Jess' Story -- I Thought I Knew, Book 3

[glorff]

I am pretty sure I know exactly what was going on in Jess's head, but I think that you guys should make all the choices about how you tell this story. You have not led us astray yet, so why should we doubt you now

 

[rain09]

WOW, I stumbled upon ITIK, and I just had to read the whole thing tonight!

HR: you're doing an amazing job sharing the story from the perspective of Paul and Jess. The story is so powerful and captivating... you've managed to capture that manly allure extremely well your story. The way you've composed the story, I almost feel like I'm "in" on the whole thing, and therefore like I'm a part of it. I will definitely be hoping for more.

I think my life parallels this story in so many ways (you can check out my little story if you'd like)- I can relate to both Paul and Jess in this last story in terms of my own experiences, so I know they're loving it all! I feel like I relive some of my experiences and feelings in a much more insightful way as I read through the story...

It's a shame that Paul seems to not be very aware of his attractiveness... I'm hoping in this next installment Jess steps it up and really opens up. I can understand Jess, however, not wanting to push too far with a guy he's presumed straight (and dating Anne). Jess is clearly writhing with desire; I find it amazing that he's able to be passive the whole time. In Jess's place, I doubt I could be so passive without utterly betraying my exact feelings with moans, body contortions, and so on. In Paul's place, I think I'd assert my desire more and make it very clear that I liked what was going on...

I can't wait to hear Jess's side of the story in the next installment. I almost feel like Jess couldn't have done anything because he was so awestruck that his fantasy had somehow evolved right before his eyes, making it too good, and perhaps too precious, to be true.

Thank you all of you for making this story happen, and letting it come to us. It's awesome! Keep up the good work HR!

 

[JustJess]

I won! I get to do the next chapter telling some of the same stuff Paul talked about but the way I saw it. Thanks to all of you who wrote and asked HR to give me the chance. I want to say that I think Paul did a great job of telling that part of the story but I think Ive got stuff worth adding to it. It may be next week before we get it done.

I also want to say thanks to all the ugys who have written in to let us know how much they like my story. Paul and I are pretty happy with it so far. It looks like a lot of new names are starting to show up.

And Rain I wrote you a msg. I hope to talk to you soon.

 

[DonQuixote]

Glad to hear it, Jess. It's a pretty pivotal part of your relationship. I think.

 

[PerpetuallyHard312]

Awesome! I'm glad to get to see what was going on inside Jess' head during this steamy encounter between him and Paul! I'll save as much cum as I can for you Jess! And thanks for your comment on my story....it means a lot to me.

 

[ZachBurry]

Jess, Paul and HR, i havent posted yet on my own, only through Tim. I love the story so far, i cant wait until the next one. Your story gives me something to do while im in class. I know, im supposed to be learning, but i would rather read about Hot sexy guys getting off to the image of someone else. or Spooning and getting off. It makes for a better class.

Have a gret thanksgiving. ttyl

 

[hardreader]

It's been too long since I last posted and I know a few of you are getting restless waiting to hear how Jess saw his first encounter of the sexual kind with Paul. The holiday really slowed down the writing process, even though I got to see Jess & Paul more than once. Unfortunately, our place was like a busy motel of relatives and friends for days on end. Too crowded too extend any benefits. To busy to get any work done on the project. Too bad! It was fun, but it left me more than ready to get back to this project.

At last the next episode is complete and almost ready to post. So I'm taking a break to handle the mailbag. Within a few hours you guys should have what you've been wishing for. I hope you enjoy it as much as you thought you would. Or should I say thought you "wood"? A lot of you seemed to get overly excited by the evening Jess & Paul spent at Jess' place. I wonder why.

The controversy over whether to let Jess have his chance to tell about that encounter brought out some readers I didn't know were lurking so nearby. I'm thrilled to have their voices added to our regulars. I hope they'll feel comfortable joining in our conversation/commentary more often now. Most of them chimed in to either tell me to write it the way I thought best or that they wanted Jess' viewpoint.

On the Write It The Way You Want side were:

ukbrit -- "You tell story how you want to, I have been keeping quiet as this story is such that I feel it needs to unwind before I make comments. But what I will say is that Jess is finding out that his life is taking a huge change and Paul is proving to be an interest Jess had not expected, let it play out."

Bodhi1 -- "Anything you write is fantastic ... do what you feel is best for the story line, & the boys!"

glorff -- "I am pretty sure I know exactly what was going on in Jess's head, but I think that you guys should make all the choices about how you tell this story. You have not led us astray yet, so why should we doubt you now" So good to know you're still reading!

