Id like to say something. Bear with me.
Through death, one can have a larger appreciation for life. There are the people who are the unsung heroes and dont get the recognition they deserve. Paramedics, firemen, policemen, and others see the dark side of life thatthe public doesnt want to see or know about. It is paramedics, or other public servants, who have to scoop up the remains of a man in a motorcycle accident. They give the man as much dignity as they can under the circumstances.
Often, you will hear that someone has died on the scene. What does that mean? It means there injuries were so extensive that there was no help for that person.
For myself, because I have felt suicidal through times in my life, I often wondered what it would be like to die in various ways. I became familiar with a website where death videos and photos are shown. For example, I know what would happen if someone hung themselves. I know what happens if someone jumps off a building.
I have seen the video of the man who was killed. I saw it two days ago. Many comments initially thought it was a fake video and at times it doesn look fake because of the condition of the body. The video is very difficult to watch because a man is being killed and mutilated. There are many people who have no choice but to watch the video. And then there are people like me who have a morbid curiousity but also have an insight that can only be understood if you have seen videos like this. I believe that I have insight into life, and death, that others dont have because they havent seen these videos.
The videos show how truly horrible man can be towards man, oir how stupid they can be. The woman who backs up and drives into a crowd of people, or the man who, out of the blue, shoots two teenage skateboarders because they were bothering him. It shows how quickly things can go bad and how a person's life can change in an instant. As I ride my bike, I am ever more careful because I have seen the results of a bicyclist being hit by a car.
There are thousands of people watching these gruesome videos. They are reaction videos where people record themselves as they watch videos of beheadings, murders, or two girls playing with shit.
http://www.youtube.com/re...1.18.0...0.0.IofVVXFrjMU
I asked my neice when she was about 15 year old if she knew what reaction videos were and she didnt so I was relieved that she wasnt seeing things at her age.
So there may be people who judge me for watching these videos, and I was afriad to initially say it, but I have seen the video and it is the second most horrific video I have seen. The first was the man who was smashed in the face with a bag of concrete blocks and these boys stabbed him with a screwdriver including stabbing him in the eye. That was more that I could take. Im leaving out the title of reference to the video on purpose.
Another thing I have realised that people die alone. They left this man who was still alive and he was left alone to die. Its such an awful thing that I had never really thought about. Someone almost kills you and then you are left to die, probably the way Matthew Shepard was left to die. These are insights that I wouldnt have if I had not watched 'death videos'.
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I felt queasy for about 45 minutes after seeing the video. I dont think a person should watch unless they are used to seeing videos like this and they have viewd the other video mentioned where the man is smashed in the face with concrete blocks.
So I hope I dont get judged too harshly because many people are watching these videos and there are things you can learn about by viewing them.
