Hi Guys Im new here just saw this website from another forum.
Ok Basically im 21 and ever since i was 16 i had always been curious on having fun with guys, so i hooked up with a few randoms nothing ever serious with a guy, over the course of the past 5 years. But i always at the same time went out with Girls so i would say i was Bi then but i have read alot that basically i was experimenting which i agree with.
I have always had mad feelings for guys like if i see a guy on the street and hes hot i cant stop looking at them lol. I do still find girls Attractive but with guys its whole new level.
So last week i posted an an ad on a Classified ads page i just wanted some fun but i said i wanted regular i got a few replies back but there was this one guy who replied he is 35yrs old which at 1st i was like crap but then we chatted over the phone etc and he seemed so sweet and nice. So we agreed to meet 2 days later he even booked us a hotel room so i knew then it wasn't just going to be a quick shag like the others i was so nervous on meeting him just cause i was thinking to myself if i dont like him in the flesh what do i do the guys booked a room lol.
But anyway before we met up we texted each other literally Every day from the morning till late at night and he turned me on so much and he is smoking hot
so when i got to the hotel i told him i was there and he came to get me and when i saw him in the flesh he was even better we did our thing and it was the best sex i had ever had. We spent the whole night just hugging each other nothing was rushed either where as before it was over within 1- 2 hours. So anyway the next day i we left we agreed to meet up again one day this week.
I got home and i thought to myself i actually enjoyed being with him then i spent the whole day just going over and over that i am actually gay i cried a bit cause its a really hard thing to accept yourself, then i went through the scenarios of coming out which at the moment is too much to think about. I think im just going to take one step at a time. Plus things with this guy at the moment are going great at the moment its just regular fun but you never know how things may turn out. Cause he has said me that i turned him like he hasnt felt in years. If things work out and we or he wants us to go further then i think thats when i will consider what i want to do in terms of coming out.
SO yeah thanks for reading and im Sorry for the long post
Ok Basically im 21 and ever since i was 16 i had always been curious on having fun with guys, so i hooked up with a few randoms nothing ever serious with a guy, over the course of the past 5 years. But i always at the same time went out with Girls so i would say i was Bi then but i have read alot that basically i was experimenting which i agree with.
I have always had mad feelings for guys like if i see a guy on the street and hes hot i cant stop looking at them lol. I do still find girls Attractive but with guys its whole new level.
So last week i posted an an ad on a Classified ads page i just wanted some fun but i said i wanted regular i got a few replies back but there was this one guy who replied he is 35yrs old which at 1st i was like crap but then we chatted over the phone etc and he seemed so sweet and nice. So we agreed to meet 2 days later he even booked us a hotel room so i knew then it wasn't just going to be a quick shag like the others i was so nervous on meeting him just cause i was thinking to myself if i dont like him in the flesh what do i do the guys booked a room lol.
But anyway before we met up we texted each other literally Every day from the morning till late at night and he turned me on so much and he is smoking hot
so when i got to the hotel i told him i was there and he came to get me and when i saw him in the flesh he was even better we did our thing and it was the best sex i had ever had. We spent the whole night just hugging each other nothing was rushed either where as before it was over within 1- 2 hours. So anyway the next day i we left we agreed to meet up again one day this week. I got home and i thought to myself i actually enjoyed being with him then i spent the whole day just going over and over that i am actually gay i cried a bit cause its a really hard thing to accept yourself, then i went through the scenarios of coming out which at the moment is too much to think about. I think im just going to take one step at a time. Plus things with this guy at the moment are going great at the moment its just regular fun but you never know how things may turn out. Cause he has said me that i turned him like he hasnt felt in years. If things work out and we or he wants us to go further then i think thats when i will consider what i want to do in terms of coming out.
SO yeah thanks for reading and im Sorry for the long post
and what he wants. He even showed me some new things 
