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My name is Jabin and I live in the suburbs of Salt Lake City, Utah. I’ve grown up with a very conservative Mormon background. It is July of 2000 and I just turned 18 years old. I graduated high school last month. I’ve been accepted into a private university in the fall and I am working part time at a drug store almost a mile from my house. I usually have to walk to work because I don’t have my own car and my parents always need theirs.
If I’m not at my job or with friends, then I am usually working out in my room. My appearance and condition are very important to me. At 18, I am 5’9” tall, 155 lbs. I’m naturally tan and my hair is dark blond, and I have sparkling ocean-blue eyes. I’ve noticed that I seem to catch the eyes from girls at school and church.
At 18, I am still a virgin and very horny to say the least. I’ve felt attracted to boys since I was about 10 years old, but I hadn’t acted on anything. One man who has caught my eye for several years is Luciano. He lives by himself in a house two doors down. I didn’t know much about him, but I’ve seen him at neighborhood functions and doing work in his yard. Every time I see him we seem to make eye contact. He looks like he is in his mid thirties, 5’11”, about 170 lbs and in very good shape. He has clear, olive skin and jet black, short hair. He wears fitted shirts a lot, and I can tell he has an awesome, built chest and incredible arms. From his appearance and also from hearing him talk, I can tell Luciano is definitely European, probably Italian.
My parents just left on a cruise to the Bahamas for a week. I am the youngest child (one older brother and two older sisters). I can tell that they are ready to live without children. They are incredible parents and I only want the best for them. I’m excited to be alone for the week as I have never really been alone before. I might finally have a chance to do something with a guy, but I am so naïve, it’s embarrassing. I really have no idea how to go about it. While I have several good friends that know I am gay, I don’t know anyone gay and that can be very lonely.
It’s Saturday morning and I’m up early to go to work. I think I will walk by Luciano’s house, even though it’s not on the way. I do this pretty often. Just from my brief encounters with him, I know he’s different. Every other house in this neighborhood belongs to big families like mine. He lives alone in his big house. Also, his lawn is immaculately groomed and landscaped with lots of interesting plants and trees.
As I walk by his house I can see him digging a hole in the front yard, he’s planting a tree. God, he looks so good. He’s wearing a tight white T-Shirt and blue jeans. Another turn-on is the black work boots he’s wearing. He is a total stud, very masculine. If he is gay, he doesn’t live up to the stereotype that I’ve been taught. As I continue walking by, It doesn’t look like he will see me. He seems very focused on what he is doing. Suddenly, he sticks the shovel in the ground like he is finished. My heart jumps, and he turns and looks directly at me. I quickly turn my eyes to the ground and continue walking. Out of the corner of my eye, I see him walking directly towards me. When he gets right up to me, just on his side of the fence, I stop and looked nervously at him. I can feel my heart pounding in my chest.
“Hey, you’re Clark’s boy, Jabin, aren’t you?” he says with an Italian accent--so hot.
“Ya, you are Luciano right?”
“Ya, I remember seeing you at the barbeque in May,” he says.
He’s looking at me up and down, very much turning me on.
“Where are you going?” he asks.
“Well, I work down at Safety Drug,”
“Isn’t Safety drug down there?” he says pointing the opposite direction.
‘Damn it!’ I thought. “Well, I was early, so I just decided to walk around the block.”
He just nods. God, he’s so good looking, a little perspiration dripping from his face. I finally get up enough courage to look him right in the eyes.
“How are your parents doing?” he asks.
“They’re good; they are actually on a cruise right now in the Bahamas.”
His face seems to light up, “That’s great, sounds like fun. Wow, so you’re all alone then, huh?”
“Yep” I reply.
“Why don’t you come over for dinner tonight, you’re probably eating frozen dinners.”
My heart leaps in my chest. “Sure” I say. “That sounds good.”
“What time do you get off work?”
“Three O’clock”
“Okay, come over at 5:00, we can go for a swim before dinner.”
“Okay, Thanks Luciano”
“You bet,” he says and then he winks at me. I about melt right there in front of him.
Work is a blur, I go through the motions, just anticipating going over to Luciano’s. I get home about 3:30, work out on my weight machine for about 30 minutes, and then hit the shower. I’m so nervous; I knew this might be my first real sexual experience. I put on my favorite clothes, grab my swimming suite, throw a little cologne on, and head over.
As I approach his house, I can see Luciano sitting on the porch. Again his face lights up when he sees me, I’m sure mine did too. He gets up and walks towards me. Luciano is wearing some nice jeans and a tight T-shirt. It shows off his perfect male form. He walks to the gate and opens it for me.
“Hey Jabin, boy it sure is hot today isn’t it?”
“It sure is.” I hadn’t even noticed.
He looks into my eyes intently, “Welcome to my home, Jabin.”
“Thank You, Luciano.”
He leads me up to his house. When we get to the door, I can hear some light music playing. I think it’s Sade.
“Let me show you my house” We walk into his spacious living room. There’s a staircase that goes up and a balcony that looks down into the living room.
“Here is my living room.”
There is a large screen TV, with a leather sofa and love seat in it. Italian painting and décor elegantly fill out the house. We walk down some stairs and he points in the first room.
“This is my gym.”
There’s lots of exercise equipment and a large TV. We continue down the hall. He shows me two spare bedrooms, one was empty, the other had some boxes in it, and there was also a bathroom. At the end of the hall, he opens the door and turns on the light.
“Here is my office.”
It’s very large, and there are large windows at the end of it. A large expensive desk occupies this room, with a computer. It is immaculately clean. We walk back upstairs and go up the curved staircase to the balcony level. There is another spare bedroom up there and then he opens the double doors to his bedroom. It is immense – again, decorated in a classic Italian style, very elegant. Large king sized bed. From the bed, there is a beautiful view that looks towards the canyon and mountains in the distance. He also has a walk-in closet and a bathroom that has a shower and a large jet tub. My own family is fairly well off, but this place even tops where I live. For a second in my mind I imagine taking a bath with Luciano – so hot. Luciano takes me back downstairs. We walk through his spacious living room and enter his kitchen.
“What would you like to drink,” he says pulling different items out of the refrigerator.
I see different juices and liquors.
“Surprise me.”
