An old thread has come to the surface. I wonder if the original poster has given in to his desires and sucked a cock?
I'll add my comments here in support of any more otherwise straight or curious/questioning guys who want to suck a cock. You are normal, you are not alone, and you should find a willing cock to suck and enjoy one of life's simple pleasures.
I'm not attracted to men in the sense that I am to women, but when I see a dick, I instantly get weak at the knees and I want to fondle it, suck it, and feel it pushing inside my mouth, feeling his pleasure build. As an earlier poster said about Squirt, I found that there's no shortage of willing cocks out there. I love to milk guys in straight relationships who are not getting it from their wife and they're so horny and in need of a warm willing mouth and throat. I've had many married guys as regular suck buddies and they're always happy to let me relieve them of their cum load, knowing that I'll keep their secret.
And there's the supreme pleasure of the ending. Letting a guy cum in your mouth is a beautiful act of selfless pleasure-giving, and is the natural completion of a blowjob. It shows commitment to the blowjob and to the giving of pleasure. It completes the beautiful connection between cock owner and cock sucker and is the ultimate act of selfless brotherhood. Every man who is attracted to cock, or curious about cock, should suck a cock and let him cum in his mouth.
The cock fills your mouth and many or most men on the brinking of cumming will tend to want to push it deep. Hands can be used on his shaft to limit the depth if deep-throating is not your thing. For me it's a more intense experience to have the cum deposited in my mouth, rather than direct to my throat.
At the magic moment, he will stiffen harder and will push, then the cum either spurts or oozes and fills your mouth. It feels thick, gooey and warm. The taste fills your mouth and overtakes your senses, and in that moment I love it - it tastes of sex and pleasure. You gulp it all down and the taste lingers.
As his orgasm subsides and his shaft softens, I withdraw it gently, smile and thank him. We've just completed a joyful act together. When I go on my way and go about my day or evening, the taste and texture will linger as a reminder of shared pleasure.
Like magicdick said, sucking cock is addicktive. Once you've sucked a cock, enjoyed the simple pleasure of a man's meat pole and his joy juice filling your mouth, you'll want more.
Do it. Every man who is curious about cock should suck one and see for themselves.