Last night *sigh*

[screwnutty]

Mick, I just want to thank you for taking the time to post this special story with us! In the past three years this is a close to any piece of the action that I have gotten! You make a old 32 year man proud! Go get'em tiger!

As for the girl. Tell her you meet somebody else and sorry if you lead her on in anyway. Your going to break her heart no matter how you do it...but if you do it kindly and sweet....she should recover faster I guess!

Now get your helm on and get in the game son!! Good luck to you and godspeed on Saturday!

 

[Blacksheep]

You are going to have to step really carefully around the girl that likes you. She might decide that you led her on and out of spite and hurt out you. I'd be really careful how you let her know you aren't interested in her. I'd probably recruit the friend you're out to for advice as she knows the situation better than us.
Oh and I find your updates anything but long and boring. I'm glad you keep us up-to-date.

 

[Ninja108]

keep us up to date. As for your friend, use your best friend as a meditor to explain you don't like her in that way.

 

[JoshuaGlynn]

too happy for you Mick

And we don't mind the long posts at all.....

Like others have said be careful with the homecoming girl. I think the recruit your out-to friend is a great idea!!!

Good luck this weekend!

Josh

 

[Mick J]

Today my "homecoming girl" was being so clingy. I was really tired and she just kept yapping at me. She was resting her head on my shoulder, and being very touchy. The whole time i was giving obvious "not interested" signals but she didnt stop. SO i asked my out-to girl to text her and say That i mentioned she was being a little touchy and i dont like her like her... (therefor she cant be like "WTF? You told him?!?")

but nope.. she completly walked past me at the end of the day. (really didnt bother me i was glad) BUT THEN, i was talking to a friend of mine and crazy-girl (homecoming datE) walks up right next to me and starts talking to her! but completely ignoring me. I usually give her rides home too so right after she shunned me and started talking to my friend she was like "HOLd on i gotta call my mom and ask for a ride" ..

some people are so immature. . . im not out to her yet, im extremely glad i didnt come out to her. She was being so annoying at dinner too trying to keep me from hugging derek and wanted me to sit by her when i saved a seat next to me for him.

Anyways thats my today update hah. Im going to my out-girl's house for the like 4th night in a row tonight to talk about gay stuff. Her mom is like "oh do you live here now?"..

Aww moment of the day:
I texted him "your amazing, maybe perfect is the word" and he said "In my eyes, your perfect" and i said "Thats because you have perfect eyes" !! we're such sweet talkers.

<3<3<3<3

-Mick Jayyyyyyy

 

[robdrake]

omg i am so addicted to this thread...

how i wish it happened to me! haha..
anyway.. all the best!!!

 

[Mick J]

We didnt really talk today

Hmm.. im thinkin about inviting him to the mall or somthing on saturday.. hes not coming here anymore because the activity was being hosted by crazy clingy girl, so i wanna do something..sighsigh

 

[looseliam]

Be like "Well, I was going to go to hang out with you. Want to get together Sat just us instead?"

 

[screwnutty]

Be like "Well, I was going to go to hang out with you. Want to get together Sat just us instead?"

Agreed! Go do some shopping at the mall, hit up a nice cozy resturant and then maybe catch a movie or night club. Who says you have to hang with Crazy Girl! Plus you need to but her on Ice nicely or she's just going to make your life miserable!!

This is the reason when I was in denial, I didn't date women....too much Drama!!

Thanks for the updates though...keep them coming!!!

 

[Mick J]

heh im in a bad moood though im just so worried im spending like 10 minutes phrasing my messages.. so because he cant come here on saturday does he not want to do anything at all, its stupid that i cant just ask him . i suck at relationships lol

 

[screwnutty]

heh im in a bad moood though im just so worried im spending like 10 minutes phrasing my messages.. so because he cant come here on saturday does he not want to do anything at all, its stupid that i cant just ask him . i suck at relationships lol

LOL!

Mick....relax! This is your first major gay relationship. Breath. Stop worrying...if not this weekend maybe next weekend. Remember he began the chase. There's no fear of him losing interest in you! You just like to worry about things right!

come here buddy...this is for you!

 

[Kyanimal]

LOL!

Mick....relax! This is your first major gay relationship. Breath. Stop worrying...if not this weekend maybe next weekend. Remember he began the chase. There's no fear of him losing interest in you! You just like to worry about things right!

come here buddy...this is for you!

Exactly!! Chill! Kill the doubt! "Derek" obvioiusly Wants YOU! And, You want HIM! The distance may take some time. But, it WILL Happen!! Just LET It!!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[Mick J]

Hello!

Hah. i have two older brothers, ones 23 ones 19. one of my brother is home from college and all he wants to talk to me about is girls. He asks me who the hottest girls in school are now and im like umm... lol. he talks about the meaning of high school is to get laid by as many chicks as possible. ugh my brothers are..gross, at least they make an effort to bond ;p. i want him to ask me if i got lucky on homecoming so i can be like "sure did" hahahaha.. at least they are so distant i dont have to worry about coming out to them..

am going to the mall tomorrow with derek, am excited. i told crazy-girl to give me some space and i think she is going to quit being so annoying.