On the Let Jess Tell His Story side were:

DonQuixote: "Whether it be a narrative telling, or a Post from "He, Himself", you can tell what my vote is, I suspect. lol I'd REALLY like to understand what was going through Jess' mind. I think, regardless of how you staged the chapter in the first place, we would have wanted BOTH guys' inner musings on this most crucial stage."

BillyCanCum -- "HR, you know how I feel but I'm still voting. For the record let Jess tell us why he was such a prude."

TimWhite07 -- "my vote is to turn back the clock a bit and let jess tell us what was going on in his head. then move on even if the chapter has to be a bit longer."

skittles -- "Let Jess tell us what was going through his mind during this first sexual encounter between he and Paul. If it's even half as good as what Paul gave us, wow, I'm gonna have to buy some goddmaned rubber sheets man. Hopefully I can have one of those multiples (orgasms) I've told you about. Shit, one way to find out. My vote is for Jess. Give it to us Jess!"

Kyanimal -- "Do I want to hear about the same "adventure" from Jess's POV? Get to know what was going through his Head while his "head" was going? Do I want to know what He was thinking while Paul was "creaming a dream"? Would I really mind the "repetition" (even though I've read the last 2 chapters over, and over, again)? Uh ... just give me a mo ... FUCK YES!!!"

PerpetuallyHard312 -- "I too want to know what Jess was thinking/feeling during this steamy session with Paul. I thought for sure that you'd be all over him, but maybe you will later? Anyway that was still hot so encore! Encore!"

NothingtoSay -- "Yes let us read what was going on inside Jess' head."

And then you guys had some regular comments as well:

DonQuixote -- "What a HOT, STEAMY, CUMMY, GOOEY Chapter! . . . To say I was a "bit uncomfortable" at my workstation while reading the post is an understatement!" Did you really blow your load while in your workstation? How cool is that! Make a fucking mess at work, Don!!! I hope we can get you off again today. Oh, I know we can. Don't forget to tell us all about it, along with whatever random thoughts are going through your head when you cum!

PerpetuallyHard312 -- "OMG! I'm SO late for class right now but I HAD to read this before I left! That was so hot! Paul I think you did the right thing and not told him you knew who he was just yet. You are so lucky! Jess, why so passive? You were so hot for this guy, I thought that you'd attack him the moment the opportunity presented itself? You said that you'd let him make the first move, but I didn't think that you meant all the moves! lol But you made Paul one happy albeit confused guy that night. I'll be a couple more minutes late cleaning this cum but it was worth it...oh BOY was it worth it!" The early feedback seemed to suggest that this chapter might just be one of the most cum-inducing chapters so far. Glad to keep you hard and cumming, PH. You obviously have a great enthusiasm for your favorite pasttime. We'll talk again soon.

justright25 -- "The story is great as usual and I can now say I am caught up on reading these awesome stories. I started reading them when you first posted this latest book and decided to begin with the first. I am glad that I did and that I have kept reading them until now. Keep up the great work." Thanks for the kind words. I'm so glad you're enjoying ITIK. You might consider posting a comment to the thread for Books 1 & 2 as well just saying what you thought. Justin and particularly Billy are starting to feel a little left out when all the new posts end up in the Book 3 thread.

NothingtoSay -- "I thought I was prepared to read this chapter but when i began reading the part when Jess sat in front of Paul I almost lost it. Oh to be a fly on that wall... You guys are lucky to have found each other and continue to be friends." Enough said. But "almost lost it"? We didn't get you off?

TimWhite07 -- "It is times like this that i am glad that i have a fluid resistant Keyboard. LOL. I have a some friends in town from San Fran. They are straight and get a little weireded out when Zach and i love on each, so we havent had a change to get some relief. They just went to store when i started reading this, and im glad they did. That was the biggest load i have down in a while. . . . I guess like everyone else, i want to know why you were so passive Jess. I think maybe it is because you didnt want to push him away by going to far, so you let him go as far as he wanted. How i envy you right now paul. Being able to do that with a guy that many of us have fantasized about. You are very lucky." I really didn't think guys would find it so hard to understand Jess' passivity. I knew and understood Paul's thoughts on it, but didn't really think it would create such a stir. But, of course, I'm glad we got you off with such a great load. When are you guys going to be serving cocktails at your place. I hope you invite me! I'm thirsty!

skittles -- "Wow. You guys sure put a smile on my face. Now I need a cigarette, lol. That was so intensely erotic and well worth the wait. I wonder if we'll hear any pillow talk or will the conversation take place the next day? Either way, you guys have outdone yourselves." You sound like another satisfied customer. Keep that cigaret and lighter handy. You're gonna want one before this day is done.

