Lovethecawk
On the Prowl
The first time I came out that I was bi I was in high school and it was to a random girl. We actually went out for a while, but that's a different story.
I had lots of fantasies about coming out to my friends and long story short, the friend would say "omg, you are bi? you want my cock? please! suck me now!" that would have been just about the best case scenario. I came out to my best friend and he actually admitted that he had had some thoughts like that but that he never really thought about it for real, that was the closest my dream ever came. I told another friend and he basically said "I don't care, I wouldnt have even known if u didnt say anything, so just w/e" and I told a 3rd friend and every once in a while one of them will crack a joke about it, almost, so I know they think about it every once in a while, but the topic doesnt come up so I doubt they ever really think about it. I hope that them knowing I'm bi makes them think of me, maybe whenever one of them wants a threesome.
I really want to suck all their cocks though. I've sucked two cocks, a guy from HS and some guy of cragslist. I loved it both times but can't help thinking that I would enjoy more myself if I knew I was pleasuring my friend and I would love to just stop by regularly and take his load. I just think that doing it with someone I know would be much better and funner than a random, also much safer.
I just wish one of them wanted me too :/ I don't think it'll ever happen though, honestly. I have not ever said that I wanted to suck their dick. I've said I love cock, but I have never told any of them that I would suck their cock any time any place, and cherish their cock the way it needs to be. I'm afraid if I ever actually said or asked them "I really want your cock, will you let me give you a blow job?" that that would creep them out super and they would not be able to look at me the same. I don't want them to, I want them to look at me as a cum bucket, but I don't want to lose their friendship either.
I had lots of fantasies about coming out to my friends and long story short, the friend would say "omg, you are bi? you want my cock? please! suck me now!" that would have been just about the best case scenario. I came out to my best friend and he actually admitted that he had had some thoughts like that but that he never really thought about it for real, that was the closest my dream ever came. I told another friend and he basically said "I don't care, I wouldnt have even known if u didnt say anything, so just w/e" and I told a 3rd friend and every once in a while one of them will crack a joke about it, almost, so I know they think about it every once in a while, but the topic doesnt come up so I doubt they ever really think about it. I hope that them knowing I'm bi makes them think of me, maybe whenever one of them wants a threesome.
I really want to suck all their cocks though. I've sucked two cocks, a guy from HS and some guy of cragslist. I loved it both times but can't help thinking that I would enjoy more myself if I knew I was pleasuring my friend and I would love to just stop by regularly and take his load. I just think that doing it with someone I know would be much better and funner than a random, also much safer.
I just wish one of them wanted me too :/ I don't think it'll ever happen though, honestly. I have not ever said that I wanted to suck their dick. I've said I love cock, but I have never told any of them that I would suck their cock any time any place, and cherish their cock the way it needs to be. I'm afraid if I ever actually said or asked them "I really want your cock, will you let me give you a blow job?" that that would creep them out super and they would not be able to look at me the same. I don't want them to, I want them to look at me as a cum bucket, but I don't want to lose their friendship either.
















