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In love with an impossible man :(

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I don't know about you guys, but I've had a few experiences on being in love with a man that I know I will never have.... I think it's one of the worst experiences of being gay. The first love of my life was a porter at my high school when I was like 17 years old. I was so in love with him that I used to miss classes just to see him. He was something like a 40 year old bear... big mustache, beefy, black haired, tall, and very masculine. I was so obsessed with him that I found out his name and I memorized his car licence number (which I still remember) and always checked his car before entering to classes to see if he had got to the school to work. He was my obsession, but I always knew he would never end up with me, but just thinking about it kept me happy. Time went on and I graduated from high school and I never saw him again :( but until now I remember him as being the first love of my life.

The second impossible man of my life was a classmate of mine at university; since the first time I saw him, I fell in love with him and I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I even couldn't make him my friend because I was so damn nervous everytime I talked to him, that I couldn't follow a normal conversation with him. He was white, he had a thick-hair goatee, hairy-chested, a Russell Crowe-like face and he was kinda beefy. I missed him everytime he was absent to classes. I used to watch him with his best female friend and she used to give him massages and hugged him, while I was wishing being her to give him the best massages he had ever had. There was a time in which he was too drunk and he started peeing just in front of me and I saw his dick... it was one of the hottest moments in my life... I remember just getting home and jerking off with the image of him peeing. God, I still remember him and get a hard on.

Well, those were very important men in my life, but I am sorry that they were straight guys and, of course, impossible to get. It's hard to accept it, but you'll never have them, although the memories are worth to be kept in mind forever.

Have you had, as I did, any impossible man? :confused:
 
I know what you mean.

My best friend comes over every weekend to hang out. If he is off from work during the week, he plans on spending that day with me. He even tells his family and other friends not to expect him to do anything else on the weekends because he doesn't want to miss hanging with me. We watch movies, play videogames, work on models, occasionally make a day trip to the nearby metropolis, but always together and inseparable. We've been like this for two years now. I am so in love with him it hurts -- but he is straight.

When we first started hanging out so much, I wondered if he might be gay. Even his mother asked him if we were a couple. Most straight guys aren't so exclusive about hanging with another guy as much as he does, but after a while, it became clear to me that he was undeniably straight, after I had totally fallen for him. So now when he comes over, I love every minute I get to spend with him, but there is also the pain of knowing that he can never feel for me how I feel for him.

Still, I rejoice that I have such a devoted friend, and will never take that for granted.
 
omg, i am in the same position as you, the main i love is my next door neighbour, and me and him were chatting for about 20 minutes about cars, which got me very excited, and he was touchin my arms with his thick masculine fingers, but i know its so impossible to get him! but i still cant take my eyes of him!
 
my impossible first love was my football trainer.

I used to play football for 13 years on a high level, had an trainer from a first division team after a while because our team needed a new trainer. He was tall, bald(i love bald man), very masculair, very cute, and had an very big dick(because i saw him showering once). He was married and had a kid so I knew it was pointless to ask him. He once played with the other trainers against our team and i had to defend him. I tackled him allot but it was good fun to see him falling down everytime when he touched the ball by me. After that he asked me to come with him to a new team because he thought i was good. Ive did that and played at high level football with him for 6 years. Then his wife was pissed at him because he played to many football and told him to choose between her or football and we all would choose for their loves then so he did.

Im back to my old team now but i remember him as if hes here next to me.
 
true i always fall in love with an impossible, i wish tables would turn and they could ask us out rather then us thinking about them!
 
Click the second link in my signature. There was also another guy too but I don't feel like reposting about him again. :(
 
And one more thing... how could you have been in love with somebody you barely knew? :confused: Lol, I guess you were just in love with his looks?
 
CaptainJohn said:
I know what you mean.

My best friend comes over every weekend to hang out. If he is off from work during the week, he plans on spending that day with me. He even tells his family and other friends not to expect him to do anything else on the weekends because he doesn't want to miss hanging with me. We watch movies, play videogames, work on models, occasionally make a day trip to the nearby metropolis, but always together and inseparable. We've been like this for two years now. I am so in love with him it hurts -- but he is straight.