He quickly makes up a drink and hands it to me. I have never even drunk alcohol before. He saw me look at them and he seems to get a little nervous.
“It’s not very strong, if you want, I’ll make a virgin one for you.”
“No, it’s fine.” I say.
It is time to try new things. And this is the beginning of a new life for me. I take my first drink and he just stars at me with his dreamy, bedroom eyes. I feel very nervous and excited.
“Let’s go to the pool,” he says, gesturing his head toward the backyard.
I have never seen his backyard before and didn’t even know he had a pool before today. Like the rest of the property the backyard is very large, it goes right up against a desert canyon. The pool is beautiful - kidney shaped with dark blue tiles. The water is crystal clear, it looks very inviting.
“Your whole place is beautiful.”
“Thank you Jabin.”
He points to a chair on the patio. I sit and he sits down next to me.
“So, Jabin, what’s going on with you? Did you graduate this year?”
“Ya, I’ll be going to college in the fall. I received a partial scholarship”
“That’s great.”
“You have an Italian accent. Is that where you were born?”
“Yes, my family came here when I was eleven years old. My father came here for work and for the opportunity that America provides. My parents put my two sisters and I through college. I was able to get my law degree 10 years ago. I originally got in with a law firm in Chicago after I graduated, but was transferred to Salt Lake City to start an office here. I’ve been very happy working with this firm.”
Luciano is obviously very well off, but he comes across as extremely humble and gracious.
“Wow, that’s great.”
“So Jabin, what do you do in your spare time.”
“Well, I work out a lot, and I hang out with my friends. I also like video games, although I usually have to play at my friends because my parents are very strict about what I do ‘under their roof’”
Luciano smiles, “Uh-huh, and do you have a girlfriend?”
My stomach is getting a few butterflies now.
“No”.
Luciano leans back in his chair and looked out towards the pool.
“You know Jabin; we live in a very conservative area. Do you share in the same beliefs?”
He’s obviously referring to the heavy Mormon presence here.
“Well, I do share in some of the same values, but I can’t say that I share the same beliefs.”
“What values do you share with them?”
“Well, I definitely believe in the basic moral virtues, basically I think it boils down to treating others how you would like to be treated.”
“What are your feelings about homosexuality?”
I decide that I’m going to give Luciano something to work with; I would go out on a limb. “I think that sexuality is not defined as rigidly as they would define it.” Luciano eyes widen and he smiled and looks at me.
“Well, Jabin, I would definitely agree with that. How would you define your sexuality?”
Boy, I think to myself, he is definitely a lawyer.
“Well, to be honest with you, I’m really not sure. I mean I think I have felt an attraction to girls, but I know I am definitely attracted to men. I don’t know if it’s just a phase I’m going through or what.”
He is looking right through me with those piercing eyes.
“Well Jabin, what you feel is not uncommon. In fact I will tell you right now that I am very attracted to you. When I met you before I could tell you are different, and I’m not talking just about being gay. I could tell you had an open mind that was interested in exploring new possibilities. I find that exciting and attractive. Not that you need anything else to make you attractive. You are a beautiful, beautiful boy, body, and mind, and I would really like to get to know you.”
My mind is reeling, Luciano is an even more amazing guy, and then I had even imagined.
“Well, I think I would like to get to you know you too. I’m attracted to you too Luciano… this is difficult for me, because I have no experience,” I mumble, looking down at the floor.
H puts his finger under my chin and lifts my head so I can see his smiling face. “Jabin, if you ever feel uncomfortable, please tell me. It is important to me that you enjoy yourself.”
“Thanks Luciano.”
“Do you want to go swimming?”
“That sounds great,” I said. “Where can I change?”
“Anywhere you want, Jabin,” he says, throwing a wink my way. I chuckle a little.
“Okay, I’ll go in the bathroom.”
I change into my Speedo; I want Luciano to have a good look at my package and ass. I walk back out to the patio with the towel around my neck. Luciano isn’t out there, he’s probably changing. I walk up to the pool, taking in the beautiful scenery around me. The plants are all immaculately pruned; they look like they could be in a magazine. I hear Luciano behind me.
“Wow, bud, you really do work out, damn.”
I feel a little embarrassed. I turn my head and see Luciano in his European style short swimsuit. Without his shirt on, his muscles are even larger than I thought. His olive skin is so rich, and beautiful. His pecks are squarish and perfectly formed. His shoulders and arms are perfectly proportioned and totally cut. I can see a six-pack and a treasure trail. Luciano is somewhat hairy, but it is trimmed short. I can also see a large bulge, a perfectly shaped ass, and beautiful legs. “Looking pretty good yourself, Luciano.”
“Thanks bud.”
Luciano is so incredibly humble, every time I compliment him, he blushes and seems embarrassed. He hands me my drink. I take a long swig and then put my towel and drink down. I sit down on the edge of the pool and put my legs in. He sits right next to me so our skin is touching. He looks over at me.
“How do you feel?” he asks, his lips next to my ear.
“Really good.”
He puts his arm around my shoulder and before I can even look at him, he leans over, falls into the water, and takes me with him. We fall into the water and he wraps his arms around me. I can feel his defined chest and large biceps hugging me. For some reason, I feel totally at ease. I can actually be a claustrophobic person at times, but at that moment I felt like I was in heaven. I feel his lips touch mine and I can’t believe it, I have wanted this so bad. I have never even kissed a guy before. He gently kisses me underwater; I feel his tongue touch my lips gently. I open my eyes underwater and see him through the bubbles, our eyes make contact, and we just gaze into each other’s eyes while we kiss. This goes on for some time until Luciano take us up for air. We both stand and are chest high.
“I hope you don’t mind Jabin,” he said.
“Not at all.” He puts his hand on my back and slides it to the small of my back. I look at him and he looks right into my eyes. Drops of water are running down his hair, face, and neck, he looks like a Greek statue. He goes underwater and I can feel him touch my foot. Then I see that he is sucking on my toe. He then kisses me up to my knee and then to my upper thigh.
He surfaces, and I look at him and he looks right into my eyes. Drops of water are running down his hair, face, and neck, he looks like a Greek statue. He goes underwater and I can feel him touch my foot. Then I see that he is sucking on my toe. He then kisses me up to my knee and then to my upper thigh.
