Paul
It was 2:00 AM. My room was dark except for the glow of my computer screen. I looked behind me to double check that I had locked my door. My tissue box was next to the computer. I started looking at free gay porn like I usually did. But this night I did something I had never done before. I got on a gay dating website. I filled out the bio page as honestly as I could. I took my digital camera, went into the bathroom, and locked the door. I took about a dozen pictures of myself with my shirt off wearing a pair of jeans before I had one that I liked.
After posting my picture it didn’t take long for a guy to PM me.
Josh22: What’s up?
New2this: Just checking things out.
Josh22: Find anything you like? Maybe in my profile?
New2this: Yeah, ur pretty hot. Way out of my league.
Josh22: I wouldn’t necessarily say that. You may not be a body builder, but you look toned up. What are you about 155?
New2this: Close, 152, 5’10”….U?
Josh22: I’m up to 195, 6’2” I am shooting for 205 by the end of summer
Josh22: You still there?
New2this: Yeah, sorry. This is my first time on a dating site, not sure what to talk about.
Josh22: Are you new to the gay scene all together or just online dating?
New2this: New to it all.
Josh22: You haven’t been with a guy yet?
New2this: Nope
Josh22: I just became very interested in you.
New2this: You like inexperienced guys?
Josh22: Its fun to be there to see a guy’s first time, to watch him experience all those new things and to let him explore my perfectly chiseled body with his hands and tongue for the first time.
New2this: I would like that
Josh22: You want to meet then?
New2this: I think so
Josh22: You think so? I am gunna need a yes or no man.
New2this: Yes
Josh22: How about my side of town, the 45 Club?
New2this: Is that a gay club?
Josh22: Yeah
New2this: Could we meet nearby and go there together? I don’t really want to go in alone
Josh22: Next door is a coffee shop. Meet me there tomorrow night at 10 PM.
New2this: OK
Josh22: Don’t let me down.
New2this: I will be there.
With that I saw his status change to “offline”. I looked at his profile picture again. He was so tall! His stomach and chest just went on forever. He looked so smooth and hard. I couldn’t believe he was interested in me.
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I was so nervous. I parked my car and started walking to the coffee shop. I had to wipe the palms of my hands on my pants. I live in a more rural area of town, there was so much traffic here. I could smell car exhaust everywhere. As I walked into the coffee shop I took a deep breath and enjoyed the strong coffee ground smell. It was like a lounge, there were big sofas and chairs, and people on laptops. I didn’t see anyone that looked like him. I looked at my watch, I was early. I ordered a mocha and sat down. The knot in my stomach was getting worse. Every once in a while I would take a deep breath to try and alleviate it. It would get better for a second and come back.
Then he walked in. His short dark hair was combed to the middle and formed a peak down the center, a little like a short Mohawk. He had a dark blue button up shirt on that matched his eyes. The sleeves were rolled up almost to his elbow, and the shirt was tight around his biceps. It was definitely him. He was walking right at me and making eye contact with me. I stood up and held my hand out. He grabbed my hand but instead of shaking it he pulled me into him and gave me a quick hug with his other hand. It was like slow motion, his face came right up next to mine and disappeared out of my view. His cool earlobe made contact with my cheek, and I could smell his cologne. Even though he looked like he had shaved I could feel his rough cheek against mine.
“My name is Josh, by the way.”
“Paul.”
“You look nervous.” Josh said
“Yeah, a little.”
“Don’t be, I’ll take good care of you tonight.”
“Thanks”
“Come on, let’s go.”
The music was loud, it was dark with bright flashing lights, and there were guys everywhere. I took a moment to look around, and then Josh grabbed my hand and led me through the crowd. He found a spot he liked and started dancing. I think he could tell I didn’t really know how. He slowed down a little and showed me a few moves. After I started to get comfortable out on the dance floor he was doing shit I wouldn’t even think about trying. He was a very good dancer, it appealed to my primitive desires.