-Mick Jay

 

[eyeboy]

hey Mick J so no one in your family knows you're gay??

how would they have reacted if you told them?

 

[Pringle]

Well - they say a week is a long time in politics - but they have nothing on gay teens.

What a fantastic thread you have going on here

Wish I had found it earlier, although you seem to be doing just fine.

So I wont ramble on - but perhaps if I may put down a couple of the random thoughts going through my head as I read your wonderful posts;

- Slow down - jeez life ain't a race you know. You mind might be racing - but breath. In and out - In and out.

- You are very lucky to have found yourself in this situation - but being too keen to fall in love gives you little to move onto. This guy likes you enough to wait for you to come out (he must have already had an idea). He wont be going anywhere if you play it cool - enjoy what it is and what is going on - and the rest will happen without you having to think about it at 100 mph.

- You MUST tell the girl that likes you that you are not in to her. You don't have to tell her you are gay, but anything less than spelling it out that you two do not have a future is something you will regret more the longer it goes on. Trust me - the sooner this is done the less harm that will be done.

and lastly - keep us updated - this is going to make the best sellers list I just know it - and please play it cool - I like my books to have happy endings

(so I guess I did ramble on anyway - I also managed to copy this when JUB corrupted - which is a good job cause I didn't want to type it again)

 

[Mick J]

hey Mick J so no one in your family knows you're gay??

how would they have reacted if you told them?

I havent told anyone. Doesnt mean none of them know or suspect...

My mom has had gay friends and reads books with gay stuff in it.. if that means anything.

my dad told me once "you'll go far in life it doesnt matter if your black white, ect ,ect, .. gay" or something like that but he paused and say gay

my oldest brother is homophobic at times. like jokes about gay people. he and my mom got into an argument once when he was making fun of her book "Running with scissors" and my mom was totally defending gays and he was bashin them. i see him a few times a year never for more than a week at once and we talk on the phone like 4 times a year.. our conversations always involve "gettin any pussy?" so .. yeah i try to avoid those calls..whatever haha

my next brother is just a year and a half older .. hes in college we dont talk or see eachother much (even when he lived here) but he used my computer once and i dont make an effort to hide my gay porn files and clear my history and such, so whatever he found he found.. when i came home he was just turning it off and was acting kinda weird (kind of solemn) towards me. yet he still pesters me about girls.

if my brothers knew and reacted badly, it wouldnt affect me hardly because we aren't close. Im pretty sure my mom would be fine, my dad probably wouldnt be too affected, he has a really cool outlook on life. sort of a live, experiment, have fun, because we're all gonna die and life is short.

 

[theblackajah]

I havent told anyone. Doesnt mean none of them know or suspect...

My mom has had gay friends and reads books with gay stuff in it.. if that means anything.

my dad told me once "you'll go far in life it doesnt matter if your black white, ect ,ect, .. gay" or something like that but he paused and say gay

my oldest brother is homophobic at times. like jokes about gay people. he and my mom got into an argument once when he was making fun of her book "Running with scissors" and my mom was totally defending gays and he was bashin them. i see him a few times a year never for more than a week at once and we talk on the phone like 4 times a year.. our conversations always involve "gettin any pussy?" so .. yeah i try to avoid those calls..whatever haha

my next brother is just a year and a half older .. hes in college we dont talk or see eachother much (even when he lived here) but he used my computer once and i dont make an effort to hide my gay porn files and clear my history and such, so whatever he found he found.. when i came home he was just turning it off and was acting kinda weird (kind of solemn) towards me. yet he still pesters me about girls.

if my brothers knew and reacted badly, it wouldnt affect me hardly because we aren't close. Im pretty sure my mom would be fine, my dad probably wouldnt be too affected, he has a really cool outlook on life. sort of a live, experiment, have fun, because we're all gonna die and life is short.

You, sir, are one lucky little gay boy.

You've got the family, the looks, and the hot guy. Enjoy it while it lasts

 

[eyeboy]

yes yes indeed....

i havent told my parents too, and that doesnt mean they dont suspect either... HOWEVER, the hints im getting from them are the total opposites, more like 'theres someting wrong with gays' kinda things..... wadever.... haha

ure one lucky guy.. really.. being able to get a guy just like that is wow, beyond wad i can do... haha

 

[bananacreamguy]

Mick J --

I can understand how hard it is to say those two words: "I'm gay." I tried to deny it for years and got depressed to the point that I didn't care to live.

Go for it.
If you don't you'll regret it for the rest of your life.
I had a similar encounter in my twenties, and didn't act on it.
I passed out at a party and woke up upstairs in a bed with
a gorgeous guy naked next to me. He was stroking about an 8 incher.
I told him I wasn't into that because I was afraid it would get out.

If I could find a time-machine I'd be down on that sausage in a wink.
I spent decades dreaming of that guy and his monster cock.
I never did find out who he was or where he lived because I couldn't
ask anyone.

 

[olides74]

am going to the mall tomorrow with derek

So Mick, any updates? Did you and Derek get some alone time