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[im_gay]

Okay, this is my first entry! I've been a member here since 2003 and finally made up my mind to post something here since my blog is really empty unlike the others, --- so alive and full of colors! hehe erm, lemme find a topic, erm,... lemmeeee think..... lemmeeee breathe...... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa okay, today? is a boring day, I've got so much things that I'd like to do outside but I'm stuck here in my room because I'm kinda like depress, (don't ask why! ) just kidding! the truth is that, I just don't feel like going out...... I don't like to see other people... that's eat, I haven't got my lunch yet... lol anywayz, I'm here downloading lots of Smallville episodes! I love clark kent! yummy! don't you think? so, if you'd like to know anything about me, don't hesitate to ask me a question, just anything! I'm open! promise! I'll be honest to answer all your questions!!!! ei, have you checked my new pics? check it!

 

[im_gay]

Well, geee, I just woke up! it's 3:28pm here, yesterday was a boring day.... and I don't want that to happen again.... well at least not today.... dya wanna know why? yay!!!! I've got a date... well, not like a date with ya know.... just a friendly date ya! but atleast I have someone to talk to in this very hot season!!!!! duh! anywayz, I would like to thank to all the peepz who welcumed me.....

I actually made a thread to promote this blog of mine.... shame on me.... duh!!!!
Click on this

yo!!!! I would like to let ya know that I just added new pics in my gallery hope you guys like them... and sooon I'll bee adding my poems here....
and who knows I'll add my nude pics here..... lol

thank ya all!!!


mwahhhhh


love lots!

je-ar

 

[im_gay]

okay, so i didn't keep my promise ei? well, I'm not good in writing so somehow it discouraged me to update my blog, or maybe i'm just lazy to update it... geee... sorry about it. anywayz, this week has been an awesome week for me, since i usually spend all of my time with my pals, we always go to a karaoke bar and have fun. we sing, no... we don't dance, we just sing there, my fav. songs to sing in the karaoke bar would have to be, songs from matchbox 20, the calling, and some love songs, yes, i love alternative bands, i just love to listen, i prefer those type of music, oh! is it okay if I'm gon'a post my poem here, hehe please? hehe i made this months ago, its for someone who broke my heart. duh!

THIS IS WHERE LOVE TAKES ME
By: Je-ar Abangan
Date and Time: 11/09/05 @ 1:31 am


I've dreamt for so long just to be with you
Where I could be the only one that your eyes lay on to
Every night I pray that you will feel the same way too
Day after day all I see is nothing but oh so you
Though it's very impossible for this to come true
I still would want you even if you dont want me to
Because this is where love takes me and this is where Ill be

By looking in your eyes just completes my day
No Im not afraid of what will the people say
Coz I believe in my feelings even if Im drowning in pain
Im not expecting anything coz I know that Ive nothing to gain
Though I know that we cant really be together
I still want you to know that Ill be here forever
Because this is where love takes me and this is where Ill go

I know that Im a fool for falling in love with you
I know that you dont care bout the feelings that I have for you
Loving you is like unloving me; I know that this aint right
Yet you are my only reason why my life is oh so bright
I dont care when or how, but Im hoping somehow
So many heartaches and so many tears that love has brought to me
But this is where love takes me and this is where Ill stay.

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so, what do you think of the poem? i know it's crap, but thats just what i feel...


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oh! i almost forgot this one.... hehe
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Feelin Hot?
by: Je-ar

If you stare at me
I'll stare at you
If your feeling me?
I feel you too
if you think you are strong?
don't just hang on
just get my number
and we'll bring it on


I am young and you are young
you are fresh and I'm fresh
you're feelin hot,
well I am not!
don't waste my time
you just paid a dime
if you want to cum?
we'll make it fast!


you think I'm great?
we'll that's just great
you think I'm the one?
well I'll be gone


think I'm a fool?
we'll that's a foul
think I'm a slut?
we'll thanx a lot!


now you're lovin me
I'll be leavin soon
you crazy cunt
I got what I wan't

do not blame me
this is just a game
just let it go
I know your game
coz I play it too!

tellin your friends
well that's alright!
that's the trend
c'mon lets fight!