After we had danced for a while Josh unbuttoned his shirt. He started dancing really close to me and started grinding on me. It was so strange having a guy do this to me. I put my hand on his chest and he looked at me seductively and moved closer. His chest felt hot and mildly sweaty. It was very hard, and his body felt sturdy. His face was moving in and he placed one of his hands behind my head and pulled my lips into his. It only lasted a moment. His warm lips on mine, I could taste him.
We probably looked odd together, Josh was so much taller and bigger than me.
Josh moved around behind me and wrapped his long arms around my stomach as he started grinding on me from behind. I could feel him rubbing his crotch against my butt. His hands moved to the sides of my hips and he pulled them closer to him as he was grinding against me. He pushed on my back making me bend over and put my hands on my knees as he simulated anal sex as we danced.
We never talked about it, but it was obvious now that he was a top. I didn’t care. Josh could do anything he wanted to me.
With Josh behind me I was looking across the crowd to see what other people were doing. There were a lot of guys grinding on each other, many with no shirts on. Some of the dancing was some really nasty stuff compared to what I was used to. Then I was confused as hell. Josh came walking out of the crowd with no shirt on. His hair wasn’t combed to the middle, it was flat and laid forward. I turned my head to look behind myself. Josh was still grinding on me and had an almost evil grin on his face as he looked at me. When I turned forward again the other guy had just approached me and he put his bare chested body up against mine and started grinding on me from the front side.
He leaned into my ear and above the loud music I heard him say “I’m Jasper.”
I felt Josh’s lips against my ear. He took my earlobe into his mouth and ran his tongue against it. When he released it he said “Let’s get out of here.”
Jasper nodded to his comment and he started towards the front of the club. Josh took my hand and we followed. I followed Jasper’s tall naked shoulder blades as he walked through the crowd with confidence, his t-shirt hung out of his back pocket. When we had to go through a crowded group of guys Jasper raised his thick long arms above everyone’s head to squeeze through. I saw one guy that accidentally buried his face in Jasper’s armpit as the crowd abruptly moved, lucky bastard.
Jasper put on his skin tight Abercrombie t-shirt as we walked out the front door and into the cool night air. The loud music subsided and was replaced by the noise of traffic as we walked away from the club.
Josh was going to drive their car and Jasper rode with me to show me where to go.
“Are you having a good time?” Jasper asked me
“Uh…yeah.” I stammered. “Just a little nervous.”
“What is there to be nervous about?”
“Well, I have never been out with a guy before, and…well…you guys are really hot, I just feel out of place.”
“Don’t worry. Josh doesn’t go out on charity dates. He is going out with you because he thinks you are hot. You do have a very hot ‘boy next door’ thing going on.”
“You really think so?” I said as a smile came over my face
“Oh yeah. Now turn in that driveway just up ahead.”
As I stopped in the driveway I asked Jasper “So do you have a boyfriend?”
Jasper looked at me and smirked “You’re my boyfriend tonight.” And he got out of the car.
What did he mean by that? Did Josh trade me off to Jasper? Is Josh going to get someone else? Then I saw Josh pulling up in his car….alone. Before I saw him I was feeling rejected by what Jasper said. Then I started to put it together. I was on a date with BOTH of them tonight. I suddenly felt like a piece of meat, a helpless piece of meat that the twins could do anything they wanted to. I have never felt this way, like willing prey.
“Who lives here?” I asked
“Our boss lives here.” Josh answered
Jasper just opened the door and walked in.
An attractive man in his early 40’s met us inside. Josh introduced me to him.
I thought it was a little weird that we were at their boss’s house. In fact this whole night seemed weird and I didn’t know what was going to happen. But I really liked being around Jasper and Josh.
We all sat down and Josh broke the silence. “So Paul, you said you have never been with a guy before?”
With the twins and Brad looking at me I awkwardly answered “Uh, nope. Never been with a guy before.”
What the hell is he doing talking about this in front of his boss?
“Are you looking forward to our date getting a little more serious?”
I didn’t speak, I just nodded.
“If you want to have sex with me you will need to come out of your shell, not be so shy. Can you do that?”
“Yes.” I said with confidence after hearing the word “if”.
“You only have one chance at this. You can say no to anything I ask, but if you do…it’s over, we’re done, for tonight, for ever.”
To be continued.........