He surfaces wipes off his face, “I know you are a virgin.” I feel a little embarrassed.
“I want to savor this, how long can you stay.”
“Well, I don’t work until the day after tomorrow.”
“Great I’d like you to stay with me so we can get to know each other.”
“I would like that Luciano.” He gives me another big smile that just makes me crazy,
“Let’s see who can hold their breath the longest.”
Luciano pulls me down in the water with him. He takes my hand and we swim down to the deep part of the pool. Immediately he starts tickling me – so that I would have to come up for air. I let out a gulp of air in a laugh, but I was able to keep it together. I started tickling him back, but as soon as I did this, he spun me around and pinned me against the bottom of the pool. He leaned down, so we were face to face, and he started kissing me again. This time, he opened his mouth and I felt his tongue enter my mouth. His tongue was so warm and inviting. By this time, I was starting to feel like I needed air, and Luciano sensed it and took my hand and we both go to the surface.
“You are so much fun, Jabin,” He says when we surface.
“Thanks Luciano, I’m having a great time.”
“Well, I’m starting to get an appetite, how does dinner sound?”
“Sounds great.” I reply.
Holding hands, we slowly walk out of the pool. He reaches over to a table and hands me a fluffy white towel. I go into the bathroom, change into some shorts and a fitted T-shirt, a splash of aqau di gio, and I fix my hair. When I changed I noticed that I was semi hard. My heart was racing and I was feeling the alcohol a little bit. When I walked out of the bathroom, I could hear food frying. I walked towards the kitchen and I saw Luciano frying something in a wok. I see my drink on a counter with a stool next to it. Just as I head towards it, he sees me and flashes me that million-dollar smile. He was wearing some black work out pants and a white tank top. I smiled back.
“Have a seat, my man. I hope you like stir fry.”
“I love stir fry, it smells great. Is there anything I can help you with?” Taking a sip of my drink.
“I’ve got it taken care of bud. I love that you asked though,” he smiles back at me.
I could tell he was an extremely organized, the rice was boiling, food frying, and he was adding spices, setting timers, very controlled. I really appreciate that, as I am much the same. In about ten minutes, the food was done, he put them into serving dishes and asked me to follow him through a doorway into the dining room. He turns on the light, and I see a large table already set for us. The dining room is beautiful. A large chandelier attached to the 11 foot ceiling. Spacious windows, out of which you can see the city lights in the distance. He told me to have a seat. He then brought in the rest of the food, as well as a bottle of wine.
“Jabin, since you’re a growing boy, I’m going to give you a good sized helping.”
The plates depict an Italian Villa with olive trees and water fountains. They are beautiful, ornate, obviously from Italy. He sees me admiring the plate in front of me.
“I see you like the plates, they are family heirlooms. They were made in Athens in the mid nineteenth century. My parents handed them down to me and I haven’t used them in over a year. I only use them for very special occasions.”
He gives me a generous portion and the gets himself some. He then uncorks the wine and gives us both a generous helping. When he sits down, he picks up his wine glass as if to make a toast.
“To a new friendship. May we learns from our different cultures and backgrounds and possibly grow closer together.”
“Hear, Hear!” I say, shyly, smiling. I lift my glass and touch his.
We both drink on the toast. I immediately start eating, as I have become pretty hungry. He slowly unwraps his napkin, looking at me consistently.
“This is delicious, Luciano”
“Thank you Jabin, that’s very nice of you.” He takes his first bite. “Jabin, I’m so glad that you could come and join me for dinner. It can be pretty lonely in this big house.”
“I’m glad to come, I’ve wanted to get to know you more.” I look across and see him smiling widely at my comment.
“Jabin, I hope you don’t think that I’m just some older guy who just wants to get in your pants. Of course I won’t deny that you have a most beautiful body, which I adore. I am looking to build a relationship with a great guy. I am very much a romantic, and while I always like to have fun, I am most of all looking for a lover, a partner, someone to share my life with. I’m not saying any of this to put any expectations on you, I just want you to understand more about me.”
“I’m glad you’re telling me this, it does help me understand you better. As far as what I’m looking for…all I know is I would love to have a boyfriend, partner, whatever you want to call it. I long for that closeness. I also need a teacher, someone to guide me.”
“Well, Jabin, I don’t think you will have any trouble finding one.” He says as he takes another drink of wine.
I look up and see a clock on the wall, it says 6:45. I can’t believe so much time has gone by already.
“So, Jabin, if you weren’t eating here tonight, what would you be eating?”
I laugh loudly, “Well, to be honest with you, I would be having a TV Dinner. My mom bought me a bunch of them before she left. My mom knows I don’t know how to cook.”
He smiles widely. “Well, Jabin, I am fortunate enough to learn a great deal from my mother, who is a true master of Italian cooking. It is now my goal to teach you some great dishes. I do need to pass on the legacy.”
“That sounds great.”
“So, tell me about your brothers and sister. I forget, how many do you have?”
“My brother Mark is the oldest, he graduated from BYU last year and found a job in Chicago. He has a wife and one daughter. Then there are my sisters Rebecca and Jane. They are twins, and they are both going to the University of Utah. Rebecca is engaged.”
“Cool, so how is it being the youngest?”
“I like it, my parents are more relaxed about their parenting, compared to my siblings at least. Not that it helped me have any experiences with guys, though.”
“Well, a lot of my clients are Mormon, so I know they are usually very restricting as far as what they let their kids do.”
“Ya, and it’s more than just my parents, even my school is very conservative. Sometimes I feel like I am suffocating, like I want to experience more out of life.”
“I understand completely, Jabin. I have memories of Italy. We lived in a small village and I remember how intrusive the Catholic church was, I think it’s much the same.”
Luciano puts his fork down, and drinks his last bit of wine. I finished a few minutes ago. The food has reduced the effects of the alcohol.
“Well, Jabin, I thought after dinner I could show you my game room, it’s in my basement.”
“Wow, there’s more to this house, I thought I had seen all of it.”
“Well, not quite. There’s quite a few things we can play down there, we can do whatever you like. Sounds Great, Luciano. Let me help you with these dishes.” I stand up and pick up my plate.
