Is this love or what?!

[mightbeinlove]

It's been more than a week since I've posted. I've just read two books and I think I'm slowly getting over this episode. I have just realized that I am what they call a "Love Addict" and I've found out that I am not alone. There are actually many books out there that deals with this problem.

As much as I would have loved a better closure (I mean I would love for him to tell me that we're not meant to be), I know I need to move on. I am trying my best not to be mad at him nor am I ill wishing him. There is still anger in me at him but I hope that he is OK.

Thanks guys for being there for me over the past couple of weeks.

 

[ejbonk]

Oh,Well His Loss. You sound like a really great guy.

 

[mightbeinlove]

I completely agree. It is way harder for a boyfriend to just ignore you than to tell you it is over for whatever reason.

Well you live and you learn. You are probably a bit stronger because of it. Let the past stay in the past and have a great time studying abroad!

Thanks Volcom.

I really wish he could just tell me in my face I am just an ugly troll or something like that. At least I know for a fact that he is not into me. It drives me nuts when I keep on thinking that there has to be something else going on - maybe he really does love me, but there is something else there. Maybe his ex? Maybe his family? Who knows?!!! Damn, maybe he's got second thoughts about his ex.

 

[mightbeinlove]

Oh,Well His Loss. You sound like a really great guy.

Thanks ejbonk.

His loss? I'd hope so but I must say that he sure was one fine guy though. A really cute, and very "gentleman" boy!

 

[ejbonk]

Some Where Along The Way,He Stopped Being A Gentlemen And Started Behaving Like A Cad.

 

[mightbeinlove]

I don't know what I'm feeling or even thinking right now.

I've just logged on to Manhunt and lo and behold, he has just updated with his profile yesterday. He is no longer in my city and has moved to where he's told me that he was moving to.

I guess he did not lie after all - he did tell me he was moving on the 13th.

He has a new picture on the profile and he looked happy. He hasn't changed any of the text wording in his profile though.

Well, I know it ain't going nowhere but I'm just feeling a little lost right now. I feel strong yet I feel like I've lost the battle. I kinda wished he was here, or at the very least, could have given me a closure.

One part of me tells me to call him or something, send him a message on Manhunt or text him. There's also another part of me that's reminding me to move on. So I guess I really am at a lost right now.

 

[ejbonk]

Move on. It's Time. The Closure Sucked,But that was his fault. Not Yours. Feeling a Lose is in line. Just do not waste anymore time Calling,Texting,E-mailing,or Even Snail Mail on him. His silence and current Actions Speak Volumes,about his position on the matter.

 

[EvilForce]

Thanks Volcom.

I really wish he could just tell me in my face I am just an ugly troll or something like that. .

Seriously dude, stop with the self-loathing, it's so not sexy.

I'm willing to bet that his decision had nothing or little to do with you, but rather his own situation. Ending school, death of a relative, and moving to a new city is a lot for anyone. Sometimes, it's nice to start fresh. Who knows. I think closure is over-rated personally.

But things happen for a reason. That reason is always readily apparent and sometimes takes a while after the fact to figure out, but things will be alright. Most of my tragic heartbreaks taught me a lot about myself, and gave me the foundation to build on for my current, stable, sane, romantic life now.