t help but laugh. It was just like Billy. And nothing like Aretha. Justin had it just right, as usual.
Billy looked a little hurt at this humor at his expense, but he didn’t say anything. I think he knew it was right on the mark,
I told Justin and Billy how interested Aretha was in everything that I said. And how concerned. I talked to her for hours about my life. About her life. About being black in Iowa. About being gay in the burbs. Stuff like that.
It had gotten late and we were lying side by side on the bed. Just being quiet. Thinking about all we had told each other. And she says, “I don’t think you’re gay.”
“She said what?” Billy blurted out, interrupting my story. As usual.
I said to her, “What are you talking about? I just made it with Sam like five minutes after I walked into his room.”
I fell silent. Billy and Justin just stared at me. I didn’t know what to say next. I didn’t know what they’d think. Nobody said anything for the longest time. The three of us just looked back and forth at each other.
“So that’s your big news?” Billy finally asked. “Your news is that your cousin’s step-sister who’d just met you didn’t think you were gay?”
“No. That’s just how things got started,” I said. “There’s more to the story. It’s just kinda hard for me to tell you guys.”
As I started telling my story again, I guess I got more vague about stuff. I didn’t provide a lot of details. I didn’t think I needed to. And mercifully, Justin and Billy didn’t ask a lot of questions.
Basically Aretha told me that she thought I was living my life as though I were just some sort of stereotype. I was trying to be what other people had told me I was, or should be. I was doing what I thought I was supposed to do. Not what I wanted to do. Or what I thought I should do.
When I said that, I saw Justin give me a funny look. He knew that I was talking about him. He knew he had been the person I had turned to most often for advice recently. He knew he was at least one of those “other people” Aretha was talking about. I didn’t mean to hurt him, but she was talking about him. And I thought she might very well be right.
Anyway, Aretha said she wanted to show me something. And what she showed me was powerful. Life changing. Before the night was over, I had made love to her every way a guy can. I didn’t mean to brag, but I know I was smiling big time as I told all this to Billy and Justin.
I knew from the moment we first kissed that I wasn’t gay. At least not the way I thought I was. It was totally different with her. It wasn’t just my cock. It was my whole body that got turned on. I didn’t think we were in love. But it was lust at a whole new level for me.
The room fell silent. I expected Billy and Justin to say something. To ask me questions. Or at least give me some shit. But they just sat quietly. Thinking, I guess, about what I had just told them. What it meant.
“I think I understand why it’s so hard for me to find a space with you two guys when you’re together,” I finally said. “When a guy figures out what he really wants, what he really likes, there isn’t room for much else. You guys have figured it out and sometimes that doesn’t leave much room for me.”
“So are you going to see her again?” Justin asked.
“I doubt it. We talked about it. She’s older than me and we’re too far apart and we’re sort of cousins,” I said. “But I think I might have discovered what truly turns me on: Black women. Smart black women. Maybe a little older than me. Someone who cares about how I feel and what I want.”
“Some fucking shit that is,” Billy finally said, breaking his long silence. I didn’t think that he meant it as a put-down. It was more a statement of his amazement at it all. He was just stunned by what I had told them. “So when are you going to tell the rest of the guys that you’ve turned straight again?” Billy asked.
“I don’t think I will. I don’t think I’ve figured everything out yet. We graduate soon and I think I’ll just leave things the way they are for now as far as the rest of the guys are concerned.”
“But you think you’re straight?” Justin asked in the most sincere voice. Almost sounding concerned, but also sounding like he was ready to support me whatever I said. It was Justin at his best.
“Sometimes I think, Yeah, man, I’m straight. It’s black pussy for me. Other times, I think back about that night with you two guys at the hot tub. Or about fucking Sam’s tight ass. And I gotta say those were good, too. Don’t ever get me wrong. That was great sex. Maybe I’m bi. I don’t know. I don’t even know what my choices are. But I don’t think I know enough to decide what I am just yet. And that’s why I wanted to talk to you so bad tonight.”