“You put that down right now. You are my guest.” He gets up and pulls my dish out of my hands.
“All right, if you insist.”
“Go in the living room, relax, and listen to the music. Here take some more wine with you.” He fills up my glass.
“Thank you Luciano, you are quite the host.” I say coyly.
“Now go” he orders, and slaps my ass. I laugh
I sit down on his luxurious leather sofa. I can hear Duncan Sheik playing on the stereo system. He quickly clears the table and I hear him doing the dishes. After just a few minutes, he comes out, offers his hand to me. Let’s go. I grab his hand and he leads me down the hallway, then turns and opens a door that leads downstairs. When we get downstairs, he flips on the light, and I see a large room with a pool table, big screen TV, DVD player, what looks like a million DVD’s, and a Playstation 2 hooked up, and at the far end there are double doors that open out to a patio with a Jacuzzi.
“Wow!, this is awesome. This is so cool, every boy’s dream.” I say
He laughs, “Ya, I would have loved this when I was a kid. What would you like to do, it’s up to you Jabin.”
“We could watch a movie.”
“Great, do you want to watch this?, I’m sure you haven’t seen it, but it’s a great love story.”
“Sounds good, Luciano.” I smile at him.
I sit down on the couch, and he sets up the movie. The screen is at least 60”.
The movie starts. Luciano pull me close next to him, I rest my head on his shoulder, and he puts his arms around me. It feels so perfect. This is what I’ve been hungering for years.
The movie is about a Mormon boy in LA who is in the closet and he finds a guy that he loves. The Mormon kid goes through some much shit from his supposed friends and family. While I haven’t gone through anything like him, it still really hits close to home.
When the movie ends we both have a lot on our minds.
“Wow, that really does hit close to home.” I say.
“It really does. One impression it made on me Jabin, was that life is way too short to live for someone else.”
“I definitely agree with you Luciano. What a waste it would be to not be true to myself. I will always love my family, but I definitely need to live for myself.”
“I’m really glad to hear that Jabin.” Luciano looks deeply into my eyes.
All of a sudden, Luciano picks me up in his arms. I can tell this is effortless for him, he is so damn strong.
Laughing, I say, “What are you doing Luciano?”
“Did I forget to tell you, I’ve been told that I can be spontaneous.” He walks out to the patio, and starts getting in the hot tub, both of us fully clothed.
“Oh my god, you’re nuts.” I say laughing even harder. “Oh man, I don’t have a change of clothes.”
“Don’t worry Jabin, you won’t need them.” He goes down the steps into the Jacuzzi. He sits down, and puts me on his lap. “Sei bellissima,” rolls off of his lips. Hearing him speak Italian is so beautiful and such a turn on. “That means you are beautiful, Jabin.”
“Thank you Luciano, Italian is such a beautiful language.” He simply smiles back at me and then leans towards my lips for a kiss. We kiss deeply, I can tell we are both breathing hard.
“’Siete venue a me da un sogno’. That means ‘You came to me from a dream.’ I know we just met, but I really do feel like you came to me from my dreams. I have been yearning to meet someone who I have a true connection with. I have never felt it stronger then I feel it with you.”
“I’m blown away Luciano. You have turned my world upside down for the good. I feel something deeply for you too. I don’t want to say too much, but I feel so close to you it’s scaring me.”
“You don’t need to be scared, the only thing to be scared of is living a life unfulfilled.” He leans in for another kiss. I take his tongue in deeply, so warm, feels so perfect. “Now, Jabin, we need to get you out of these wet clothes.”
I had barely noticed that I was fully clothed in his Jacuzzi. I laughed hard. Luciano took my shirt and pulled it over my head. He then sat me down next to him, and pulled off my shorts and underwear under water. He set the sopping wet clothes next to the Jacuzzi. He leaned forward, kissed me again, running his hand alone my side.
“I can’t be the only one in my birthday suit now,” I took his shirt and pulled it over his head. Revealing his solid Italian chest. I then slid off his jogging pants and underwear and threw them by the side. As soon as he was naked he picks me up and sets me back on his lap. I can feel his hard cock underneath my ass. I can tell that it is very big.
I put my head against his chest and I can hear his heart beating very fast.
“Oh Luciano, thank you for being so kind and inviting me over. I’ve been having such a great time.”
“It is me who should be thanking you. You are such a great surprise. I’m so glad you decided to walk by my house today. Life is amazing, you really never know what is going to happen. You truly are a treasure Jabin.”
Luciano puts his mouth to my ear and whispers. “Oh, Jabin, I want you so much. Will you go to my bedroom with me?”
I hesitate for a few seconds, then I say “Yes.” His beautiful face brightens up again. His lips are so luscious, I can’t resist, I lean in for another kiss, and he meets me half way. I start to move to get up, but he quickly picks me up in his strong arms and starts to carry me out of the Jacuzzi. I look up into his eyes, and he looks back.
“I want to take care of you tonight Jabin, just leave everything to me.”
“Alright, Luciano.” He carries me up the stairs through his house to his bedroom with little effort. He takes me into his bathroom and set me down. He turns on the shower, and when it is warm he pulls me in with him. He puts me underneath the shower, while he gets some soap. He soaps himself down, and then switches places with me. After he rinses off, he starts to soap me down. Running his hands all over my chest, down to my stomach, he gently washes my semi hard penis. His hands are so gentle. He then continues down my legs, and then thoroughly washes each foot. He looks up at me and smiles. Then he turns me around, begins washing my neck, shoulders. Making slow circular motions on my back, slowly working down. He cleans my back and then gently starts washing my ass cheeks. I then feel his fingers slide between my asscrack, cleaning me good. He leans around and looks into my eyes to make sure I’m still cool with all this. He can tell I still am. We both then rinse off, and he takes me by my hand to his bed. It is a large bed that is high off the floor. I crawl in and get under the sheets with him. He puts his arms around me and just holds me. Feels so incredible to be next to him, just perfect. He starts kissing my neck, I feel his warm lips on my skin, amazing. He pulls me so I’m on my back, and he pulls the sheets back so I’m exposed. I look up and see his deep eyes piercing into my soul. He starts kissing my chest, and works down to my abs.
