just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

[borg69unimatrix]

Sometimes I dislike how "boring" I can be when I'm sober.

I like how free-spirited, relaxed, and nonchalant I am when I've had a couple of drinks. I just don't give a shit...

I'm pretty sure I've said this here before--but perhaps I can harness that person that comes out of me when I've had a couple of drinks to have around when I'm sober. *yawn* What do you guys think?

Wouldn't it be an 'act' though?

Back when I was more social and out drinking every weekend, I and all my friends preferred me drunk too. I was way more funny and outgoing and adventurous. Sober I have all the social skills as 7of9.

 

[G-Lexington]

People often tell me "I bet you'd be a real hoot drunk." I honestly think I'd be horribly unpleasant.

Lex

 

[borg69unimatrix]

I'm a happy drunk, but I could see you being a bitchy drunk. no offense. I do think it really depends on what people drink though. I stick mostly with beer, or rum and coke. My friends that drink harder stuff are the ones that get violent, or sobby after too much.

 

[Anders123]

Wouldn't it be an 'act' though?

I find that in social situations, I have to consciously remind myself to participate in conversation. My default state is to observe and reflect in silence. It can be a little exhausting over prolonged periods, but I certainly wouldn't consider it to be an act. I'm still being me, it's just a more outgoing and sociable version of myself.

I'm constantly working on changing my own behavioural/thought patterns, but that doesn't necessarily mean I'm putting up a facade or pretending to be somebody I'm not. It just means that I'm doing what I can to change the things about myself that I don't particularly like, or that I'm working on breaking my destructive habits.

If you'd like to be a more free-spirited person when sober, then work towards achieving that. If drunk Neo can give less of a fuck, then with a little work, so can sober Neo.

 

[xbuzzerx]

I'm a very happy, carefree drunk.

I suddenly love everyone. Everyone becomes my friend.

I'm exactly like that too.

thanks so much for the encouraging words, Anders. As always, you have a great way of saying things that makes it all click. You're absolutely right.

Try it! I do it. See for yourself: http://www.justusboys.com/forum/thr...nd-why/page2?p=8627586&viewfull=1#post8627586

 

[borg69unimatrix]

Only the lesbians faught in the bars here.

 

[G-Lexington]

I'm a happy drunk, but I could see you being a bitchy drunk. no offense. I do think it really depends on what people drink though. I stick mostly with beer, or rum and coke. My friends that drink harder stuff are the ones that get violent, or sobby after too much.

I'm already happy, friendly, joke-y when sober. Except if I'm feeling anti-social, in which case I'm thinking getting drunk won't suddenly reverse that mindset. I usually drink foo-foo mixed drinks - maybe I'd just get gayer?

Lex

 

[xbuzzerx]

I'm already happy, friendly, joke-y when sober. Except if I'm feeling anti-social, in which case I'm thinking getting drunk won't suddenly reverse that mindset. I usually drink foo-foo mixed drinks - maybe I'd just get gayer?

Lex

Do you order a cosmo and talk to a little sock puppet on your hand?

 

[G-Lexington]

Well, a Midori sour, actually. And it's really more of an action figure than a sock puppet. Which is why I wonder what it'll be like when I'm drunk.

Lex

 

[borg69unimatrix]

OMG I love drinks called "alien secretions" (yes I'm that nerdy to order those) - they taste like green apple Jolly Ranchers.

 

[xbuzzerx]

Well, a Midori sour, actually. And it's really more of an action figure than a sock puppet. Which is why I wonder what it'll be like when I'm drunk.

Lex

If you like the froo froo drinks I'm sure my midori melonball is still very good from when I used to bartend. Tasted like pineapple juice.

 

[G-Lexington]

May as well drink pineapple juice, then.

I actually make one at home I call the Gargoyle Gargle - one part Midori, three or four parts fresca, served on the rocks. It looks like anti-freeze, but it's quite tasty.

I also started drinking toddies made from 43 or Fireball. Again, at home.

Lex

 

[G-Lexington]

Three straight posts on Facebook from friends at the Vanilla Ice concert. I can't tell if they're actually enjoying themselves or they went so they could post on Facebook that they were at a Vanilla Ice concert.

Lex

 

[borg69unimatrix]

I thought he was flipping houses in FL. These days. I will admit I used to think he was kinda cute but I wouldn't admit to going to see him.

 

[cgymike]

^Like this

 

[Scealle]

I have no response to this.

And the gargoyle wants nudes, too. SEND ME ALL THE NUDES!!!!

Lex

Everyone from this thread need to mail me your NUDES now!

 

[G-Lexington]

^Lex told us all a riddle that kept me awake for weeks---no, months.

Finally, I figured it out. Lexy, you have a whole lot more brains than you let on. I found your riddle a sheer stroke of genius.

If it's the riddle I think it is, I'm wondering if you actually solved it.

Lex

 

[refujiunderground]

wow. i took half a zoloft about an hour ago, man. my mom told me to take half just to see how powerful the effects would be and YO.... the ocd effects are gone for the most part. still feel a little anxiety here and there BUT i'm not looking at the clock. I'M NOT LOOKING AT THE FUCKING CLOCK AND I DON'T FEEL THE URGE TO DO IT EITHER.

OH HAPPY MOTHERFUCKING DAY!!!!!! for the first time in 12 years, i am FREE from OCD. SHIT, never thought that half a pill would save my ass.

i am however noticing that even though i'm a bit more focused on what i'm doing. i can tell that this shit is kind of making me feel retarded. my thought process is like whatever. i feel like mariah carey when she talks. you know how mariah tries so hard to be a perfectionist or seem cute when she's talking putting on a kool aid smile, dunno if that's because of the meds she's taking which make her act like that BUT damn.... i feel like i have the mind of mariah. I WANT THE MIND OF FUJI BACK. even though it was miserable as fuck. I WANT MY MIZIND BACK! i feel retarded like mr. stumpy like almost. damn... i feel tired too but that's because i didn't get any sleep last night. as soon as the sun kicked in, i was like FUCK... no sleep. i dunno if i'm going to go to that group therapy tomorrow. might stay my ass home because i don't know if i could operate a vehicle feeling like this. no sleep and being put on a powerful medication for the first time. this is NOT good.

i also hope that i'm NOT a maniac depressed person either because if that's the case, i'm NOT going to get any rest if i take these meds. fuck ending up in an er wing being medicated and shit. they will NEVER crack my brain and these meds will NEVER control me like that. only for the ocd and the depression.

 

[refujiunderground]

god damn I hate it when people message me while I'm at work just to chit-chat... bitch, you know I'm at work; unless you actually need something from me, leave me the fuck alone.

maybe I need anti-anxiety drugs.

I feel like an asshole ignoring the message, but fuck. between the hours of 8 am and 6 pm, just don't message me. if I'm bored and want to chat, I'll message you. otherwise, just fucking wait until 6:00:01 pm when I don't have my boss 5' away overhearing every time my phone chimes.

if you don't need it, don't get it. fuck drugs.

i feel you, man. some people don't value alone time where they feel the need to bother folks a lot. guess they can't stand being alone by themselves.

 

[Lefty]

Its manic not maniac...at least I hope so.
Now, stop digging up old excuses and trying to turn them into
avoidance justifications.
The group therapy is a step forward and you know that. The
worse that can happen is YOU decide it won't work based on
observation and not a fear of who the Fuji inside really is.
Some of us and YOU have invested time in helping Fuji grow
himself....don't let it be for naught.

Okay, end of Sunday Sermon.