Kyanimal -- "OMFG!!! I made a Big mistake by reading this latest chapter while still wearing my boxers and sweats! And, I'm not just talkin' "Wet Spot"!!! "Animal" pulsed so HARD that NOW I've got HUGE, messy, GLOBS, to clean up!!! (And, I didn't even have to TOUCH "Him"!!!) WOWF! and Whew!! ("We" don't have a Smilie BIG enough to describe the Splatter!!) !!! How the HELL did you do that???? I need some Oxygen!! I need to clean this "Mess" UP!! I've got to take some Vitamins!! Holy Jesus FUCK, hr, Paul and Jess!! You've really gotta Stop this! (NO! Don't you DARE!) This is like FUCKIN' KRYPTONITE!!!" This post put the biggest fucking grin on my face. You win this week's award for Most Enthusiastic Description of Blowing Your Load While Reading!

gaytxn09 -- "Hot update. Definitely excited about future updates hehe." Welcome to the comment board. So glad to have you join in and hope you'll soon becum a regular here. I hope that "excited" reference you made means what I think it means.

Autolycus -- "When a story is this good, to have a bonus chapter thrown in is fantastic! Maybe Hardreader is a misnomer for Hardwriter - the Hardreaders are surely the fans of this magnificent thread." Yes, I usually do write hard. This may seem unlikely, but I find that edging while I write keeps me focused. It also helps me create the sexual energy in the story that readers seem to enjoy. Right, guys?!

rain09 -- "WOW, I stumbled upon ITIK, and I just had to read the whole thing tonight! . . . The story is so powerful and captivating... you've managed to capture that manly allure extremely well your story. The way you've composed the story, I almost feel like I'm "in" on the whole thing, and therefore like I'm a part of it. I will definitely be hoping for more." Hey, rain, it's been great chatting with you and reading your story as well. I think with any luck at all that "more " you've been hoping for is cumming right up. And when you say you "feel like you're in on the whole thing," does that mean like you're having a three way with the guys?

ZachBurry -- "i havent posted yet on my own, only through Tim (TimWhite07, his husband). I love the story so far, i cant wait until the next one. Your story gives me something to do while im in class. I know, im supposed to be learning, but i would rather read about Hot sexy guys getting off to the image of someone else. or Spooning and getting off. It makes for a better class." I somehow never imagined guys getting into this project while sitting in class. Thanks, Zach, you've given me a new fantasy of you that I know I'll enjoy getting off to. Sorry, Tim.

Well, that's one of the longest mailbags ever. Thanks to all of you, especially you first-timers. It sounds like everyone got their chance to "unload". So now all I need to do is read through Jess' latest offering one more time and then you guys can go ahead and get your rocks off at work, in class, or wherever feels good. I hope you enjoy the story as well. Jess and Paul are truly giving their all.

So maybe it's time for some more of you to rate this story. It's easy to do. If you don't know how, just ask.

Thanks and until we meet again, stay happy. And stay hard!

 

[hardreader]

Whenever I try to have two different guys explain what happened, there are always pieces that just won’t fit together. One remembers it one way; the other another way. That’s how it is with Jess and Paul remembering their first evening together. So don’t get too hung up on that. Just accept that for each of them, what they remember is what happened. -- H.R.

Jess’ Story
I Thought I Knew -- Book Three
Chapter 11, Part I
From Jess' viewpoint​

After lunch Paul and I walked to look at a car he wanted to buy. All the way I kept thinking back to that moment during lunch. That moment when everything almost went off the tracks. I had screwed up my courage and managed to slip a little info about my sexuality into the conversation. Paul had asked me something that was sort of related and I’d said something like, “I don’t think about my sexuality that way so much. I’ll go out with guys or girls. I like them both.”

I thought he took it OK at first, but then all of a sudden there was this change that came over him. He said he had to go. But only a minute before he had been acting like he had all day to sit and eat and talk.

When he said he was leaving to go look at a car, I was so panicked. It was like with Tolley when he left. I never saw Tolley again. At least no more than just in passing or at a distance.

I had moved too fast again. And I’d already scared Paul off. Maybe for good. I don’t know what had made me think I had to move so fast with Paul.