Stay tuned for Part 2…
My name is Jabin and I live in the suburbs of Salt Lake City, Utah. I’ve grown up with a very conservative Mormon background. It is July of 2000 and I just turned 18 years old. I graduated high school last month. I’ve been accepted into a private university in the fall and I am working part time at a drug store almost a mile from my house. I usually have to walk to work because I don’t have my own car and my parents always need theirs.
If I’m not at my job or with friends, then I am usually working out in my room. My appearance and condition are very important to me. At 18, I am 5’9” tall, 155 lbs. I’m naturally tan and my hair is dark blond, and I have sparkling ocean-blue eyes. I’ve noticed that I seem to catch the eyes from girls at school and church.
At 18, I am still a virgin and very horny to say the least. I’ve felt attracted to boys since I was about 10 years old, but I hadn’t acted on anything. One man who has caught my eye for several years is Luciano. He lives by himself in a house two doors down. I didn’t know much about him, but I’ve seen him at neighborhood functions and doing work in his yard. Every time I see him we seem to make eye contact. He looks like he is in his mid thirties, 5’11”, about 170 lbs and in very good shape. He has clear, olive skin and jet black, short hair. He wears fitted shirts a lot, and I can tell he has an awesome, built chest and incredible arms. From his appearance and also from hearing him talk, I can tell Luciano is definitely European, probably Italian.
My parents just left on a cruise to the Bahamas for a week. I am the youngest child (one older brother and two older sisters). I can tell that they are ready to live without children. They are incredible parents and I only want the best for them. I’m excited to be alone for the week as I have never really been alone before. I might finally have a chance to do something with a guy, but I am so naïve, it’s embarrassing. I really have no idea how to go about it. While I have several good friends that know I am gay, I don’t know anyone gay and that can be very lonely.
It’s Saturday morning and I’m up early to go to work. I think I will walk by Luciano’s house, even though it’s not on the way. I do this pretty often. Just from my brief encounters with him, I know he’s different. Every other house in this neighborhood belongs to big families like mine. He lives alone in his big house. Also, his lawn is immaculately groomed and landscaped with lots of interesting plants and trees.
As I walk by his house I can see him digging a hole in the front yard, he’s planting a tree. God, he looks so good. He’s wearing a tight white T-Shirt and blue jeans. Another turn-on is the black work boots he’s wearing. He is a total stud, very masculine. If he is gay, he doesn’t live up to the stereotype that I’ve been taught. As I continue walking by, It doesn’t look like he will see me. He seems very focused on what he is doing. Suddenly, he sticks the shovel in the ground like he is finished. My heart jumps, and he turns and looks directly at me. I quickly turn my eyes to the ground and continue walking. Out of the corner of my eye, I see him walking directly towards me. When he gets right up to me, just on his side of the fence, I stop and looked nervously at him. I can feel my heart pounding in my chest.
“Hey, you’re Clark’s boy, Jabin, aren’t you?” he says with an Italian accent--so hot.
“Ya, you are Luciano right?”
“Ya, I remember seeing you at the barbeque in May,” he says.
He’s looking at me up and down, very much turning me on.
“Where are you going?” he asks.
“Well, I work down at Safety Drug,”
“Isn’t Safety drug down there?” he says pointing the opposite direction.
‘Damn it!’ I thought. “Well, I was early, so I just decided to walk around the block.”
He just nods. God, he’s so good looking, a little perspiration dripping from his face. I finally get up enough courage to look him right in the eyes.
“How are your parents doing?” he asks.
“They’re good; they are actually on a cruise right now in the Bahamas.”
His face seems to light up, “That’s great, sounds like fun. Wow, so you’re all alone then, huh?”
“Yep” I reply.
“Why don’t you come over for dinner tonight, you’re probably eating frozen dinners.”
My heart leaps in my chest. “Sure” I say. “That sounds good.”
“What time do you get off work?”
“Three O’clock”
“Okay, come over at 5:00, we can go for a swim before dinner.”
“Okay, Thanks Luciano”
“You bet,” he says and then he winks at me. I about melt right there in front of him.
Work is a blur, I go through the motions, just anticipating going over to Luciano’s. I get home about 3:30, work out on my weight machine for about 30 minutes, and then hit the shower. I’m so nervous; I knew this might be my first real sexual experience. I put on my favorite clothes, grab my swimming suite, throw a little cologne on, and head over.
As I approach his house, I can see Luciano sitting on the porch. Again his face lights up when he sees me, I’m sure mine did too. He gets up and walks towards me. Luciano is wearing some nice jeans and a tight T-shirt. It shows off his perfect male form. He walks to the gate and opens it for me.
“Hey Jabin, boy it sure is hot today isn’t it?”
“It sure is.” I hadn’t even noticed.
He looks into my eyes intently, “Welcome to my home, Jabin.”
“Thank You, Luciano.”
He leads me up to his house. When we get to the door, I can hear some light music playing. I think it’s Sade.
“Let me show you my house” We walk into his spacious living room. There’s a staircase that goes up and a balcony that looks down into the living room.
“Here is my living room.”
There is a large screen TV, with a leather sofa and love seat in it. Italian painting and décor elegantly fill out the house. We walk down some stairs and he points in the first room.
“This is my gym.”
There’s lots of exercise equipment and a large TV. We continue down the hall. He shows me two spare bedrooms, one was empty, the other had some boxes in it, and there was also a bathroom. At the end of the hall, he opens the door and turns on the light.
“Here is my office.”
It’s very large, and there are large windows at the end of it. A large expensive desk occupies this room, with a computer. It is immaculately clean. We walk back upstairs and go up the curved staircase to the balcony level. There is another spare bedroom up there and then he opens the double doors to his bedroom. It is immense – again, decorated in a classic Italian style, very elegant. Large king sized bed. From the bed, there is a beautiful view that looks towards the canyon and mountains in the distance. He also has a walk-in closet and a bathroom that has a shower and a large jet tub. My own family is fairly well off, but this place even tops where I live. For a second in my mind I imagine taking a bath with Luciano – so hot. Luciano takes me back downstairs. We walk through his spacious living room and enter his kitchen.
“What would you like to drink,” he says pulling different items out of the refrigerator.
I see different juices and liquors.
“Surprise me.”