It wasn’t easy to say this next part. It seemed too much to ask. But I didn’t know what else to do. And so I just asked.
“Guys, I gotta know if I’m straight or gay. I don’t want to be some old confused dude in my 20s still trying to figure this shit out. I don’t want to waste my life. Wake up one morning and realize I’d done it all wrong. It seems to me that until this past week, every time I had sex of any kind with a guy or a girl, I felt like it was wrong. I think it was the church my folks went to. It just was really down on sex. Period. And it left me with a lot of guilt.
“But this last week, I finally just cut loose and did shit. And it was great. It started with having the two of you slobbering all over my cock like two hungry dogs the other night. I let loose while we were doing it and that was great. But when it was over, I just wasn’t sure about stuff and I kind of felt bad about myself again.
“When I fucked Sam, I thought I’d figured something out from that night with you two. Just do it. Forget about the guilt. Well, that was a big step forward. Even when my dad walked in and started screaming. Even with all that going on I still knew that something fundamental had changed in me. I was a different person. I thought I knew that I was really gay and really could learn to like it. Hell, I did like it.
“Then I fucked Aretha and like wow! It was even more. Much more.
“And now . . .” I wanted to look Justin right in the eyes at this point. That’s how I’d pictured it. But I couldn’t. I let my head drop as though in shame. Without raising my head, I finally continued. “I’ve never been fucked. And I need to know what that’s like. I’ve heard Billy talk about how great it is when your big old hard cock,” and I paused and forced myself to look straight into Justin’s eyes, “your big old cock is thrusting deep into him. Connecting the two of you. Powering him is some special way.”
I turned and looked into Billy’s eyes and said, “I know you really love that. You love Justin and you really love getting fucked by him.” I flashed Billy the private smile I only share with him. “It’ll never be like that between you and me.”
My eyes darted between the two of them as I continued. “I thought I saw some of that on Sam’s face when I was fucking him. To see his eyes roll back in his head. To feel his ass tighten around my cock. To realize the power I had over him, With him. In him. It was awesome.
“But I need to know what it’s like to be on the receiving end. I’ve got to know. It will answer all my questions and at last I’ll know. I’ll know what I am. Who I am.
“So that’s why I needed to talk to you guys so bad. Will you do it?” I asked, not able once again to look either of them in the eye. “Can you help out a friend?”
To be continued . . .
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harry113
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Re: I Thought I Knew
Well now!! Would this really answer Jess's questions once for all, or would it complicate matters even more?
Interesting to hear what Billy & Justin feel!!
Thanks HR & Guys, Great writing.
Looking forward to the next part
Harry
Well now!! Would this really answer Jess's questions once for all, or would it complicate matters even more?
Interesting to hear what Billy & Justin feel!!
Thanks HR & Guys, Great writing.
Looking forward to the next part
Harry
Re: I Thought I Knew
Well, well, well, what in the hell do you say to a question like that...... Do you lend a buddy a hand or your ass???? It would be interesting how Billy and Justin answer this hot one, but I think they should. Now this is just my opinion. Of course a lot of things have to be considered beforehand. This needs some serious discussion between the three of them.
This is one hell of a story. I didn't see this latest twist coming and it's a biggie.
Thanks
Ken
Well, well, well, what in the hell do you say to a question like that...... Do you lend a buddy a hand or your ass???? It would be interesting how Billy and Justin answer this hot one, but I think they should. Now this is just my opinion. Of course a lot of things have to be considered beforehand. This needs some serious discussion between the three of them.
This is one hell of a story. I didn't see this latest twist coming and it's a biggie.
Thanks
Ken
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I guess since I haven't posted anything in so long I don't really have any right tocomplain, but I thought there would be a lot more people who would have an opinion on what Billy and Justin should do. Of course I know the answer, but it is in a lot of ways the whole point of this I think. Anyway, I hope some more guys will write in and let me know there opinions.
And thanks to all of you who have been so supportive of me during the project. It sounded like a cheer went up when I finally got Sam. It made me smile again.
