I'm tired of wading through all this bs for something that I"m not totally convinced is there. I'm tired of trying to impress others while holding some inate senseless shame inside knowing that it all doesn't really matter - and most of all I'm tired of trying to make sense out of something that has no sense, something that doesn't even matter in the long run and something that i can't quite let go. Fuck it all. This is a mess.


