He quickly makes up a drink and hands it to me. I have never even drunk alcohol before. He saw me look at them and he seems to get a little nervous.
“It’s not very strong, if you want, I’ll make a virgin one for you.”
“No, it’s fine.” I say.
It is time to try new things. And this is the beginning of a new life for me. I take my first drink and he just stars at me with his dreamy, bedroom eyes. I feel very nervous and excited.
“Let’s go to the pool,” he says, gesturing his head toward the backyard.
I have never seen his backyard before and didn’t even know he had a pool before today. Like the rest of the property the backyard is very large, it goes right up against a desert canyon. The pool is beautiful - kidney shaped with dark blue tiles. The water is crystal clear, it looks very inviting.
“Your whole place is beautiful.”
“Thank you Jabin.”
He points to a chair on the patio. I sit and he sits down next to me.
“So, Jabin, what’s going on with you? Did you graduate this year?”
“Ya, I’ll be going to college in the fall. I received a partial scholarship”
“That’s great.”
“You have an Italian accent. Is that where you were born?”
“Yes, my family came here when I was eleven years old. My father came here for work and for the opportunity that America provides. My parents put my two sisters and I through college. I was able to get my law degree 10 years ago. I originally got in with a law firm in Chicago after I graduated, but was transferred to Salt Lake City to start an office here. I’ve been very happy working with this firm.”
Luciano is obviously very well off, but he comes across as extremely humble and gracious.
“Wow, that’s great.”
“So Jabin, what do you do in your spare time.”
“Well, I work out a lot, and I hang out with my friends. I also like video games, although I usually have to play at my friends because my parents are very strict about what I do ‘under their roof’”
Luciano smiles, “Uh-huh, and do you have a girlfriend?”
My stomach is getting a few butterflies now.
“No”.
Luciano leans back in his chair and looked out towards the pool.
“You know Jabin; we live in a very conservative area. Do you share in the same beliefs?”
He’s obviously referring to the heavy Mormon presence here.
“Well, I do share in some of the same values, but I can’t say that I share the same beliefs.”
“What values do you share with them?”
“Well, I definitely believe in the basic moral virtues, basically I think it boils down to treating others how you would like to be treated.”
“What are your feelings about homosexuality?”
I decide that I’m going to give Luciano something to work with; I would go out on a limb. “I think that sexuality is not defined as rigidly as they would define it.” Luciano eyes widen and he smiled and looks at me.
“Well, Jabin, I would definitely agree with that. How would you define your sexuality?”
Boy, I think to myself, he is definitely a lawyer.
“Well, to be honest with you, I’m really not sure. I mean I think I have felt an attraction to girls, but I know I am definitely attracted to men. I don’t know if it’s just a phase I’m going through or what.”
He is looking right through me with those piercing eyes.
“Well Jabin, what you feel is not uncommon. In fact I will tell you right now that I am very attracted to you. When I met you before I could tell you are different, and I’m not talking just about being gay. I could tell you had an open mind that was interested in exploring new possibilities. I find that exciting and attractive. Not that you need anything else to make you attractive. You are a beautiful, beautiful boy, body, and mind, and I would really like to get to know you.”
My mind is reeling, Luciano is an even more amazing guy, and then I had even imagined.
“Well, I think I would like to get to you know you too. I’m attracted to you too Luciano… this is difficult for me, because I have no experience,” I mumble, looking down at the floor.
H puts his finger under my chin and lifts my head so I can see his smiling face. “Jabin, if you ever feel uncomfortable, please tell me. It is important to me that you enjoy yourself.”
“Thanks Luciano.”
“Do you want to go swimming?”
“That sounds great,” I said. “Where can I change?”
“Anywhere you want, Jabin,” he says, throwing a wink my way. I chuckle a little.
“Okay, I’ll go in the bathroom.”
I change into my Speedo; I want Luciano to have a good look at my package and ass. I walk back out to the patio with the towel around my neck. Luciano isn’t out there, he’s probably changing. I walk up to the pool, taking in the beautiful scenery around me. The plants are all immaculately pruned; they look like they could be in a magazine. I hear Luciano behind me.
“Wow, bud, you really do work out, damn.”
I feel a little embarrassed. I turn my head and see Luciano in his European style short swimsuit. Without his shirt on, his muscles are even larger than I thought. His olive skin is so rich, and beautiful. His pecks are squarish and perfectly formed. His shoulders and arms are perfectly proportioned and totally cut. I can see a six-pack and a treasure trail. Luciano is somewhat hairy, but it is trimmed short. I can also see a large bulge, a perfectly shaped ass, and beautiful legs. “Looking pretty good yourself, Luciano.”
“Thanks bud.”
Luciano is so incredibly humble, every time I compliment him, he blushes and seems embarrassed. He hands me my drink. I take a long swig and then put my towel and drink down. I sit down on the edge of the pool and put my legs in. He sits right next to me so our skin is touching. He looks over at me.
“How do you feel?” he asks, his lips next to my ear.
“Really good.”
He puts his arm around my shoulder and before I can even look at him, he leans over, falls into the water, and takes me with him. We fall into the water and he wraps his arms around me. I can feel his defined chest and large biceps hugging me. For some reason, I feel totally at ease. I can actually be a claustrophobic person at times, but at that moment I felt like I was in heaven. I feel his lips touch mine and I can’t believe it, I have wanted this so bad. I have never even kissed a guy before. He gently kisses me underwater; I feel his tongue touch my lips gently. I open my eyes underwater and see him through the bubbles, our eyes make contact, and we just gaze into each other’s eyes while we kiss. This goes on for some time until Luciano take us up for air. We both stand and are chest high.
“I hope you don’t mind Jabin,” he said.
“Not at all.” He puts his hand on my back and slides it to the small of my back. I look at him and he looks right into my eyes. Drops of water are running down his hair, face, and neck, he looks like a Greek statue. He goes underwater and I can feel him touch my foot. Then I see that he is sucking on my toe. He then kisses me up to my knee and then to my upper thigh.
He surfaces, and I look at him and he looks right into my eyes. Drops of water are running down his hair, face, and neck, he looks like a Greek statue. He goes underwater and I can feel him touch my foot. Then I see that he is sucking on my toe. He then kisses me up to my knee and then to my upper thigh.