I guess my track record on this sort of stuff wasn’t so good. I’d screwed up with Tolley that way. And Billy, too. I knew I had come on to Billy too fast. It wasn’t enough that I told him I was gay. I had to keep pushing for more and more from him until it drove him to Justin.

I even screwed up with Justin. When I look back on it, I think I might have had a chance to make it with Justin. He would have been a great boyfriend for me. But I never seemed to know when to back off. Like when I asked Justin to cum on me the very first time I even told him I might be gay. Of course, he blew me off. And that happened more than once.

But with Paul rather than panic I managed to keep my cool. I’d kept him talking about regular stuff. And finally he had asked if I wanted to go with him to look at the car he wanted to buy. We just kept on talking about normal stuff as we walked together going to see about the car. Things seemed OK.

We never met the guy with the car, but I managed to keep Paul talking and with me as our strange but uneventful afternoon progressed. I just wanted to show him that we could hang together without any pressure. I didn’t want to scare him again. I just wanted to spend time with him. To get to know him as a person. And to let him get to know me.

I knew I needed to be honest about stuff. But as far as I knew we weren’t having sex any time soon, so no need to rush into that discussion again. Maybe someday, if things worked out the way I already knew I wanted them to work out, maybe someday I’d have to tell him about my story and H.R. and all of that. As I think back on it, I realize that as stupid as it sounds I was already thinking he might finally be my Mr. Right. I didn’t have a clue why, but I knew I liked him. A lot.

But this was not the time or the place for that. Nothing more was going to happen that day. I could just relax, be myself, and try to be cool

We finally ended up at my place and everything seemed to be so relaxed and comfortable between us. But almost immediately things got off track and I almost lost it again. I swear I wanted things with this guy to work so bad. But we kept like bumping into things.

He said he needed to take a piss and wanted to use my bathroom, which is off of my bedroom. When he was coming out my bathroom, it had never even occurred to me that he would be looking right at that drawing of me . . . What was I thinking leaving that picture of me hanging on my bedroom wall? I mean it was a picture of me with part of my hard cock showing and I was covered in cum. OK, so the cum wasn’t all that obvious, but it was there and there was a lot of it. It actually looked to me more like Justin had cum all over me, because so much cum was so high on my chest and neck if you looked at the picture just right.

Every time I’d thought about taking that picture down, I’d told myself some shit about what if Justin came over and saw I didn’t have it hanging somewhere.

Get real, Jess! Justin lives on the East Coast and has never even been here. He wasn’t about to drop by. So why the hell did I do this to myself?

Then Paul said something about how great it would be to have a good friend like Justin. I thought for a minute that he knew or understood who Justin was. Maybe this was gonna be the end of things. If he did know about Justin that would mean he had to have read “I Thought I Knew.” And that was my nightmare come to life.

I about exploded when he was looking at the picture. I was mad at myself. Mad at Justin for drawing it. Mad at Paul in some strange way for seeing it.

But I guess he only knew Justin’s name because he saw Justin’s signature on it. It was one more warning to me that said, Back off, Jess. Don’t go too fast with this guy. Give him time. Give him space. Just be yourself and you’ll be OK. That’s easy to tell yourself, but it’s really hard to do sometimes when you really care about a guy.

So that’s how things were. Other than that one tense moment, we had a great afternoon together doing absolutely nothing. How cool is that! Once I’d gotten over those early . . . I don’t know . . . like explosions going off inside me over this shit . . . after that I really enjoyed him. I relaxed and just let the time pass.

It was kind of weird later when he said he wanted to watch a movie and all I had to offer was a few raggedy-ass DVDs an old roommate had left behind. Gay pornos! But he was completely cool with it. By that point in the evening, I somehow wasn’t worried. I knew if he wasn’t comfortable watching gay porn with me, he wouldn’t make a big deal of it. I thought it would be OK to at least show him what I had. He could always say no.

Then there was that strange thing when I told him to get comfortable, cuz I’m not gonna watch porn wearing all my clothes. It’s like taking a shower in your clothes. Whether you’re planning to jerk off, or just edge, or whatever, a lot of clothes and porn don’t go together.

As I was getting ready to slip off my shorts and put on some comfy boxers, he dropped his shorts. He was going commando. I’d noticed earlier that it looked like he was, but then as the afternoon went on, I sort of forgot about it I guess.

It was a little awkward him in only a T-shirt with his cock and balls all exposed. And me in my underwear. I mean Paul was already hard. His cock . . . Well, when I saw it all hard like that and so beautiful. I mean he’s about my size when he’s hard. I like gulped when I saw how perfect he looked.

