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I've did some experimenting with a friend.

JFarm89

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You've heard it before. You experiment to see whether you are attracted to guys or not attracted to guys at all.

So I asked one of my friend's Angus to see if I was a bisexual. So he texted me to hop by to his place, he said he would pick me up. So when Sunday rolled around, he came to my place, and we hung around for a bit. We headed downstairs, and sat on the couch, we chatted about what we did on Saturday, and what we do at work and other things like that. He started to move closer to me. As we got more into the conversation, he came a bit more closer and then he put his hand on my leg, and slowly he moved his hand to my upper thigh. My heart was starting to pound, and I relaxed, and I let it through. No biggie. He went on to put his hand on my shoulder and wanted me to lean up against him. He stroked my hair, started playing with my ear. I was starting to tense up. I thought to my self it's okay, it's not gonna hurt me or anyone. So I let it pass. He then asked me to see if it's okay for him to try something? I said alright. So he came to my ear and licked through my ear, and that sent a huge rush to my pants, and I started to get a boner temporarily though. He said how did it feel? I said it felt weird but awesome, and next he held onto my hand, and he went in for the kiss. I wasn't exactly ready for it. But it happened anyway. Our lips were pressed up against each other. My heart was pumping so hard, I felt so tensed up. My body was beginning to shake at that point. Why because I didn't want to get kissed by him. I was however semi-hard in the pants still. He wrapped his arms around me, for a brief moment. My heart must have had a 500 calorie workout in itself. He calmed me down as my head slowly floated down to his pot belly as he stroked my hair.

I heard some footsteps, and my brother's finance came downstairs temporarily to check out her facebook. She doesn't like Angus very much, neither does my brother, because he's such a weird guy. He's no ordinary gay guy. Anyway my brother's fiance called me upstairs. She told me she wanted him out. So I went downstairs and asked him if he wanted to go anywhere else? He said why? I said because she's a little cranky and doesn't want to be bothered with our chatter. He said okay. We'll go to my place, and you can have dinner with us as well. So I agreed and went to his place for supper. When I got there his parents was really happy to see me. And Angus said yeah we'll just be downstairs, watching a movie in my room. That's when my heart began to pound again, because I had the feeling of what was gonna happen. It had to be more than just a kiss and a hug.

We ended up watching a few gay porn clips from xtube.com. We both started getting hard. He put his hand on my leg and started to move up and he felt my throbbing head. I thought Holy crap I can't believe we are doing this? What the hell am I doing here? That kind of thing. He took out his hard cock out of his pants. I said my god your head is so wet. He masterbated for a bit, and he masterbated me for a bit. I took my hand and stroked my finger from the bottom of his cock all the way up. Heard him give a moan for some more. I then stroked his cock head gently,as he was chilled and relaxed licking his lips, I was like freaking out inside, it felt like someone was controlling my body to jerk him off. He wanted to see if I wanted to give him a blowjob? I said I wasn't comfortable with that, so rather I took a pinch of his precum with my fingers, and licked my hand clean, but I noticed that there was a hint of shit on his cock. No matter what.. I am not that kind of guy who is into scat of any kind, even that but tasting a small particle, EWWW! Gross! Blah! Thinking to myself of when the last time he cleaned it. Nasty! He jerked off harder and he wanted to suck on my cock so bad, I told no, that's enough. I was shaking through that whole night of ever since when I kissed him, I was too scarred to go any further that night. I was shuttered I could barely sleep, I almost puked. I liked some parts but not his other counter parts.

But one thing that I have learned from this experiment that I'm not into hairy hairy bears, or daddy's. I explained to him that I was a bit distressed and that I wasn't attracted to his type, and I thanked him for trying to get me out there to explore for more. He was very understanding and very patient and gentle. He told me that he is always there to guide me whenever I wanted to do anything more. I said thanks, and he then drove me home. :P ^_^
 
The whole experience sounds awkward. I"m sorry that it wasn't all you expected. I'm sure you'll have a chance to try things with someone you are more attracted to in the future.
 
Doesn't sound like a good experience at all. Next time experiment with someone you're attracted to, maybe without the hairy bear and scat dick. we all make mistakes.
 
