Im Such A Fucking Coward!!

[beatleshead]

GOD WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME!!

so i had a final yesterday and this really hot guy sat next to me..hes my type, not fat but stocky and muscular and a really cute face and really masculine.

Actually I've seen him before and the class and ive suspected he might be gay because he sits by one of his friends and like tries to make googly eyes but the friend is totally uninterested and uncomfortable...its so funny to watch LOL

So anyways he came in late so thier were no chairs and he looked at me and tried to look for somewhere else to sit...i dont know if he was scared of me or what but i keep looking at him to sit next to me. so he did. we started writing our finals and then our arms kept touching and it was so warm...i felt protected for some reason.

He turned and looked at me and then we keep staring and then finally he talked...he wanted me to help him cheat on his final

So i did (ONLY COS HE WAS HOT!) and then we talked some more when we had like a two minute break...so then we finished and he was clearly waiting for me to finish cos he kept looking over at my essay test and pretending like he was reviewing his...so as soon as i got up he got up, we turned in our essays and left.

So then like an idiot i bolted out of thier but he followed me and when we got to the parking lot i walked back towards him...so we talked briefly and he was really nervous...so i got to my car and he got to where his dorms are and i asked him his name and he asked for mine and then we just kinda stood theier and didnt know what to say or do.

So then he said "I guess I see you around" and I said ok and then I left. And then while i was driving I thought to myself....I'll NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN!!! I SHOULD'VE GOT HIS NUMBER OR SOMETHING!!! the chances of me seeing him again are almost non exisitant.....

So now im sulking at myself...I've come so far confidence wise, but really im still a fucking coward.

 

[Fucker29]

It happens...hopefully, you'll see him again and on that next time don't make the same mistake. If not, I'm sure you'll find a guy that pleases you in time.

But I do understand your frustration. I'd be exactly like you if not more.

 

[blogthissucker]

If you know his name, find him on facebook. Even a first name is probably enough.

 

[beatleshead]

If you know his name, find him on facebook. Even a first name is probably enough.

Ive tried that! first name and last cos our class is web incoperated so i was able to find three j**e's in the class...and i cant find him on myspace or facebook

 

[Ringfinger]

So i did (ONLY COS HE WAS HOT!)

At least you're honest, haha.

 

[G-Lexington]

>>>So i did (ONLY COS HE WAS HOT!)

Well, thank God you've got standards.

Lex

 

[allthelittlefishies]

To be fair, as cool as it is to meet new people: helping them cheat on a test doesn't seem like the best way to start a relationship.

Maybe it's just me though.

 

[beatleshead]

i actually think i found him on myspace...and now im like...isnt it creepy that im searching for some guy i let cheat off of me, and talked to for all but 2 minutes? and his myspace says straight...im mean do i really wanna be disapointed AGAIN!

watever i'll join it and see wat he says...

 

[beatleshead]

>>>So i did (ONLY COS HE WAS HOT!)

Well, thank God you've got standards.

Lex

Lex...if Brad Pitt wanted to cheat off of you, your morals would go down the drain too...

 

[G-Lexington]

Bullshit. Or at least I'd go and demand some payment for services rendered afterwards.

Lex

 

[beatleshead]

Bullshit. Or at least I'd go and demand some payment for services rendered afterwards.

Lex

WHAT KIND OF PAYMENT!! Lex, u freak u...

 

[G-Lexington]

For the love of Pete, he tracked you down and walked back with you to the dorms and told you his name. You could've said, "So, I think after doing that for you, the least you can do is buy me some coffee."

Lex