I wanted to walk over to him and take his cock in my hands. I wanted to feel how hard it was. Feel its heat. Sense its pulse in my hands. I would have buried my face in his crotch just to inhale the scent of him. Lick his nuts and cock and suck him and taste him and . . .

But I didn’t. I checked him out good. He didn’t seem to care that I was looking or that he was showing wood. Big time wood! Maybe he was showing off. I sure as hell hoped so cuz I would have loved for him to go on standing there so I could stare at his naked body all night. Instead he jumped right in my bed. Hard and ready!

I walked around to the far side of my bed to climb in beside him. As I moved, I could feel my cock swaying between my legs. The way a cock swings when it’s getting hard. You know how you can feel every movement. Your thickening cock moving with every step. Every movement felt so good. Each step made me a little harder. That’s how it was.

So I was probably half-hard lying on my bed with Paul. The guy was so relaxed. I figured he probably had been with a lot of guys and girls, too. This was probably nothing special for him. But he was hard and staying hard. As we watched our porn, I couldn’t stop looking at his hard cock. The way it arched up over his abs. Did I say it looked really fucking hard?

I guess looking at him and thinking about what I wanted to do to him was getting me really hard too. I really wasn’t thinking so much about having sex with him. I just wanted to be with him. Close and warm. Nestled together. I wanted so bad to hold him in my arms.

I’d had that once or twice with Tolley, but he was always so tense about it. Paul seemed completely at ease. Like he’d be perfectly OK with it if I took him in my arms and kissed him gently and then cuddled up against him. Our bodies close together. Our hard cocks trapped between us. His skin against mine. His face next to mine. Our cocks hot and hard and pressing and rubbing against each other. I wanted to hear and feel his heart beat. I wanted to feel his body breathing in and out.

That’s what I wanted. I can’t believe I’m saying all this stuff. But I wasn’t going for it. I could wait. If Paul wanted to move faster, he was experienced. He’d obviously done this kind of thing before. He could set the pace. For now, I was gonna follow.

It didn’t take him very long. He moved his hand onto my leg and started to give me a deep-muscle massage. I remember how the feel of his warm hand on my thigh made my cock twitch. I thought I might crawl out of my skin. My skeleton, my muscles, even my blood was squirming with anticipation and need just beneath my flesh. My body cried out for more. His hand so close to my . . . I took a deep breath and decided to tell him flat out. “That feels amazing. I love having you touch me.”

It wasn’t long before Paul started slow-stroking his own cock. He’s cut, but with a generous amount of foreskin left. When he worked his hand on his hard-on, I could see him slide the remnants of his foreskin up over his cockhead. At least part way. I wished so bad that he was working mine instead. But I was enjoying the hell out of watching him pleasure himself. I could almost feel in my own cock the sensation of his talented hand stroking his eight inches of magnificent, throbbing cock. Watching him was a lot better than the DVD we were playing.

His free hand began to edge toward my leaking cock. I watched as he inched his way until his hand rested beside my cock. His little finger almost touching my boxer-covered hard-on. My aching cock pushed against the fabric of my boxers. Arching above his knuckles. Pushing against the flimsy fabric. Almost pushing through my fly.

My cock twitched with need and then slowly settled down until it brushed his little finger again. That touch. My cock so close to his hand. Still trapped within my boxers, my cock leapt again. The feelings were so intense it was almost like I had cum.

I raised my head a little for a better look and could see my pre-cum soaking through my underwear. I turned my head to look directly at Paul’s face and he returned my gaze. I smiled and nodded.

He seemed to understand and moved his hand so it was resting directly on top of my cock. Resting so gently. No pressure. Only the gentle feel of his warm palm through the thin fabric of my boxers. His manly hand covering my throbbing cock.

I could not resist. My hips thrust upward. My cock grazed against Paul’s palm. The reflex was unstoppable. Something pre-programmed into my body. I thrust again. And again.

With each gentle thrust his fingers closed a little more around my cock. Until at last he held me . . . like no one but Justin had ever held me before. So gently. So lovingly. Like he was holding a great and delicate treasure. The gentleness only made me harder. Hornier. More crazy to be with Paul in every way.

Paul rolled on his side. Leaned in close to me. Gently brushed his lips against mine. I felt his tongue flick across my lips and let it enter my mouth. He had one arm around my shoulder and his aching cock was humping my leg. This felt so amazing to me.