If there's shit in his foreskin, then not only does he not clean himself properly in the shower, but he's also barebacking other guys. That's someone you don't want to be fooling around with.

It sounds to me that you do enjoy being intimate with another guy. Find someone different that you are more attracted and see what happens. :)
 
Thank you for your comments fellas. Even though he is a friend of mine. He does need to seriously work on his hygiene, before he's coming anywhere near me. However I am interested for him or someone else a lot more attractive to take me out to a gay bar. To see what kind of atmosphere it is to be in one. One of the gay bars over here in Edmonton did however recently closed down, because of leasing issues I think. I did mention of something if we could go to a bath house, he said no, but to a gay bar yes. Because all what they do in a bath house is other people fucking other guys. I personally wouldn't have a problem with that as long as they are attractive, gentle, patient, and wearing a condom.

Angus says see? You would be scared shitless if you went to a bathhouse, because you would get fucked, and you weren't even comfortable giving me a blowjob. I didn't mention to him that it's natural to be scared over someone that's ugly. Lol jk, but seriously all my other friends, my parents. I can't even mention of what happened that night to them. My parents honestly will flip out big time if I told them that Angus kissed and hugged me, and that I tried his shit covered cock! I cannot fathom what they would be like honestly, this is not the social experiment that I would like to try with my parents. They despise his existence, that's how bad it is.

However I did talk to my mom about my sexuality a bit. I would be afraid if I told both of them oh yeah I'm gay or bisexual directly in all seriousness. So what I did, I said the what if question, and it works if you want to see what their reaction would be. I asked my mom, what if I was attracted to guys? She was giving me the disappointed look on her face and said. No you aren't attracted to boys. I know you like girls, you still like big boobs right? I said yeah. She then says, so what brought you to say that you like guys? I said I do find some guys at my work attractive and that. She says well I don't find you that feminine. I was like what, I do lots of feminine things. She said like what? I said well my poses in pictures look all girly, I always try to look sexy like a pampered cat. She laughs and says, I remember you going up to Terry and saying that you liked her big boobs in the office, and you were only 4 years old when you said that. *continues to laugh* I couldn't believe that I said that when I was 4!! Anyway she goes onto say that, believe me you're not into guys, you've always been into girls, it runs through our family. Cause you know what happens right when 2 guys get intimate right? You should talk to dad, if you think you're into guys.

I didn't mention anything to my dad yet but I'm pretty sure that I'll ask the same what if question that I told my mom, if the opportunity comes. Any guesses of what my dad might say if I said that I'm bisexual?


What got me into cock is by watching Animal Porn, then Shemale porn, then I experimented to see what my cum tastes like. Then I watched the occasional gay porn. Some parts turn me on some don't. This is all within 5 or 6 years. So I took small baby steps. Is this how some of you progressed? I feel that I'm changing way too fast. It's all happening way too fast.
 
Straight people generally don't ask questions like that. You may as well come out.
 
If you were gay, you would have known it by puberty. So I think you are bi at most. An experience with a guy could cause that to change in either direction. Stay away from Angus. He should be banned from the earth for exposing you to a shit covered dick. It turns my stomach to even think about it. Stay away from him.
 
If you were gay, you would have known it by puberty. So I think you are bi at most. An experience with a guy could cause that to change in either direction. Stay away from Angus. He should be banned from the earth for exposing you to a shit covered dick. It turns my stomach to even think about it. Stay away from him.

Haha!! Well said there! I think I'm bi at most too, I'm not that into guys for sure! Lol stay away from Angus. I heard that from almost everybody. I should stay away from him. Like change my phone number, move very far away, or set a restraining order so he can't be within 500 feet from me. :P

Wel478- I haven't exactly came out to my mother, it was more of a debate. I still love girls and shemales to bits. I wanted to try and get into guys too because I wanted to love everybody because I was lacking love from deep within, I felt lonely, and depressed. I accept hugs not only from girls but from guys too. That or I'm feeling some new vibrations (changes) coming my way. So I won't in anyway to take a guy relationship seriously in the near future. Only friends at best. :)

My moms' right I still favor girls more. But with a cock looks even better on a girl! :D
 
I wanted to try and get into guys too because I wanted to love everybody because I was lacking love from deep within, I felt lonely, and depressed. I accept hugs not only from girls but from guys too. That or I'm feeling some new vibrations (changes) coming my way. So I won't in anyway to take a guy relationship seriously in the near future. Only friends at best. :)

My moms' right I still favor girls more. But with a cock looks even better on a girl! :D
You're in some seriously deep denial there, buddy.

