Part 8:
Jaime made it to the restaurant with little time to spare. He was fortunate that the weather was relatively mild that day as he only worked up the slightest sheen of sweat on his brow. He sniffed his armpits to make sure that they remained inoffensive and walked in the employee entrance.
The restaurant was a small family owned business. It was the kind of place you wondered how they kept the lights on. Part of the reason, Jaime assumed, was because there wasn't a large staff. The owner, Donald, was present most nights managing the small staff and speaking to the local regulars. Jaime was one of a handful of busboys who supported a few full time servers. Janet, the most senior server had been working there since Jaime started high school. He often wondered if she had any greater plans with her life than serving pizza and mozzarella sticks.
He said hello to her as when he got to the front of the kitchen and clocked in.
She put in an order for one of her tables and blew her blonde bangs up from the corner of her mouth. She saw Jaime and made her way over to him. “Hey, handsome,” she said. “Mike has to leave early so I'm going to need your help. We need to get the tables turned around as quick as possible.”
Jaime blushed a little. She was always throwing compliments his way. “Sure, just let me know what you need.”
Weekends were moderately busy, from what Jaime could gather. He'd only gotten his position a little before graduation and had been working mostly weeknights when the crowd was insubstantial. When he'd shown that he could be dependable he was given shifts during high volume days. It had its drawbacks. He would much rather be with Garrett and his friends at the party tonight than cleaning tables and refilling ketchup bottles. But, he also knew that he needed to work if he had any chance of getting a car and paying for college, so he took it very seriously.
The hustle could be draining. He looked out at the dining room and saw families talking, couples laughing, and he heard the chorus of voices and the sound of silverware scraping plates. Once he was in the thick of it he would get lost in it all and the time would fly by.
The faces of the diners would pass by in a blur. He would swoop in to clear the table of their dishes and silverware. He'd be attentive to the requests of a mother who had been waiting too long for her child's drink and was slightly irritated by the service. He'd ignore the comments from the women who said how cute he was when he passed by. Sometimes the faces were very familiar.
That night, at one of his tables, some guys he'd gone to school with were having food and drinks. One of those guys happened to be Lucas Santiago, who was one of the few out students who he'd often passed in the halls. He had olive skin, and boyish look. He was wearing a tight shirt that showed off his lean muscular frame. His black hair was long on top and cut close on the sides. Some of the longer hair had fallen out of place and Lucas deftly ran his fingers through it putting it back into place. They made eye contact and Jaime in embarrassment realized that he had been staring. He quickly finished wiping up the table and stumbled back into the kitchen with the dishes trying not to make a spectacle of himself.
He'd taken a moment to catch his breath when he heard Janet behind him say, not unkindly, “The tables aren't going to clean themselves.”
Jaime looked back and smiled at her, sucked it up and went back to work.
Try as he might to keep focused on his job, Jaime found it incredibly difficult to stop looking in Lucas's direction. He'd bring out some napkins and silverware and invariably he'd look up and Lucas would be looking back with an amused look on his face. Jaime wondered if somehow he knew what was going on inside his head.
Jaime was only responsible for working a half shift that night and between the revolving tables and his vainly avoiding making eye contact with Lucas, he barely noticed when everything was winding down. It was closing time and it was time to start the real clean up. He mopped the floor, restocked the tables and helped out in the kitchen to make sure everything was clean. Though he did it all without complaint, he was excited to get to Yvette's.
When he said goodnight to Donald and Janet, who was very appreciative of all of his help, he went outside with a tired smile on his face, but with the satisfaction of a good night's work and the anticipation of money in his pocket.
The parking lot was lit by florescent lights holding the darkness at bay just beyond their reach. He didn't make it out of a parking lot before he was approached by a shiny new import.
“Need a ride?” came a voice. He looked into the car and Lucas was smiling back at him.
“Hey, Lucas,” Jaime said with a smile. “I mean, it's okay. I don't live that far.”
“Then I don't mind driving you. Hop in,” Lucas said, not taking no for an answer.
Jaime got in the car a little self conscious about the state of his work clothes. “Turn left here and go straight.”
They pulled out of the parking lot and drove in an awkward silence.
“So, what happened to your friends?” Jaime asked.
“We're all supposed to go out tonight and they went on ahead while I waited for you.”
“Why would you wait for me?” Jaime asked.
“Because it looked like you needed a friend.”
“I don't know how you got that idea,” Jaime said feigning ignorance.
“You were staring at me all night,” Lucas replied.
“I wouldn't call it staring,” Jaime said.
“You couldn't take your eyes off me!” Lucas said playfully. “I can't say I blame you.”
Picking up on the game Jaime said, “I remember you looking in my direction too.”
“Guilty as charged,” Lucas said. “I mean, what's not to look at?”
Jaime didn't have a reply. “Turn left at this light,” was all he could say. “You going to Yvette's party tonight?”
“I'm going to pass. Yvette and I don't get along that well on account of her being a conniving bitch.”
“I can't say that I like her either,” Jaime said. “But, the party is for Garrett. He's going way to school.”
“I didn't know. Well, you should have a lot of fun.”
“This is my apartment complex right here,” Jaime said. “You want to come in?”
Lucas raised his eyebrow, pursed his lips and said “Sure, why not?”
They walked through the lit hallways silently until they got to his door and went inside. Jaime rushed through Lucas through the introduction with his mother and ushered Lucas into his room and closed the door behind them.
Jaime bit his lip and decided to take the plunge. “Okay, I was looking at you. It's just, when we were in school you looked so comfortable and you were open about, you know,” Jamie said without finishing his thought.
“You're going to have to spell it out for me, Jaime,” Lucas said.
“I just want to know what it's like, what it feels like to be gay is all,” Jaime said. He lowered his voice, paranoid that his mother had passed by his door at the moment he said the words.
“Is there something you're not telling me, Jaime?” Lucas said, sitting on Jaime's bed and leaning back, his shirt riding up a little and revealing his midriff.
Jaime felt that Lucas was toying with him and felt a little irritated. Then he looked at him from head to toe, tight shirt, tight jeans and sneakers. He swallowed. “I'm like you,” he said. “Like, I just found out today.”
“I see,” Lucas said, first stretching back, then sitting up again.
“I need to know how it feels.”
“Normal,” Lucas said. “Sorry, there's no grand revelation. It can hurt at first, but it's normal. And you deal with the hurt and you move on because that's the way that you were made.”
“What do you do when you have feelings for someone who you're sure doesn't feel the same way about you?”
“You talking about Garrett?” Lucas said and Jaime nodded his head. “Either you tell them how you feel or you let them go.”
“What if you can't let go?”
“Good question. But, sometimes it's better not to know the answer. It can get messy.”
“It's already messy,” Jaime said.
“Look, get ready and I'll take you to your party. Take my number. We'll go out to a local club tomorrow, do some dancing,” Lucas said as he raised his hands in the air and moved his hips. “Normal,” he said and took Jaime's hand in is. “Now, go get ready to go see your friend,” Lucas said as he laid back in Jaime's bed.
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Hey guys. I want to thank you all for the encouragement. It's been hard to find the time and the drive to write, but I was able to bang out another section. More to follow!