So we eventually spoke to each other on sunday this week. He has been hanging out with his old best friend, Which makes it weirder because we bought his old best friends house. This has killed me when i heard this. I think i fucked this one up. Why would he have to go back to his old friend because i never made a move? 
Also i took someones advice on here and thought about it for a while and i think that he is really content.  So i mentioned this and other stuff that i never could say to his face on Aol Instant Messanger (aim) and this is what his reply was. ME meaning me and him meaning him.
ME: was going to call u but i thought u would not be home 
Him: i was with michael  
ME: u got homework to do tonight or later 
HIM: nah  
ME: right well if u did u could always buy the teachers edition lol 
ME: let me pick u up from school tom 
HIM: ok why tho  
ME: idk why not 
HIM: no reason lol  
HIM: but i just leave with mike neways  
HIM: just meet upwith us right after school  
ME: i just got "joey" at dell tech support and he is sooooooooo gay has the woorst lisp 
HIM: haha o realllllyyy?  
ME: he sounds cute j/k 
{us talking about him going to prom with this random girl he does not know}
HIM: haha im gunna b fucked up man  
HIM: so wrecked  
ME: everybody thought it was so cool smoking in front of the teachers i was like how is this cool wow im smoking a bogge in front of smith this makes me cooler? 
HIM: what  
HIM: ur gay and u love peer pressure  
ME: at least im not content like u are  
HIM: how am i content  
ME: u like to express ur feelings in actions 
HIM: at all  
HIM: i keep my feelings in my head son  
ME: its not like a bad thing. instead of u talking about it u just act on things 
HIM: not rrlly   
ME: u might not see it something i just noticed but anyway i found a car for ya 
What does this mean?? I keep my feelings in my head?? Someone help me
