Stuart
Virgin
I've been seeing this guy infrequently for about 4 years. He is strong confident and very forthright. He has lots of tattoos and is very well endowed, I certainly consider him an alpha male.
On the other hand I'm a bottom and a bit of a sissy although I'm not into all those sissy frills, with me it's more a state of mind.
Laying there with my legs open or my bum in the air feels so natural. I love it when he fucks me and always cum through anal penetration. I cum and cum loads but I don't orgasm or have a climax as such. It's a totally different feeling to cumming from wanking or a blow job and I love it.
Recently all he wants to do his suck my cock and swallow my cum. I imagine to a lot of men that must be fantastic but it's not really what I want. When I've cum like that I go off the boil and lose my nerve and have to leave. Of course he get's upset, who wouldn't. I keep telling him I'm not fussed about having my cock touched at all. Having my nipples sucked and my arse fingered or better still being fucked is great but my cock can stay in my briefs.
Am I unusual feeling like this - happy for my cock to be out of bounds? I want to please him and don't want to deny him but it's causing problems between us.
What do you think?
On the other hand I'm a bottom and a bit of a sissy although I'm not into all those sissy frills, with me it's more a state of mind.
Laying there with my legs open or my bum in the air feels so natural. I love it when he fucks me and always cum through anal penetration. I cum and cum loads but I don't orgasm or have a climax as such. It's a totally different feeling to cumming from wanking or a blow job and I love it.
Recently all he wants to do his suck my cock and swallow my cum. I imagine to a lot of men that must be fantastic but it's not really what I want. When I've cum like that I go off the boil and lose my nerve and have to leave. Of course he get's upset, who wouldn't. I keep telling him I'm not fussed about having my cock touched at all. Having my nipples sucked and my arse fingered or better still being fucked is great but my cock can stay in my briefs.
Am I unusual feeling like this - happy for my cock to be out of bounds? I want to please him and don't want to deny him but it's causing problems between us.
What do you think?
