arowanaboy2004
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Hi everyone,
I would like to share with you what is happening to my life right now and its like what you might say unexplored territory that I really do not know what the eventuality will be.
I work in the finance dept of our company and when I requested for someone to send some documents to one of our clients, they sent a new guy (he's 21 and really good looking). This was late last year 2007, and obviously I instantly has a crush on this guy but I was & still is deeply closeted so I was very professional, purely work related conversations and I really had no plans of going beyond that lest I create unwanted controversy in such a small office.
Then at exactly minutes before Christmas eve, I received a text from him greeting me a merry chrisitmas. I was quite surprised then so I txtd him back. So that single text started it all and a few days later I invited him for dinner ( by text) and he accepted. He told me that he just broke up with his girlfriend and dont intend to have a relationship right now because he wants to concentrate on work. From then on we always meet after work for dinner and some drinks afterwards and lots of jokes and conversations. I had so much fun with him that I bought him gifts which he really appreciates but later told me that I should stop giving him presents.
Right now we always still meet and he sleeps at my house every other weekend because he loves the long drive. I take lots of pictures and videos of him and it amuses him no end that I created this huge archive of him.
Sometimes I tell to myself that I am one lucky guy that at the age of 46, without really looking, I will still have a relationship with a young dreamy guy.
And now I am In Love. Part of me is very happy but another part of me is gnawing on my mind that this will not last forever.
Joon
I would like to share with you what is happening to my life right now and its like what you might say unexplored territory that I really do not know what the eventuality will be.
I work in the finance dept of our company and when I requested for someone to send some documents to one of our clients, they sent a new guy (he's 21 and really good looking). This was late last year 2007, and obviously I instantly has a crush on this guy but I was & still is deeply closeted so I was very professional, purely work related conversations and I really had no plans of going beyond that lest I create unwanted controversy in such a small office.
Then at exactly minutes before Christmas eve, I received a text from him greeting me a merry chrisitmas. I was quite surprised then so I txtd him back. So that single text started it all and a few days later I invited him for dinner ( by text) and he accepted. He told me that he just broke up with his girlfriend and dont intend to have a relationship right now because he wants to concentrate on work. From then on we always meet after work for dinner and some drinks afterwards and lots of jokes and conversations. I had so much fun with him that I bought him gifts which he really appreciates but later told me that I should stop giving him presents.
Right now we always still meet and he sleeps at my house every other weekend because he loves the long drive. I take lots of pictures and videos of him and it amuses him no end that I created this huge archive of him.
Sometimes I tell to myself that I am one lucky guy that at the age of 46, without really looking, I will still have a relationship with a young dreamy guy.
And now I am In Love. Part of me is very happy but another part of me is gnawing on my mind that this will not last forever.
Joon