Thanks.
I guess since I haven't posted anything in so long I don't really have any right tocomplain, but I thought there would be a lot more people who would have an opinion on what Billy and Justin should do. Of course I know the answer, but it is in a lot of ways the whole point of this I think. Anyway, I hope some more guys will write in and let me know there opinions.
And thanks to all of you who have been so supportive of me during the project. It sounded like a cheer went up when I finally got Sam. It made me smile again.
Thanks.
Re: I Thought I Knew
truthfully I did not see this twist coming wow
All things considered as best friends that is an interesting question to answer, and one that definitely needs to be answered. It will be interesting what the answer will be and how this all works out.
Jess way to be brave and tell the guys how you felt a big hug for you and i commend you on your courage.
to answer your question on my opinion of what Billy and Justin should do I am at a loss I really dont know. You guys have been thru so much. But if id have to go with something id lean towards yes BUT you guys really should think and talk about it a lot before you go thr with it.
Good Luck and I cant wait to see how this turns out.
HR- another great part, congrats I love the way you write its excellent
till next time *hugs
*now to wait patiently*
truthfully I did not see this twist coming wow
All things considered as best friends that is an interesting question to answer, and one that definitely needs to be answered. It will be interesting what the answer will be and how this all works out.
Jess way to be brave and tell the guys how you felt a big hug for you and i commend you on your courage.
to answer your question on my opinion of what Billy and Justin should do I am at a loss I really dont know. You guys have been thru so much. But if id have to go with something id lean towards yes BUT you guys really should think and talk about it a lot before you go thr with it.
Good Luck and I cant wait to see how this turns out.
HR- another great part, congrats I love the way you write its excellent
till next time *hugs
*now to wait patiently*
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Re: I Thought I Knew
Part IV of the final chapter is finally ready to roll. Just two more parts to go before this project comes to a close next week.
I hope you are still enjoying it. I have to say I was surprised by how quiet most of you guys were after this last part. I'm not sure what you thought about Jess' news. Or about his request that Justin and Billy help him try to figure things out. Was it too big a twist in the story without any warning? Well, that's one of the big differences between life and fiction. Life is far less predictable.
I didn’t have a clue how to answer this. Jess wanted us to fuck him so that he would know the truth about his sexuality. To prove, at least in his mind, whether he was truly gay. Or not. I didn’t think it was likely to answer his questions. It would only add more questions to the list he already had. I felt sure of it.
And it completely violated the rules Billy and I had created for ourselves. We just could not fuck someone else. We couldn’t! Not even Jess. Not even for this.
The room was quiet for way too long. I finally pulled my head together enough to say, “What you’re asking isn’t that easy. Billy and I need to talk about it.”
“I understand,” Jess said. “Go ahead and talk. Ask me whatever you want. I’ve thought about this a lot. All week. Nothing but this. And there’s no one else I can turn to. But I need you to help me.” He was pleading. Almost crying.
“We need to talk in private,” I said. “You just wait here." Billy and I excused ourselves and went through the bathroom to the adjoining bedroom, where the twins had stayed. We closed the door.
“Man, he wants me to fuck him. How weird is that? I didn’t see this coming,” Billy said.
“How are we gonna tell him we can’t?” I asked.
“Whadya mean ‘can’t’? How do you know we can’t? We haven’t even talked about it yet,” Billy said, his agitation growing quickly.
“But we have talked about it and we set our rules. We both agreed,” I said.
“Yeah, I know, but maybe we can. Just this once. It’s not like we’re gonna be fucking Jess every day. The guy wants our help. He’s my best bud. How can I say no? Not after all the shit we’ve done with Ted and Greg and Alex. How can we draw the line here? Now? With Jess?”
“We’re not drawing the line just with Jess. It’s not that it’s OK with other guys but not OK with him. We did a lot of stuff with Jess that night by the hot tub. Or don’t you remember? He sure does. We did all that stuff with him to help him out. To make him feel better about himself. To help him make sense of . . . " I stammered for the right words. " . . . sense of this. But we’ve agreed that fucking . . . making love . . . that’s just between the two of us. We agreed. At least I did. And I thought you did, too. We can't do this. Not even with Jess.”