Even though I’d had more erotic and exotic sexual encounters more times than I wanted to think about just then, I knew this was a special moment. One I never wanted to forget. Paul had taken charge and was making it clear that he felt about me the way I felt about him.

Maybe not love. I don’t think I really knew what love was just then. The closest I had come to love had been so painful and one-sided. This was far from that. This was more a deepening friendship powered by an overwhelming sexual desire. And best of all, it seemed to be completely mutual.

I wanted to talk to Paul. I wanted to ask him what he was thinking. What he wanted? What he needed? If I could have brought myself to ask, I would have done anything he wanted. Anything at all. It’s crazy but I thought at one point if he asked if he could fuck me bareback I couldn’t tell him no.

But I didn’t ask and so I didn’t know his wants and needs. When I was finally close to asking him, he rolled back away from me and started jacking both our aching cocks again. He did it well, but always too fast or too slow. So I started thrusting into his hand. Setting my own pace.

He picked up on it right away and started stroking me with long, slow strokes. Holding me gently but stroking me forcefully. Following my lead. Perfect. I couldn’t have done it better myself.

I wanted to crawl inside his skin. Live inside his skull. Meld my very body with his in a perfect blending of the two of us. I barely realized that as these thoughts overtook me, I was rubbing my face against his. Ready to lick his cheek. Kiss his eyes. I was lost in my closeness to him.

I could feel the need and urges begin to build up within me. The sexual power that he was beckoning was rising within me. I knew it wouldn’t be long until I . . .

Paul’s hand slowed and stopped. He nestled his face closer to mine and kissed my forehead. I caught my breath. He must have known how close I was. Such an experienced lover! I waited with him as our needs subsided.

He began to stroke me again. All those feelings and needs were soon welling up in me once more. I could tell Paul was just as close. I thought if he went on with this much longer, we were both going to cum.

So I broke the action. Slipped off my boxers. Rolled my body across his leg and wriggled my butt between his legs. Like we were spooning while leaning back against the headboard. Our bodies about as close as two bodies can be without actual penetration.

I turned my head and upper body completely so I could kiss him deeply on the mouth. He sucked my probing tongue into his mouth and then probed into mine. Our kiss complete, I turned back.

I settled in with my back against his chest. My head resting on his shoulder. His arms around me. It left his hands free to do with me as he wanted. I was offering myself to him. My ass cheeks were virtually wrapped around his throbbing cock. If he wanted me, he could have me. I’d made it perfectly obvious I was his.

He took my cock in both his hands and started to stroke it again. That perfect technique. Like he knew what I was thinking. What I wanted. What I needed. I felt him thrusting his cock between my ass cheeks. Awkward as it was, I tried to counter his thrust, burying his cock even deeper. Closer to my aching, twitching hole. I squeezed my ass cheeks hard around his thrusting cock and I heard him moan. I felt his hardness pressing ever closer to my hole.

I loved that I could feel the hardness and power of his cock. Feel the heat he was giving off. Sense every movement of his body wrapped around mine. I felt we were at last entwined in body, mind and soul. Our purpose the same. Our needs aligned. Our desires unleashed. I was so ready!

We continued to play like this in complete freedom and abandon. Two guys with no attachments. No demands. No rules or limits or expectations. We were free to enjoy each other and the moment. To make each other happy. To make each other feel good. That’s what friends are for. And I knew for sure just then that Paul was truly my friend. Maybe more than a friend.

Too soon I felt him tense behind and beneath me. I felt his body stiffen. His thrusts toward my hole became more desperate. The pace of his hands on my blood-engorged cock increased. I felt my cock grow harder and hotter in his grasp. I could feel the sweat on his palms as they worked me overtime.

I tried to relax to prolong the moment. My head fell back and our cheeks rubbed against each other. He moaned. I gasped. I knew I was going to cum soon. And cum hard. My cum was already rising. I felt it moving closer.

Even as I felt the amazing surge of pleasure that comes with release, I felt my jizz splash across my face. I knew beyond a doubt that I’d jizzed Paul’s face as good as my own. I’d watched as a long thick rope of my warm cum splashed across our faces. My cum was dripping down my cheek and off my nose.

The image in my head of our two faces, side by side, covered in splashes and streaks of my cum triggered a second surge and a third and then Paul moaned again and I felt his warm slippery cum surging between my ass cheeks. His thrusts and powerful cum forced its way to the small of my back. Like a slippery pool of man juice trapped between us.