He surfaces wipes off his face, “I know you are a virgin.” I feel a little embarrassed.
“I want to savor this, how long can you stay.”
“Well, I don’t work until the day after tomorrow.”
“Great I’d like you to stay with me so we can get to know each other.”
“I would like that Luciano.” He gives me another big smile that just makes me crazy,
“Let’s see who can hold their breath the longest.”
Luciano pulls me down in the water with him. He takes my hand and we swim down to the deep part of the pool. Immediately he starts tickling me – so that I would have to come up for air. I let out a gulp of air in a laugh, but I was able to keep it together. I started tickling him back, but as soon as I did this, he spun me around and pinned me against the bottom of the pool. He leaned down, so we were face to face, and he started kissing me again. This time, he opened his mouth and I felt his tongue enter my mouth. His tongue was so warm and inviting. By this time, I was starting to feel like I needed air, and Luciano sensed it and took my hand and we both go to the surface.
“You are so much fun, Jabin,” He says when we surface.
“Thanks Luciano, I’m having a great time.”
“Well, I’m starting to get an appetite, how does dinner sound?”
“Sounds great.” I reply.
Holding hands, we slowly walk out of the pool. He reaches over to a table and hands me a fluffy white towel. I go into the bathroom, change into some shorts and a fitted T-shirt, a splash of aqau di gio, and I fix my hair. When I changed I noticed that I was semi hard. My heart was racing and I was feeling the alcohol a little bit. When I walked out of the bathroom, I could hear food frying. I walked towards the kitchen and I saw Luciano frying something in a wok. I see my drink on a counter with a stool next to it. Just as I head towards it, he sees me and flashes me that million-dollar smile. He was wearing some black work out pants and a white tank top. I smiled back.
“Have a seat, my man. I hope you like stir fry.”
“I love stir fry, it smells great. Is there anything I can help you with?” Taking a sip of my drink.
“I’ve got it taken care of bud. I love that you asked though,” he smiles back at me.
I could tell he was an extremely organized, the rice was boiling, food frying, and he was adding spices, setting timers, very controlled. I really appreciate that, as I am much the same. In about ten minutes, the food was done, he put them into serving dishes and asked me to follow him through a doorway into the dining room. He turns on the light, and I see a large table already set for us. The dining room is beautiful. A large chandelier attached to the 11 foot ceiling. Spacious windows, out of which you can see the city lights in the distance. He told me to have a seat. He then brought in the rest of the food, as well as a bottle of wine.
“Jabin, since you’re a growing boy, I’m going to give you a good sized helping.”
The plates depict an Italian Villa with olive trees and water fountains. They are beautiful, ornate, obviously from Italy. He sees me admiring the plate in front of me.
“I see you like the plates, they are family heirlooms. They were made in Athens in the mid nineteenth century. My parents handed them down to me and I haven’t used them in over a year. I only use them for very special occasions.”
He gives me a generous portion and the gets himself some. He then uncorks the wine and gives us both a generous helping. When he sits down, he picks up his wine glass as if to make a toast.
“To a new friendship. May we learns from our different cultures and backgrounds and possibly grow closer together.”
“Hear, Hear!” I say, shyly, smiling. I lift my glass and touch his.
We both drink on the toast. I immediately start eating, as I have become pretty hungry. He slowly unwraps his napkin, looking at me consistently.
“This is delicious, Luciano”
“Thank you Jabin, that’s very nice of you.” He takes his first bite. “Jabin, I’m so glad that you could come and join me for dinner. It can be pretty lonely in this big house.”
“I’m glad to come, I’ve wanted to get to know you more.” I look across and see him smiling widely at my comment.
“Jabin, I hope you don’t think that I’m just some older guy who just wants to get in your pants. Of course I won’t deny that you have a most beautiful body, which I adore. I am looking to build a relationship with a great guy. I am very much a romantic, and while I always like to have fun, I am most of all looking for a lover, a partner, someone to share my life with. I’m not saying any of this to put any expectations on you, I just want you to understand more about me.”
“I’m glad you’re telling me this, it does help me understand you better. As far as what I’m looking for…all I know is I would love to have a boyfriend, partner, whatever you want to call it. I long for that closeness. I also need a teacher, someone to guide me.”
“Well, Jabin, I don’t think you will have any trouble finding one.” He says as he takes another drink of wine.
I look up and see a clock on the wall, it says 6:45. I can’t believe so much time has gone by already.
“So, Jabin, if you weren’t eating here tonight, what would you be eating?”
I laugh loudly, “Well, to be honest with you, I would be having a TV Dinner. My mom bought me a bunch of them before she left. My mom knows I don’t know how to cook.”
He smiles widely. “Well, Jabin, I am fortunate enough to learn a great deal from my mother, who is a true master of Italian cooking. It is now my goal to teach you some great dishes. I do need to pass on the legacy.”
“That sounds great.”
“So, tell me about your brothers and sister. I forget, how many do you have?”
“My brother Mark is the oldest, he graduated from BYU last year and found a job in Chicago. He has a wife and one daughter. Then there are my sisters Rebecca and Jane. They are twins, and they are both going to the University of Utah. Rebecca is engaged.”
“Cool, so how is it being the youngest?”
“I like it, my parents are more relaxed about their parenting, compared to my siblings at least. Not that it helped me have any experiences with guys, though.”
“Well, a lot of my clients are Mormon, so I know they are usually very restricting as far as what they let their kids do.”
“Ya, and it’s more than just my parents, even my school is very conservative. Sometimes I feel like I am suffocating, like I want to experience more out of life.”
“I understand completely, Jabin. I have memories of Italy. We lived in a small village and I remember how intrusive the Catholic church was, I think it’s much the same.”
Luciano puts his fork down, and drinks his last bit of wine. I finished a few minutes ago. The food has reduced the effects of the alcohol.
“Well, Jabin, I thought after dinner I could show you my game room, it’s in my basement.”
“Wow, there’s more to this house, I thought I had seen all of it.”
“Well, not quite. There’s quite a few things we can play down there, we can do whatever you like. Sounds Great, Luciano. Let me help you with these dishes.” I stand up and pick up my plate.