When we first started hanging out so much, I wondered if he might be gay. Even his mother asked him if we were a couple. Most straight guys aren't so exclusive about hanging with another guy as much as he does, but after a while, it became clear to me that he was undeniably straight, after I had totally fallen for him. So now when he comes over, I love every minute I get to spend with him, but there is also the pain of knowing that he can never feel for me how I feel for him.

Still, I rejoice that I have such a devoted friend, and will never take that for granted.
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that's exactly the situation im in now...even with the mom thing, cos he always calls me every night =P and so his mom asked him if he was gay =D, made me laugh and hope a bit tho:$, but im okay with it for now...
 
Well I think I can honestly say that I have some experience in this area.

Been in love with my best friend for a while, although Im realizing more and more that it cant be. I have a very similar experience and friend that CAPTAIN JOHN mentioned above.
 
Wesker4486 said:
I had a weird high school experience. One day, I was staying after class to make up a Science test and it was just me and the teacher. He was a semi overweight irish guy and always wore jeans with an extremely noticable bulge. I couldn't help myself sometimes and he would always talk to me for some reason. Anyway, one day he goes over to the corner of the room WHILE I am taking the test. I don't know what he was doing, but I couldn't really see him. That day there was an after school teacher football game. I think it was the day before thanksgiving break, teacher bowl or something. Anyway, he is doing something in the corner and soon or a later he comes out and says, "you didn't see anything did you"? I was all cought off guard and was like, "no" and noticed he was in a different outfit. HE WAS FREAKING CHANGING IN THE SAME ROOM WITH ME AND ONLY ME IN IT. I was completely weirded out, but you know, turned on at the same time, hah! He was like, "when you are done, just leave them on the desk" and he left the room.

I always thought there was something strange about that guy. I kind of had a crush on him, but not as much as the other teachers. Students always labeled him as "gay", but not literally, you know what I mean? One time some kid asked him if he was gay and he responded, "what if I am"? I think he was and he would always come over to me and start bull shit chatter. Maybe he was and maybe I made it too obvious looking at his bulge all the time, I don't know, but I kinda wish something happened there even though that would have been a disaster, especially at my age. I definitely went home and relieved myself to the thought of it though!

High school, for me, had the best looking men I have ever seen. The teachers were all rediculously handsome, I had boners 24/7, lol! There was this one guy who looked like a poster bear model from some internet site. He was a beefy guy with a thick black beard and he was a 9th grade english teacher. He also ran the gay rights program for our high school which also lead me to suspicion. He kind of came off like a gay man, but I could have sworn hearing he had a girlfriend or something one time. Oh well, not in my thoughts! I wish I could find pictures of these guys so I could show them to you all. Seriously, there were a good 20 of them that I relieved myself to countlessly for four years.
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Wow, that last guy reminds me of a teacher of mine from High School. Like almost exactly. I hate loving "impossible men".
 
ok ive obsessed over impossable men, but saying that your in love is just wrong. love really is a both party thing, you need ot be loved to be in love, other wise its an infactuation. i hope you guys check out www.silverdaddies.com because ive met guys and fallin in love here. its a safe way to meet men that arnt impossable. check it out. i know it is hard finding older men that would suit you. so check it out, see what happens.
 
I understand many of these stories I feel in love with my best friend ruined my friendship with him made my life terrible and now im worried im gonna do it again with my best mate all over again and this guy is better than the last I just don't want to do it all over again and im slightly afraid I will
 
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I understand many of these stories I feel in love with my best friend ruined my friendship with him made my life terrible and now im worried im gonna do it again with my best mate all over again and this guy is better than the last I just don't want to do it all over again and im slightly afraid I will
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hey look, dont worry about that right now, if its right it will all work out, if its not right, you cant blame yourself, it just wasnt right. if i were you i would try not to fall in love with your best friend, i know its not easy, but if you can get past it, you will realize that he is your best friend, and you wont want to compromize that just to get your load off so to speak. there are plenty of fish in the sea.
 
i was kinda hung up on my highschool D.A.R.E. officer he was porky and had red hair and mustache. id fantasixe about him laying on me and gringing his hips into mine..... it gets steamyer from there but yeah i know how you feel
 
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