I could tell Paul was cumming a lot. I noticed that as he came he loosened his grip on my cock. But he continued to grind his cock against my ass. Forcing fresh cum with every thrust. When he was done, he was completely limp behind me. Like a pillow.

I turned to see if he was OK with what had just happened. I saw him, eyes closed, but a contented look on his face. I kissed him and began to lick the cum from his face. My cum. The first I had shared with him. But I was sure it would not be the last.

I finally let myself go completely. Let myself do just what I wanted to do. I kissed him deeply, sharing the cum I had just licked from his face. My cum. Playing with it in our mouths. He was almost passive, in a cozy relaxed sort of way. Finally I rolled over and lay beside him. I savored my cum one last time and swallowed.

There was so much I wanted to say. So much I wanted to ask. So much I wanted to know and share.

I’d known sex with boys. Sex with girls. In so many ways and places and . . . But nothing quite like this.

I guess you could say that not much had happened between me and Paul that evening. We’d watched a porno. He’d jerked me off while humping my butt until he came. But to me it wasn’t so simple. It was sublime. Unforgettable.

I needed to know if he loved this moment as much as I did. I looked at him and said his name. He opened his eyes and looked at me with a look that told me I didn’t need to ask.

“I’ll see you in the morning,” was all I said as I snuggled down as close as I could to him and soon he was sound asleep.

To Be Continued . . .

I hope you enjoyed this chapter giving you Jess’ viewpoint to compare to Paul’s. Let me know what you thought. It may guide my planning and writing in the future. Whatever you do, please consider leaving a message and rating this project.

I’ll be back with the next episode in a week or so. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!

 

[DonQuixote]

Jess & HR,

THANK YOU! What a phenomenal chapter. It was so good, and so important to know what you were thinking, Jess, as a counterpoint to what Paul was thinking.

And then, in the inimitable way HR has of helping you express your innermost feelings, not just your thoughts, but your raw emotions, too.

I'm awestruck and blown away - even though I "knew" about the physical activities that had taken place between you two, to hear your thoughts, desires, emotions as you recounted your experience that day --

I've been achingly hard for the past 20 minutes as I read this, amid household distractions and a bladder that's fair to bursting.

I've told you before that your stories are so much more than just the "getting it off" on fantasizing about your sexual encounters, and that's absolutely true.

You and Paul are real, live, flesh and blood people to us - thinking, caring, loving, and yes, hot and horny as all Hell, too. lol

Thank you for continuing to share your most intimate feelings and experiences with us.

And thank you, HR, you master horn dog, you.

 

[TimWhite07]

Wow... that was amazing. Even though it was the second time reading that sensual moment between you two, it felt like the first. The detail of were your mind was. The passion you felt. You make us feel like we are there, if not in your place, then in your head hearing what you think as you do it. Oh to be a fly in the room, or a dog at the foot of the bed. Im glad that you got the chance to share your feelings and thoughts about your first encounter. I hope there is more to cum.


HR, we are going to be servering "cocktails" tonight. and of course you are invite. I will let you know what it like tomorrow. I will send you a PM and i will send a PM to PH. i know that he has been asking about that also.

I hope everyone had a great Thankgiving. I know i did. There is jsut something about shovling food in your mouth and spending time with your family, that is just wonderful.

I love you all, I have to get to work on getting stuff rdy for the cocktails.

 

[thermodynamics]

I don't know what it is, but even in ITIK Book 1 many of us (including me) had a real soft spot for Jess. I think it's because he's a fellow hopeless romantic.

The line

I just wanted to be with him. Close and warm. Nestled together. I wanted so bad to hold him in my arms.

just made me melt. I want the very same thing.

 

[rain09]

Thanks HR! Just read the mailbag and the story...one word... HOT.

Jess now I fully see where you were cuming from... in fact I think we both respond to things very similarly...

Suppose Paul slowly starting caressing your body and your ass. Then, he started kissing you all over your body very slowly and sensually. Would you close your eyes to enjoy the moment? Would your body shiver in anticipation and ecstasy as you got very aroused...?

I know I'd be squirming all over the bed in arousal...

I can see this developing very well...thanks again Jess, HR, and Paul for the hot story!!

 

[PerpetuallyHard312]

Whew....l still haven't caught my breath yet....thank you for my 6th orgasm of the day Thanks for sharing what was going on in Jess' head......his side is much more romantic than Paul's, but they're both so hot...wow. Jess I could literally feel your need as I read the chapter. I look forward to what happens next when you two wake up...the aftermath. I can see a beautiful relationship forming between you two and I look forward to see what's in store in future chapters!