“You put that down right now. You are my guest.” He gets up and pulls my dish out of my hands.
“All right, if you insist.”
“Go in the living room, relax, and listen to the music. Here take some more wine with you.” He fills up my glass.
“Thank you Luciano, you are quite the host.” I say coyly.
“Now go” he orders, and slaps my ass. I laugh
I sit down on his luxurious leather sofa. I can hear Duncan Sheik playing on the stereo system. He quickly clears the table and I hear him doing the dishes. After just a few minutes, he comes out, offers his hand to me. Let’s go. I grab his hand and he leads me down the hallway, then turns and opens a door that leads downstairs. When we get downstairs, he flips on the light, and I see a large room with a pool table, big screen TV, DVD player, what looks like a million DVD’s, and a Playstation 2 hooked up, and at the far end there are double doors that open out to a patio with a Jacuzzi.
“Wow!, this is awesome. This is so cool, every boy’s dream.” I say
He laughs, “Ya, I would have loved this when I was a kid. What would you like to do, it’s up to you Jabin.”
“We could watch a movie.”
“Great, do you want to watch this?, I’m sure you haven’t seen it, but it’s a great love story.”
“Sounds good, Luciano.” I smile at him.
I sit down on the couch, and he sets up the movie. The screen is at least 60”.
The movie starts. Luciano pull me close next to him, I rest my head on his shoulder, and he puts his arms around me. It feels so perfect. This is what I’ve been hungering for years.
The movie is about a Mormon boy in LA who is in the closet and he finds a guy that he loves. The Mormon kid goes through some much shit from his supposed friends and family. While I haven’t gone through anything like him, it still really hits close to home.
When the movie ends we both have a lot on our minds.
“Wow, that really does hit close to home.” I say.
“It really does. One impression it made on me Jabin, was that life is way too short to live for someone else.”
“I definitely agree with you Luciano. What a waste it would be to not be true to myself. I will always love my family, but I definitely need to live for myself.”
“I’m really glad to hear that Jabin.” Luciano looks deeply into my eyes.
All of a sudden, Luciano picks me up in his arms. I can tell this is effortless for him, he is so damn strong.
Laughing, I say, “What are you doing Luciano?”
“Did I forget to tell you, I’ve been told that I can be spontaneous.” He walks out to the patio, and starts getting in the hot tub, both of us fully clothed.
“Oh my god, you’re nuts.” I say laughing even harder. “Oh man, I don’t have a change of clothes.”
“Don’t worry Jabin, you won’t need them.” He goes down the steps into the Jacuzzi. He sits down, and puts me on his lap. “Sei bellissima,” rolls off of his lips. Hearing him speak Italian is so beautiful and such a turn on. “That means you are beautiful, Jabin.”
“Thank you Luciano, Italian is such a beautiful language.” He simply smiles back at me and then leans towards my lips for a kiss. We kiss deeply, I can tell we are both breathing hard.
“’Siete venue a me da un sogno’. That means ‘You came to me from a dream.’ I know we just met, but I really do feel like you came to me from my dreams. I have been yearning to meet someone who I have a true connection with. I have never felt it stronger then I feel it with you.”
“I’m blown away Luciano. You have turned my world upside down for the good. I feel something deeply for you too. I don’t want to say too much, but I feel so close to you it’s scaring me.”
“You don’t need to be scared, the only thing to be scared of is living a life unfulfilled.” He leans in for another kiss. I take his tongue in deeply, so warm, feels so perfect. “Now, Jabin, we need to get you out of these wet clothes.”
I had barely noticed that I was fully clothed in his Jacuzzi. I laughed hard. Luciano took my shirt and pulled it over my head. He then sat me down next to him, and pulled off my shorts and underwear under water. He set the sopping wet clothes next to the Jacuzzi. He leaned forward, kissed me again, running his hand alone my side.
“I can’t be the only one in my birthday suit now,” I took his shirt and pulled it over his head. Revealing his solid Italian chest. I then slid off his jogging pants and underwear and threw them by the side. As soon as he was naked he picks me up and sets me back on his lap. I can feel his hard cock underneath my ass. I can tell that it is very big.
I put my head against his chest and I can hear his heart beating very fast.
“Oh Luciano, thank you for being so kind and inviting me over. I’ve been having such a great time.”
“It is me who should be thanking you. You are such a great surprise. I’m so glad you decided to walk by my house today. Life is amazing, you really never know what is going to happen. You truly are a treasure Jabin.”
Luciano puts his mouth to my ear and whispers. “Oh, Jabin, I want you so much. Will you go to my bedroom with me?”
I hesitate for a few seconds, then I say “Yes.” His beautiful face brightens up again. His lips are so luscious, I can’t resist, I lean in for another kiss, and he meets me half way. I start to move to get up, but he quickly picks me up in his strong arms and starts to carry me out of the Jacuzzi. I look up into his eyes, and he looks back.
“I want to take care of you tonight Jabin, just leave everything to me.”
“Alright, Luciano.” He carries me up the stairs through his house to his bedroom with little effort. He takes me into his bathroom and set me down. He turns on the shower, and when it is warm he pulls me in with him. He puts me underneath the shower, while he gets some soap. He soaps himself down, and then switches places with me. After he rinses off, he starts to soap me down. Running his hands all over my chest, down to my stomach, he gently washes my semi hard penis. His hands are so gentle. He then continues down my legs, and then thoroughly washes each foot. He looks up at me and smiles. Then he turns me around, begins washing my neck, shoulders. Making slow circular motions on my back, slowly working down. He cleans my back and then gently starts washing my ass cheeks. I then feel his fingers slide between my asscrack, cleaning me good. He leans around and looks into my eyes to make sure I’m still cool with all this. He can tell I still am. We both then rinse off, and he takes me by my hand to his bed. It is a large bed that is high off the floor. I crawl in and get under the sheets with him. He puts his arms around me and just holds me. Feels so incredible to be next to him, just perfect. He starts kissing my neck, I feel his warm lips on my skin, amazing. He pulls me so I’m on my back, and he pulls the sheets back so I’m exposed. I look up and see his deep eyes piercing into my soul. He starts kissing my chest, and works down to my abs.
Stay tuned for Part 2…