You love guys. You want cock. Just admit it.

Your mother telling you that you love girls does not make it so.
 
You're in some seriously deep denial there, buddy.

You love guys. You want cock. Just admit it.

Your mother telling you that you love girls does not make it so.

But I do still love girls too. But for guys they have to be attractive, for me to love them. I prefer handsome emo/goth type guys, twinks, not so much into jocks/ daddy's/ bears/ or really hairy type of guys. I do like a bit of the BDSM.

But I would love to be with a cute shemale, I would love to get dominated by one. That's a wet dream for me. :D

That's what I feel.
 
JFarm, you're certainly not gay. You're sexually attracted to women, and that's not going to go away. But like many people, you are exploring the boundaries of your sexual interest, and your tastes are broadening as a result. It's just like when someone grows up on hamburgers but discovers they also enjoy sushi.

I've been studying sexuality as a psychiatrist, and I've proposed a dozen different categories to replace gay and straight. I would guess you are heteroflexible or supersexual. This is discussed on the "12 Sexual Types" thread in this forum, or you can go to my blog at Flexuality.Info, where you can also take a test to see which profile fits you best.

Sounds like you should resume your exploration with someone who is cleaner and more your type. Live and learn.
 
You're in some seriously deep denial there, buddy.

You love guys. You want cock. Just admit it.

Your mother telling you that you love girls does not make it so.
BINGO! ..|
 
Kay kay! I took the test and it says that my sexual profile is... Polyamorous with metamorphic features??

Flexuality score- 60

So does this say that I'm bi?
 
this bothers me too. It sucks when you're romantically into a guy, and you think he's really sweet and kind, and you like that side of him, but he has such a horrible time with personal hygiene. And likewise, I've met guys who I was incredibly turned on by but were total douchebags with no soul, but they smelled WONDERFUL. it's frustrating as fuck.

I try not to be shallow, you don't have to have a 'perfect body' to turn me on, but a lot of gay guys do need to take care of themselves better.
 
First of all, his name is Angus enuff fucking said right there!

ROFL!!!! OMG best quote of the day!! Out of the 5 names he has. He went with Angus.... #-o He could have chosen John, or Richard. I personally would have went for the name John.

But my God that made me laugh! Thank you! :D
 
Alright fellas I took a walk with one of my other friends' (Graham) not Angus this evening. And we were discussing about relationships in that I needed to find a girl.. And I said "I had the exact conversation to my mom" He was wondering what I told my mom. And I said "What if I liked guys?" And he laughed for a bit. And then said are you serious?! Do you like men? Are you gay? I said I'm not gay, but I'm more bisexual and bicurious. He didn't know what I mean't by "bicurious." So I explained it to him. And he went on to tell his other friend to say that I turned bi curious/bi sexual. He's not the person to tell secrets to. But I was fully aware that I'm prepared to admit it that yes I like men too. He's gonna tell his other friend's about my sexuality even to my coworkers because he works where I work! So I hope they don't make a big deal of it. But to some of my friends they will not be suprised at all. I've done some pretty gayish things at work so.... Gonna be a no biggie. They already got the hint.

So I guess you're right Lube. I've been in denial, for liking guys. And Graham is one of those gossip people who talks to everybody, and brings up lots of things on Facebook. So one thing for sure is that the message will get around pretty damn quickly. He'll probably will tell his mom and dad, then their parents will tell my parents. And I don't know what will happen from there on in.
 
I think people get to hung up on labels. I like jerking off with a banana peel, but that doesn't make me bananasexual. You don't need to come out to anyone or explain your sexuality unless you want to be sexual with them. Enjoy yourself, do what feels good to you, and don't worry about figuring out what you are because you are a sexual being just like everyone else.
 
So I guess you're right Lube. I've been in denial, for liking guys.

Happens to a lot of us. The good thing is you're mking positive steps and moving beyond it. Congrats!
 
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