“Sure, I know we’ve got fucking rules, but this is different. If we agree to it in advance. A one-time thing. Think about it. Who gets hurt? Nobody, that’s who.”
“Are you sure this isn’t just you wanting to have sex with Jess?” I asked. “Is it really because he’s a friend in need or is it . . .” I left the implications hanging unspoken.
Billy paused. I could tell his mind was racing. Filled with ideas and some confusion. At last he said, “To be honest, for me, it’s more about the guilt than the sex. I have really fucked this guy over more than just a few times. I gotta admit that,” Billy said. “He’s my best bud and I’ve treated him like fucking shit. Did you see how he looked out there? He needs this. Yeah, I’ll admit the sex might be fucking hot. But so what? This could be win-win-win. He gets his answer and you and I get our one and only chance at a real three-way. Man, what’s the problem with this one time. We can do this. Can’t we?”
Billy sounded completely sincere. At least for Billy. And I knew that when I accused Billy of only wanting to do it for the sex, I was really talking more about myself. I think I’d always been more attracted to Jess than Billy was. At least sexually attracted. And I had to admit, though I tried not to think about it too hard just then, that the idea of Billy and me fucking Jess at the same time . . . our cocks rock hard and held tight together by Jess' asshole . . . thrusting cock against cock inside Jess’s butt . . . cumming together . . . powerful surges . . . fucking Jess together . . . the three of us locked in the bond of . . . Oh, shit. This was still my No. 1 fantasy. And with that fantasy so clear in my head, how could I ever know what I really thought? And if I didn’t know what I thought, how could I argue with Billy and Jess? And they both seemed ready to go through with this plan. I was certain Jess wouldn’t learn what he thought he needed to know about himself. But who would it hurt? Probably no one. And it would be so hot.
Billy and I talked a little more, but I knew the die was cast. Billy was going to fuck Jess. I started to wonder what I was supposed to do while this was going on. And I started to visualize my fantasy again. Visualize what I lusted to do. Or was it more than lust? Was it hope? Did I really hope to . . . ?
My mind was a fucking mess as we went back out to talk with Jess.
To be continued . . .
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As always, your comments are welcomed and appreciated. The story is coming to an end very soon. If you've been following this project's twists and turns, please don't wait until the final curtain falls to speak up and let us know what you think. Comment now!
Until next time, stay happy. And stay hard.
--
Part IV of the final chapter is finally ready to roll. Just two more parts to go before this project comes to a close next week.
I hope you are still enjoying it. I have to say I was surprised by how quiet most of you guys were after this last part. I'm not sure what you thought about Jess' news. Or about his request that Justin and Billy help him try to figure things out. Was it too big a twist in the story without any warning? Well, that's one of the big differences between life and fiction. Life is far less predictable.
Chapter 29 – Part IV
From Justin’s viewpoint
From Justin’s viewpoint
I didn’t have a clue how to answer this. Jess wanted us to fuck him so that he would know the truth about his sexuality. To prove, at least in his mind, whether he was truly gay. Or not. I didn’t think it was likely to answer his questions. It would only add more questions to the list he already had. I felt sure of it.
And it completely violated the rules Billy and I had created for ourselves. We just could not fuck someone else. We couldn’t! Not even Jess. Not even for this.
The room was quiet for way too long. I finally pulled my head together enough to say, “What you’re asking isn’t that easy. Billy and I need to talk about it.”
“I understand,” Jess said. “Go ahead and talk. Ask me whatever you want. I’ve thought about this a lot. All week. Nothing but this. And there’s no one else I can turn to. But I need you to help me.” He was pleading. Almost crying.
“We need to talk in private,” I said. “You just wait here." Billy and I excused ourselves and went through the bathroom to the adjoining bedroom, where the twins had stayed. We closed the door.