 

[bmark_packard]

Oh my! What a great chapter and story. Your writing is so clear, detailed, and I feel as though I was there. Experienced it. Thank you for sharing your work. I have trouble expressing even Thank You, that is why I post little. I think I am in love with Jess. I can so identify with him. Would love to meet you guys and hang out shoot the shit and all.
Please keep writing and sharing

 

[Kyanimal]

Oh!, My Dear Lord! That chapter was so SWEET! *FUCKING HOT!*

Seems Jess wasn't so passive, after all, as much as fully enjoying that "Special Moment" with Paul! *DAMN IT! FUCK ME!!*

There are Rare times when we get to experience someone else, so closely, so intimately, so perfectly! *MAKE ME CUM, STUD!*

With all of our own insecurities, knowing what we want, vs. being sure about what we should/can do, with someone else that we know we're more than just "faintly" interested in, being hesitant/scared of botching that (seemingly) "ONE Chance", but having the courage to take that step "beyond!", while still keeping it "subtle". *LET'S GET HARD TOGETHER AND CREAM OUR BRAINS OUT!*

This all just goes to prove that though we may not be all that sure about what we're doing, we can still discover the intense intimacy, that we so desire, if we're merely willing to let ourselves go, with what we're truly feeling, and simply "go for it", even if it's as gently as possible. *SHOW ME YOUR HARDON! GRAB MINE, AND DON'T STOP UNTIL WE BOTH EXPLODE!!*

I can SO relate to both guys point of view! Paul definitely had the advantage of knowing what he knew about Jess, while Jess couldn't have been all that sure, but was willing, wanting, desiring, to "forge ahead", as it were. *LET ME TASTE THE INSIDE OF YOUR MOUTH, WHILE I SHARE THE TASTE OF MY OWN CUM WITH YOU! TONGUE FUCK MY FACE, DUDE!*

And, then, to fall asleep in each other arms! So CLOSE to each other! So Right! So Content! AWESOME!! *WE'VE FINALLY MELDED, AS ONE, TOGETHER. WE'VE BECOME EACH OTHER! SO DEEP! SO PERFECT! SO INTENSE! SO RIGHT!!*

Fantastic chapter, hr, Jess, and Paul! *WHAT A SWEET WAY TO GET OFF! AND SO MUCH MORE THAN "JUST" THAT!*

THANK YOU!!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[MyBFCallsMePaul]

Hi everybody! I have been lurking behind the scenes at JustUsBoys for years. Last summer my new boy friend convinced me to join and I did. But when I started posting Hardreader asked me not to. He thought it might create problems in the future. So I stopped because Hardreader's the boss.

Over Thanksgiving weekend, we were staying with him and whatever we are supposed to call his partner. We talked about it and at last I have got the all-clear to start posting.

First of all I want to say how great all the people writing have been. You make me feel on top of the world. It is almost like how I felt when I first met Jess. It takes my breath away the things people say to me and about me. Fuck it is so cool! I've even started saying things like fuck and not cringing inside. This is very liberating for me.

The best thing in my life is Jess of course and before that finding ITIK, which kept me sane but very horny for a long time.

Now it is Jess's turn in the spotlight and I get to help. Working with Hardreader is a dream cum true. I mean it.

Anyway I can comment when I want now so you will be seeing my comments sometimes. Anyone who wants to send me messages I would love to hear from all of you.

Thanks everybody for being so nice to me and our story. I guess that is all I have to say.

- Paul​

 

[DonQuixote]

It's great to hear from "the other half" of this story, "live"!

Thanks for sharing yourself with us.

 

[Bodhi1]

A beautiful sensual Chapter!!! I am an incurable romantic so of course I loved it! Thanks all of you for sharing such intimate moments with us ... Huge Hugs!

 

[rain09]

It's Paul!!!

It's so glad you can post! Just when I began wondering where you were on JUB...

Anyway you and Jess deserve all the compliments people have given you so far. You are both in the spotlight because you are both hot guys...

And yeah HR is awesome...he's a good listener and a very good mentor, too.

~AND A GREAT WRITER!!!

I would like to read more from your point of view...I like it a lot . Keep the hot chapters cuming along!

 

[TimWhite07]

YAY... we finally get to hear from paul. I was wondering when you would post a comment.

It is not just jess in the spotlight here. You both are. And you both deseve to be. HR does a great good writing, but it is your amazing story that provides the base for his great, cum-tastic, chapters.

Hope to see more of your posts in the cumming chapters.

~Tim