“Man, he wants me to fuck him. How weird is that? I didn’t see this coming,” Billy said.
“How are we gonna tell him we can’t?” I asked.
“Whadya mean ‘can’t’? How do you know we can’t? We haven’t even talked about it yet,” Billy said, his agitation growing quickly.
“But we have talked about it and we set our rules. We both agreed,” I said.
“Yeah, I know, but maybe we can. Just this once. It’s not like we’re gonna be fucking Jess every day. The guy wants our help. He’s my best bud. How can I say no? Not after all the shit we’ve done with Ted and Greg and Alex. How can we draw the line here? Now? With Jess?”
“We’re not drawing the line just with Jess. It’s not that it’s OK with other guys but not OK with him. We did a lot of stuff with Jess that night by the hot tub. Or don’t you remember? He sure does. We did all that stuff with him to help him out. To make him feel better about himself. To help him make sense of . . . " I stammered for the right words. " . . . sense of this. But we’ve agreed that fucking . . . making love . . . that’s just between the two of us. We agreed. At least I did. And I thought you did, too. We can't do this. Not even with Jess.”
“Sure, I know we’ve got fucking rules, but this is different. If we agree to it in advance. A one-time thing. Think about it. Who gets hurt? Nobody, that’s who.”
“Are you sure this isn’t just you wanting to have sex with Jess?” I asked. “Is it really because he’s a friend in need or is it . . .” I left the implications hanging unspoken.
Billy paused. I could tell his mind was racing. Filled with ideas and some confusion. At last he said, “To be honest, for me, it’s more about the guilt than the sex. I have really fucked this guy over more than just a few times. I gotta admit that,” Billy said. “He’s my best bud and I’ve treated him like fucking shit. Did you see how he looked out there? He needs this. Yeah, I’ll admit the sex might be fucking hot. But so what? This could be win-win-win. He gets his answer and you and I get our one and only chance at a real three-way. Man, what’s the problem with this one time. We can do this. Can’t we?”
Billy sounded completely sincere. At least for Billy. And I knew that when I accused Billy of only wanting to do it for the sex, I was really talking more about myself. I think I’d always been more attracted to Jess than Billy was. At least sexually attracted. And I had to admit, though I tried not to think about it too hard just then, that the idea of Billy and me fucking Jess at the same time . . . our cocks rock hard and held tight together by Jess' asshole . . . thrusting cock against cock inside Jess’s butt . . . cumming together . . . powerful surges . . . fucking Jess together . . . the three of us locked in the bond of . . . Oh, shit. This was still my No. 1 fantasy. And with that fantasy so clear in my head, how could I ever know what I really thought? And if I didn’t know what I thought, how could I argue with Billy and Jess? And they both seemed ready to go through with this plan. I was certain Jess wouldn’t learn what he thought he needed to know about himself. But who would it hurt? Probably no one. And it would be so hot.
Billy and I talked a little more, but I knew the die was cast. Billy was going to fuck Jess. I started to wonder what I was supposed to do while this was going on. And I started to visualize my fantasy again. Visualize what I lusted to do. Or was it more than lust? Was it hope? Did I really hope to . . . ?
My mind was a fucking mess as we went back out to talk with Jess.
To be continued . . .
--
As always, your comments are welcomed and appreciated. The story is coming to an end very soon. If you've been following this project's twists and turns, please don't wait until the final curtain falls to speak up and let us know what you think. Comment now!
Until next time, stay happy. And stay hard.
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Re: I Thought I Knew
I agree 100% with Matt 18. They all want it and if they just treat is as what it is. Just helping out a friend in need to know what it's like. It may or may not answer jess' questions like Justin believes, it could create more rather than less questions.
Really want to see how this turns out.
Ken
I agree 100% with Matt 18. They all want it and if they just treat is as what it is. Just helping out a friend in need to know what it's like. It may or may not answer jess' questions like Justin believes, it could create more rather than less questions.
Really want to see how this turns out.
Ken